A/N: Ahhh wicked I'm glad you're all liking it so far. The updates are going to be much faster this time than with my last story…I'm not leaving the country for months anytime soon this time ;)
Was able to get this one out pretty quick, saw how much everyone was liking it and it was non stop typing :D Hope you enjoy.
BPOV:
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck." I run straight past Kenzi and back into the shack.
I get back inside and see Dyson stood in the kitchen area in just his jeans hanging low at his waist, having a drink of water with a stupid smug look on his face.
"You need to leave." I tell him grabbing my items of clothes at the stairs.
"What? Why?" He questions as I quickly pull on my leather pants and top. I need to get to Lauren.
"Are you seriously asking me that?" I scoff looking for my boots.
"Because of her. Bo, she doesn't matter. She's a pathetic human who can't satisfy you and I don't just mean when it comes to feeding." He smirks sauntering towards me.
"Back off wolf, what we did was a mistake and don't you dare speak of Lauren that way, she's done 100x more for the light Fae than you ever have." I tell him pushing him away from me.
I find my boots and pull them on as Kenzi enters the house with a face mixed with sadness and anger.
God I'm such an idiot.
"Please tell me you two didn't." She says looking between me and a shirtless Dyson.
"What you're not happy? Since when were you team Lauren?" Dyson says with a deep frown.
"Since I saw how happy Bo was with her. A day didn't go by when she didn't have a smile on her face and that was because of the doc. It was never like that with you dude." Kenzi tells him sternly and by the look on Dyson's face he certainly isn't happy.
"She can't sustain her Kenzi." He growls.
"And you can't keep her happy." She snaps back.
I hear Dyson let out a soft growl but I know he'd never try anything against Kenzi.
"You keep your growls to yourself wolf and let me speak. Lauren knows that she can't fully sustain Bo, that's why she created the injections for Bo. That's why she helps Bo find people to sustain her when she can't. That is true love Dyson. What have you ever done to like that to deserve her love?" Kenzi rants at him but he's frozen in shock.
"Thanks Kenz..."
"Don't Bo." She snaps cutting me off.
"I said I'm team Lauren not team...umm...well I'll think of a name for you two, but back to my point. You don't deserve her love either Bo, you've taken her for granted big time and now by doing this you've pretty much just spat all over her. I wouldn't be surprised if she never forgave you for this, you should be ashamed Bo." She tells me with a disappointed look on her face and heads upstairs to her room.
I stay frozen on the spot due to shock about what Kenzi has just said to me. Not because I'm about what she said but because she's never spoken to me like that and mainly because how right she is, Lauren's done so much for me and I've been so selfish to see any of that.
"God I'm an idiot." I groan into my hands.
"Don't worry about it. She'll come around." Dyson says rubbing my back but I soon put an end to that by shoving him away again. This has to end.
I grab my jacket off the counter and turn back to Dyson. "Just get out Dyson. This was a mistake."
"Oh come on Bo. How can you say that?"
"Because I love Lauren Dyson." I tell him for what feels like the 50th time.
"Then why did you fuck me, hmm? Why do we always find our way back to each other?" He asks with a dreamy look on his face.
"Look I don't have time for this, we can talk about it another time." I grab my car keys from next to Dyson. "I'm going to see Lauren and I want you gone." I tell him, grabbing my phone and running out the house and to my car, ignoring Dyson calling out to me.
I need to find my girl.
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LPOV:
I come to a skidding stop outside my apartment, shut of my car and run inside, brushing my tears away. I enter my apartment slamming the door behind me, pacing back and forth having no idea what to do with myself now. I soon head over to the kitchen and grab the nearest bottle of alcohol that I see and it happens to be a bottle of Jack Daniels that Kenzi left here on her last visit.
I pour a large glass and continue my pacing. "How could she." I hiss, my sadness soon being replaced with anger. "I mean Dyson. That man is a walking fury STD for fuck sake." I swallow a large gulp of the Whisky and cough and gag at the burning sensation but take another large sip anyway.
"I'm so stupid." I say and catch a glimpse of a picture of myself and Bo on my mantelpiece.
"I'M SO FUCKING STUPID." I scream throwing my glass at the wall and watch it shatter and fall all over my wooden flooring. I look around my downstairs living area and everywhere I seem to look is filled with memories of Bo. My sofa where Bo would love to get cuddled up on and watch old cheesy films with pizza, my kitchen island where Bo and I would make love when the bedroom was too far away. I finally spare a glance to my work desk, I'll always remember one evening when Bo came bursting into my apartment after being away on a case for a couple of days and spent hours taking me multiple times on that desk, telling me how much she missed and loved me.
Was it all a lie? Has the best and happiest year of my life been a complete lie?
I take one final glance at my apartment before knowing what I need to do. "I need to get out of here." I speed up to my bedroom, pulling down a small suitcase from the top of my wardrobe. I throw in a load of random items, not really paying much attention...I just need to leave this place. I finish packing and head out to my car throwing everything inside the back seat and head off the the compound.
I pull up to the Ash's compound and hope that Hale is still here, I leave my phone in the car because it hasn't stopped buzzing since I got back into my car and I'm well aware of who's calling. I speed walk through the compound and head straight for Hales office, I breathe a sigh of relief when I see a glow under the closed door.
I knock gently and Hales voice drifts through the door. "Come in." I slowly push the door open and see Hale hunched over doing paper work. I don't want to bombard him with demands because this is the first time I've seen him since I went out of town to save his friends life...and failed.
"Lauren, hey. How are you?" Hale says with a smile setting down his pen.
I slowly make my way into the room. "Hi Hale. Look firstly I just wanted to say sorry about Frank, there really was nothing I could've done. I tried everything but it was just his time." A sad smile comes on to his face and he gives me a nod.
"I know you would have done everything in your power Lauren, if anyone could have saved him it would have been you."
"So is there anything else or was that just it." He asks with a smile and then everything that happened today came rushing back to me.
Hale must see the heartbreak on my face and the tears in my eyes because he soon comes rushing over to me and leads me to the small sofa in his office.
"What happened Doc?" He says holding my hand.
"Bo." Is all I'm able to choke out.
"Bo? Is she hurt dose she need help. Is Kenzi okay?" Hale rushes out.
I take a deep breath and look up at Hale. "Kenzi is fine. It's Bo, she slept with Dyson."
Hales eyes go wide and his mouth opens and closes like a fish. He brings me into a hug when the tears start to fall from my eyes again.
"I'm so sorry Lauren. I know how much you love her." He whispers rubbing my back.
We both sit in silence for a few minutes as my cries finally die down. Hale giving me all the time I need.
"I really am sorry Lauren, is there anything you need?" I pull back from leaning on Hale.
"That's actually why I'm here. I know this isn't fair on you because it's so last minute but I need to get away Hale. I can't stay here, in that house and near Bo. I need some time after all this and I know how shitty it is to drop it all on your lap but I have to." I blurt out.
"Lauren calm down its okay. I understand completely why you need to do this and I know that you're owed a hell of a lot of time off. Take whatever time you need." He tells me with a kind smile.
Hales always been such a good guy. When he became Ash he was always my friend first and I'll never forget that.
"How long do you need?"
"I think a few weeks should do the trick. I just need some time to myself, to come to terms with everything and I can't do that with Bo and memories of Bo at every corner I turn." I explain to him.
"That's fine Doc, you do what you need to do and please call me if you need anything." He says standing up and extending his hand to help me up off the sofa, which I really appreciate because my legs have not been so strong since everything happened.
"I will and thank you again Hale, it really means a lot." I compose myself before I leave Hales office.
"Hey doc, where is it you're going?" He calls out as I pull the door open.
"An old family cabin. It's pretty much in the middle of nowhere, a perfect place for me to clear my head." I never took Bo to our old cabin so nothing will be tainted, I can actually do some thinking without seeing her everywhere I look.
I leave Hales office with one final wave and head out the Light Compound. Getting back into my car I'm already feeling a huge weight off my shoulders about the fact that I'll be free for the next 3 weeks...but sadly is doing nothing for the weighing pain on my heart.
A/N: Again please let me know what ya thinking. I promise that the updates will get longer.
Also I know this chapter came out pretty fast after the last one, but I'm away for a few days next week so the next update should be next Friday or Saturday sometime.