a/n: I do not own any rights to the Muse song quoted within this fic.

Sorry for the delayed posting. My muses were being very naughty this week and wouldn't let me write this chapter until I'd given them some Lawlight fluff... *sigh*

If you want to check it out, it's called Illumination and it's a College AU/Omega Verse fic with Omega!L and Alpha!Light. It will likely be my next fic after Black Book wraps, but I posted the first chapter in advance for Lawlight Week to appease my muses.

Cheers!

AF

Sing for absolution

I will be singing

And falling from your grace

There's nowhere left to hide

In no one to confide

The truth burns deep inside

And will never die

Sing For Absolution – Muse – Absolution

"Mmm…that's good Light…" Beyond purred in a pleased tone as he crawled onto the bed to hover over the young man. Light felt the other man's limbs caging him in on either side, trapping him beneath his body. The blindfold was peeled back moments later and Light faced the eerie sight of L's face staring back at him with deep burgundy eyes instead of the dark ones he was familiar with.

Oh god…this is so messed up… Light thought, as he swallowed the panic that was bubbling up inside of him. No…stay calm, try to focus…he's a fucking dead man walking and he just doesn't know it yet. The brunette thought darkly as he felt warmth coiling in his gut and let out a low moan, looking at B through half lidded eyes.

The Alpha smirked and sat back to straddle Light's torso, running his hands down the young man's body. "You're going to be so much fun…" Beyond chuckled and removed his own shirt. "Coming along nicely…" He murmured as he slid the soft fabric of the Omega's shirt up and exposed his toned belly so he could lick, mouth and a bite at the skin there.

Light was disgusted, as his body responded to the stimulus and he writhed beneath the Alpha's touch, his mind hating every minute of it as he tried to stay lucid. Just have to go with it…I can use the drugs as an excuse… He reassured himself as he swallowed down his loathing and reached a hand out to touch B's hair and run his fingers through it, arching his back and moaning loudly. "B…"

"Shit…getting all slutty so soon baby? I just knew you were a little whore for it." B muttered. "That night in your house, you just loved how rough and dirty I was being with you…didn't you?" Light squeezed his eyes shut, trying and ultimately failing to block out the words that Beyond whispered in his ear as he spread the Omega's unresisting thighs and positioned himself between them.

"Shh…don't worry…I'm going to give you exactly what you need. Show this tight hot body of yours exactly who it belongs to, because you DO belong to me now Light." B bit down on the brunette's ear and tugged hard.

"So be good baby…I wouldn't want to have to do anything…permanent, just to keep you in check, like start removing any of these lovely body parts." Beyond took the Omega's fingers in his mouth and bit down on them to emphasize his point. Light whimpered before he could stop himself, which B seemed to find incredibly amusing as he chuckled softly, travelling down the brunette's chest to push his shirt up even farther and play with the pert nipples. "I mean, it's not like you need all of your fingers, or even both of your hands and feet to get around when most of your time is spent on your back getting fucked."

I have to turn this around…I need him to believe I want this, not that I feel threatened… Light used what energy he had to run his hands down B's arms, caressing them and causing the Alpha's eyes to dart to the brunette's lust filled expression with curiosity.

Just pretend… The Omega told himself again as his fingers ran through the man's hair as he stared at Light, still and unmoving, like a predator watching his prey as he allowed the younger man to continue.

Light slid his hands to the back of the other's jaw and gently massaged the area there, hoping it was as sensitive for B as it was for L. He was rewarded with a moan as the dark haired Alpha's eyes fluttered shut in a state of bliss while Light brushed over his scent glands and tugged on his ear lobes.

"See B…you'd miss my fingers…" Light said breathily, bringing his hands forward to cup the other man's face in his hands and run his thumb across the all too familiar lips. If I just ignore the eyes…I can do this…just put on a show…

Beyond took Light's thumb in his mouth, from where it pressed against his lips and gave it a slight nibble, grinning down all the while from his position of dominance above him. "Hmm, you may be right, you little minx."

Light was hit with a sudden moment of clarity as he realized what B had said about him wanting this because of what had happened at his house. I might just be able to play into that little fantasy. I'm on the right track already…he wants me to want this. Like any Alpha, deep down, he wants to believe that only he can satisfy the Omega he's intimate with. Ok…let's inflate that ego of yours B…

Light gave him a needy look, full of want and dropped his hands limply to the sides. "This is all your fault…you ruined it..." He pouted and turned his head to the side as if upset, even as he shifted his hips to grind subtly against the Alpha between his thighs.

B laughed unsympathetically. "Oh poor thing, did I mess up your perfect little life with L? Sorry, not sorry sweetheart." He growled as he grabbed Light's wrists and pressed them up over his head, laying the length of his body atop the brunette's as he gazed down at him. Light didn't have to fake anger as he responded.

"You need to take responsibility for making me want-" Light cut himself off mid-sentence and let out a little whimper as if embarrassed, turning his head swiftly to the side to avoid B's gaze, his hair falling across his face. The Alpha was quiet for several moments before brushing his hair away so he could see Light's face.

"What did you want Light? What did I make you want?" Beyond murmured, pressing himself more firmly against the younger man, so Light could feel his rock hard erection. He felt the beginnings of slick trickling out of his twitching entrance, his body tingling with desire and knew he could probably convince the other man of just about anything with the scent of his arousal quickly filling the air. The golden eyed male lay there panting slightly as need overwhelmed him momentarily. He didn't have to fake the blush that rose up on his cheeks from both that and from what he was about to say. This is terrible…please forgive me L…

Light kept his face turned away shyly, the perfect example of Omega submission as he replied. "You made me want…you…" The younger man mumbled as if ashamed of the truth. "It wasn't the same between L and me after that night…he just couldn't satisfy me anymore…"

xxx

Beyond drank in the young man below him, stunned by his confession. A myriad of thoughts and emotions ran through him. Lust, suspicion, joy, satisfaction, distrust, possessiveness, pride…

"Don't worry I'm here now and I'll definitely give you what you need." He detected the sweet scent of slick rising up and let out a low growl of desire. "Oh baby, you smell so good."

"I'm still really upset with you for scaring my sister like that…if you'd just come for me, I would've…" Light put his hands over his face.

Beyond pried Lights hands away so he could see the truth in his eyes. Either the younger man was an extremely skilled liar or telling the truth. He had a hard time believing that he would say such a thing about his beloved L being unable to satisfy him if it were untrue. How can I test him…?

"I want you to touch me, B, please…" Light looked at him through a fringe of dark golden lashes as he ran his hands down his body. "…say dirty things to me…" He whispered. "…be rough with me…I need it…I need you…" The Omega threw his head back and moaned softly.

The Alpha's pupils were blown out with desire, his jaw hanging open slightly in shock. Ok…I believe it. He thought as he reached for the waistband of Light's pants.

"Wait…B…" The brunette murmured. "Is there a bathroom? I haven't gone since before you brought me here…and I really would like to do that before we completely lose ourselves in each other." Light's scent pulsed seductively in the air as he smiled naughtily up at the Alpha from the bed.

God damn how'd I get this lucky? Beyond wondered as he unlocked the collar at Light's neck that was attached by a chain to the bedframe. The younger man grinned when he was done and reached his hands out so B could pull him upright on the bed, giving him a deep kiss that left the Alpha breathless.

"Can you help me walk? I don't think I can on my own…" Light begged. "How long does this stuff last…you didn't need to do this…"

"A couple hours, suck it up." B smiled at the saucy, but sweet little Omega and gave him a swat on the ass that caused him to stagger and release an erotic moan of pure lust.

"Please don't do that again…you affect me so much B…" Light said in a desperate, needy voice as he gripped the other man's arm tightly.

He's weak as a kitten. I don't think I'll even need the collar when we get back to the room, he's not going anywhere. I'll be able to move him around better without worrying about the chain getting in the way as well. B started going through different sexual positions in his head as they reached the bathroom and guided Light inside. The young man turned and captured his mouth once more, nibbling at B's lower lip before trailing kisses towards his ear.

"Will you do me in front of a mirror in the bathroom someday B? I want to watch you fuck me from behind…"

B's cock twitched in his jeans and he bit back a groan, hands moving to rest on the Omega's hips. "Mmmm…you really are a slut for it, aren't you?"

"No B, I'm just a slut for you…" Light whispered sexily, tugging on the burgundy eyed male's ear lobe. He leaned back to look at Beyond with half-lidded eyes. "You should probably let me use the bathroom now…the sooner I get this over with…" His voice trailed off as he bit his lip and peered up at the other man shyly, the fingers of one hand traced small lazy circles against B's chest.

"Could you get me some water, I'm really thirsty…and then come help me back to the room?" Light asked, looking concerned with the idea of trying to walk very far.

I probably gave him a little too much of the drug…he's so helpless. Oh well, lesson learned I suppose. B kissed his forehead. "I'll be right back." As the Alpha left, he locked the door from the outside, having reversed the locks on most of the rooms to keep someone in, rather than out during this last week in anticipation of holding Light there.

Beyond grinned as he walked downstairs to get a bottle of water for Light. He took a deep breath of the heady aroma filling the air, enjoying the sweet scent of the Omega that was permeating the entire house now.

xxx

Light watched the Alpha leave the bathroom and heard the door lock from the outside. His hand went to his mouth wiping it with his sleeve in disgust and trying not to vomit as he looked at himself in the mirror, hating his own reflection at the moment. What he'd had to do and say… The young man gasped as warmth shot through him and more slick dampened his throbbing hole. He grabbed the counter in front of him to steady himself.

Focus…focus dammit… He went to the toilet and relieved himself. It was one of those toliets that had been built into a small alcove, unseen from the rest of the bathroom. He was thankful for this as he spied what he'd been hoping was still there.

As he finished up, he quietly pulled the tank lid off the toilet and flushed it. Light was sure B would be listening for the telltale sound and couldn't afford to arouse his suspicion. Light carried it carefully, but was no longer putting on his pathetically fragile act, though he was admittedly only at half strength, B probably thought it was practically non-existent at this point.

Now…to hide it… Light went to stand in front of the sink, pressing the heavy lid between his legs and the cabinets to hold it there out of sight. He heard footsteps coming down the hall and turned the water on just as he heard the door lock clicking open. B strode in with a grin and Light instantly smiled back.

I hate you mother fucker. Light thought viciously as he gazed at him affectionately. "Can you hand me a towel for my hands B?" The Alpha nodded and turned to grab one off a nearby shelf. I can't hesitate…have to make it count.

One…Light had his fingers wrapped around the lid.

Two…The brunette was taking a step as he brought it up to swing it.

Three…The Omega was smiling with delight as the lid connected with Beyond's head and he fell to the ground.

Light looked down at the Alpha with a grin until the man let out a groan. You've got to be fucking kidding me. How is he not completely out after that? The young man dropped the lid in horror and bolted for the door, hearing growling behind him as he pulled it closed and locked it from the outside.

*Bang* A loud thud resounded seconds later against the door.

The Omega took a nervous step back, looking up and down the hall. He noticed the stairs at the end of one and headed straight for them.

"Light!" The young man heard the Alpha bellow as more pounding echoed through the house while he made his way down the stairs and into the entry of the home he was in. He found a pair of winter boots sitting there that must have been B's, slightly too big for him, but he didn't care at the moment as he swiftly slid them on. His eyes widened as he heard wood cracking upstairs and he grabbed the jacket hanging on the wall as well before rushing out the door.

It was dusk…and cold as Light ran into the street and looked around. This is a neighborhood… He walked swiftly ahead to the street corner to note the intersection. His eyes widened and he felt a wave of hope through the drug induced haze. I'm only about a half mile from my house…

I need to get there. I can call for help. He remembered the sound of the door breaking upstairs and shuddered. My scent is too strong right now with this drug in my system, he can track me easily. If I go to someone's home and B follows me, I'm putting them at risk too. I can't do that, can't take that chance. He felt slick coat the back of his thighs in a rush, his body aching with a need to be filled. He staggered and almost fell in the street.

The closest safe place is home. I can do this. If I have to I'll go in Mom and Dad's room to… Light tried not to think about that option as he continued to move ahead as quickly as his body would let him through the swiftly darkening streets.

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