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I keep re-reading his letter. I must've read it a hundred times. Something about it just doesn't sound right. Maybe I'm just worrying about nothing; trying to find a hidden meaning that doesn't exist.

I get dressed into my black boots and my plain dress and leave Tobias' room. I'm so early for work but I have nothing else to do, so I just wander around the hallway, thinking about Tobias. I wonder where he is right now and why didn't he tell me he was going to? How could he just leave with without saying anything? He could be dead by now. I'm furious with him and frightfully anxious. This is how he must have felt when I betrayed him and went to the Erudite compound on my own. I just left him there, I thought it would be better for him if he didn't know where I was going. Now the roles have been switched I see how wrong I was. It almost killed him and it's killing me.

"Tris? What happened?"

Only now do I realise that I am sitting on the stone floor with my head on my knees. My face is burning with never-ending tears streaming down my face. She walks towards me and I try to get up but my hand are trembling so much that I can't get grip on the floor. She sits down beside me and wipes my tears with her sleeves.

"What's that?" she asks and points to the letter on my lap.

I pass it to her. After she reads it she hugs me.

"Tris, it'll be fine. Come on, lets get you sorted out," She helps me up, and I let out a groan.

"Where are your crutches?" she questions.

Honestly, I forgot about them and my leg, but now that I remember it hurts a lot. I don't mind it.

"I don't need them."

She doesn't say anything because she knows that I don't care about my health, all I care about is Tobias.

We get to Christina's apartment and she sits my down on her purple bed. She gets me a glass of water which I ignore.

"Did he speak to you before he left?"

"No, he ran out the training room before I could talk to him," I say.

"It doesn't make sense, he wouldn't leave you like this. Well, not unless it was vital that he leaves, but even then he would have said goodbye."

"What do we do now?" I ask.

"We go to work," She says.

"What about Tobias? We have to help him," I plead.

"And we will, work first then we will figure out a plan," I agree.

It's almost 9 o'clock, work starts in a minute. Before we leave, I check myself out in the mirror. My face is blotchy with red patches and my hair is messy, but it doesn't look like I have been crying, more like I've ran a few miles. I can deal with that, I can tell Christina would like to put some make-up on to cover it but I'm so not in the mood and we are late enough as it.

When we get in the training room, they are all ready, waiting for is. Well, all except Chloe. Christina apologizes for being late and calls out the ranks from our last test.

Curt

Emma

Dale

Colin

Gemma

Chloe

Zoe

Holly

Rosie

Amy

Tom came last, he is in serious danger of leaving. Zoe know this and is reassuring him that he can make it. It is possible, I did it. Today we are fighting and Tom is strong enough to win. Christina smiles at Colin while Eric smirks at Tom because he is the worst shooter in here.

"Where's Chloe?" I ask the initiates.

"I don't know. I looked for her this morning but I couldn't find her," Gemma says.

"Maybe she's left." Zoe says.

"Her stuff is still here."

"If she doesn't show up tomorrow, she is cut." I say.

We show them some punches and kicks and I give Zoe the same advice that Tobias gave me, "You don't have much muscle," I tell her, "which means you're better off using your knees and elbows. You can put more power behind them."

I brought the letter with me to work so I tell Christina to help them while I re-read it again.

Six-

I'm sorry, it's not my fault. I have to do something, I can't tell you what but it's something to do with the Bureau. Don't even think about following me, it's too dangerous. I will explain everything later, I promise. Don't worry about me, I'm a true Dauntless, they couldn't catch me if they tried.

I love you, Beatrice.

Tobias-

Tobias wrote 'I'm a true Dauntless,' that's that part that sounds weird. He never said that, ever. When Candor made us do the truth serum they asked him what his biggest regret is; he said moving to Dauntless out of cowardice. He does belong here but he doesn't believe it. He would never write that down. Also he used my real name to end it on. Maybe he has just doing it because he thought it would be sweet or something, but he knows that I hate that name because it reminds me of my family. Maybe he used it to tell me something wasn't right, he was in danger that would account for why he had to leave without telling me. I have to find out what's happened to him, but not now. I have to work for a few more hours, then I can make a plan. I hate it, I want to help him right now but I know that everyone will be working and I need as much help as I can get.

After a while, we decide to get them started.

"Tom and Gemma, you are fighting together first. You can surrender, but you will be marked down for it, it's your choice. Beating someone who is ranked higher than you will give you more points, losing to a lower ranked initiate will move you down the ranks." Christina says.

"Go!"

They each take a small step forward, they raise their hands up to block the first punch.

Tom takes a few steps back which makes Gemma let down her guard because she is the safe distance away from him. Tom uses this to his own advantage and charges forward and punches her in the stomach. She clutches her stomach and sinks to her knees.

"Sorry," he mumbles, finally we have a caring Dauntless!

He extends his hand and she grabs it and pulls herself up. She doesn't say thank you, instead she wrestles him to the ground. She starts kicking him. I'm sure Tom is letting her do it, he could have easily stood his ground and wrestled her to the ground. After about five kicks, he decides to fight back. He pretends that he has had enough and she stops, waiting for him to say 'I surrender.' But those words are never said.

He swings legs out to the side. They hit Gemma's legs hard and makes her fall to the floor. Tom kicks her lightly in the shoulder. She tries to yank his ankle but she's too weak to pull him down, she settles for digging her nails in his skin. He screams and I can see blood dripping from her fingers.

"I'm sorry," he says and punches her in her face. Just above her mouth and below her eye, so it won't make any permanent damage. She groans in pain and puts her hand up to stay 'stop!'

"I give up," she shouts.

She tries to get up but she's in too much pain to do it. Tom tries to lift her up but she bats his hand away.

"Let me help you," Tom says.

"Just leave me alone!"

"Tom, just leave her." Zoe says.

He walks away and Gemma manages to walk to the nearest wooden bench to lie on. She doesn't ask for any help but if she gets worse I'm going to have to take her to the infirmary. Next up is Ed vs. Dale. Ed is bigger than Dale but that doesn't make him any better, not necessarily. As soon as the step onto the platform Ed leaps on him and make him fall face first on the cold floor. I think he broke his nose because it's dripping with blood. He tries to get up but Ed stamps on his fingers and I hear a snap.

Dale still tries to get up, even with his broken hand.

Ed slams his foot into his back, which make him shriek.

"Stop. Please. I give up," Dale begs.

"You're not getting out this easily," he snarls.

He kicks him again and again.

"Stop it! He surrendered!" I shout.

He won't listen he keeps kicking his bloody, unconscious body.

"You're going to kill him!" Christina screams.

I run to the ring and put myself in front of Dale's body.

"Get out of my way," he shouts menacingly.

"No," I say.

He punches me in my right eye. Everything goes blurry. He starts punching me, repeatedly on my torso. I wait, hoping for complete blackness, then I won't have to feel.

He must've picked me up and threw me because I hit a wall and then the ground. I hear someone shouting but I can't tell what it is saying. Then the blackness clouds my vision and I feel numb.

I wake up in a hospital bed, I am tucked into the thin blanket so tight that it feels like it's trying to suffocate me. Tobias could be dead by now and I'm stuck in hospital.

A nurse walks in and fiddles with something on the chair, facing away from me. Her blonde hair is tied back and is tucked into her blue uniform.

"This might hurt," she says, her voice sounds familiar.

She turns around and stabs a needle into my arm. It is full to the brim with deadly purple fluid. I look up at her smirking face.

"Chloe?!" I shriek.

Whatever she injected me with, it works straight away. At first I think it is a pain killer because I feel normal again but then I can't feel anything. I try to move but I can't. I try to scream but no sound comes out.