Well, I want to hear what you think of the first few chapters! Let me now. Also, there are a few mistakes -_-

So to be clear: the practice real name is: Seattle health center. Also, Cristina was married with Preston Burke when Lauren was killed. Owen was there but just as part of the group of friends and when Cristina and Burke divorced, Owen made his entree in Cristina life. That being clear, any other question?

Arizona's POV

We are heading out of the Hotel all of us in shock and silence when Izzie broke it.

"Are we seriously going to pretend that nothing happened?"

"I think we all need to have the head clear first, honey" George said.

"The one who has to give us a bunch of answers is Mark..." Teddy also said. Addison interjected right after her.

"I agree! I mean, how in the world you didn't tell us? Or even me or Arizona?" I can tell she's hurt because Callie didn't contact her. She was her best friend besides Mark. So I get it.

"I made a promise, Addison. Also, I'm sure she will talk to you" Mark said

"I don't know about you, but I have to ask, are you sure that Callie was in prision? I mean, I didn't think that someone who passed eight years in prision would look like that hot.." Cristina being Cristina... Addison, Mark, Alex, Bailey laughed along with her.

"She sure looks different. That sweet, happy, shinny eyes now are full of anger, hate and sadness." Bailey added for the first time. And she's right, I didn't recognize that look.

"Arizona?" Teddy looks at me and for the first time I'm hearing something besides my own thoughts. "Are you okay? Do you want us to go to the house to talk about this?"

I'm about to answer when the receptionist stopped me. "Sorry ladies, one of you left this scarf in the table" she says politely.

"Is Callie's scarf" Meredith said.

"Oh, ok then. I will send it to Mrs. Torr..."

"I'll go" I interjected and I take the scarf from the girl hand and she said to me the number of Callie's suit. "Thank you" And with a smile she's gone.

"Arizona, you don't ne.." Bailey tried.

"I need to talk to her" I said.

"And what are you going to say?" Derek asked. "It's not the moment, you should wait and think about all of..."

"He's right!" Preston said.

"I'm going and that's it." I look at Teddy "Can you leave you car and go home with one of the other?"

"Of course" I thank her. "Are you sure you wanna do this tonight? It has been a night of shocks and surprises"

"Yeah. I need to talk so her as soon as possible and now that Max's no home it's the right time"

"Okay, well. Let's go Teddy, I'll give you a ride home" Addison offers.

We said good bye and I see everyone head out of the hotel and make my way to Callie's suit. 966.. I enter the elevator and I'm just thinking about what I am going to say to Callie.

I'm walking towards the door and I knock the door and wait. And then I see her... She looks so beautiful. That dress accentuate her curves and show off her back. I always had a thing for her back and ass. She looks at me with something that I can't describe, it's like a mix of everything, but I'm not sure.

"You found my scarf, thank you"

"The receptionist thought it was of one of us and we recognized as yours"

"Well, thank you" She says with a serious look. She tried to take the scarf but I don't give it to her.

"We need to talk"

"Other day, this night was full of emotions and I'm tired."

She tried to close the door in my face but I pushed with my hand and grabbed Callie by the arms and I put her towards me. Our bodies are touching and our faces are inches apart. "I said that I want to talk to you tonight"

She stays in silence for a few second looking at my eyes, we are still inches apart. "And I said that we'll talk other day" She finally said. "Good night."

And with that, she closed the door.

What. the. hell?

What I am feeling?

"What's happening?" I said out loud. "What's happening?" I'm overwhelm by being that close to my ex-wife.

Minutes later I'm home. I go directly to my office and sit down. And with Callie's scarf in my hands I feel my emotions finally taking over me. And I let the tears fall.

I feel the past years over. I feel my marriage with Callie. I feel our son. Our dreams.. I feel everything.

I keep looking Callie's scarf and I smell it.. It smells like her. God, I can't take her beautiful face out of my head. I can't believe she was that near of me. She looks the same and I don't know how, but she looks even better yet different. She doesn't have the same loving look anymore. And it's normal I guess.

Max.

What the hell am I going to say to my son?

I reach in the desk my lockable compartment all the cards that Callie send. I start to read the first one: "Arizona, baby, it's been nine months and i haven't heard about you or Max. I swear to you for the life of our son that I didn't do this. You have to belie..." I stand up and run towards the fire in the living room and trow them in the there. I see the letters burn and I look at the picture of the women I don't know but the woman that my son see as his mother. I look down at the fire. "What the hell am I doing?" I reach for the letters in the fire and I could save some of them. I sit down in the couch seeing the woman who doesn't exist. "You are the face of all my lies."

AN: What do you think? ;)