Callie's POV

I enter my suit and immediately realize that I left my scarf downstair. I heard the door and when I opened it was Arizona with my Scarf. She wanted to talk to me but I told her that I was tired and we'll talk other day and she pulled me towards her. So close. I reacted and remained still, I seriously don't have the energy to talk. So I closed the door.. "What is wrong with me? What's happening?" I said to myself. I shuddered still feeling Arizona in my space. She looked beautiful in that dress. Hot. And even when her eyes look sad she still have the most beautiful eyes.

I walked to the couch and it's like I sat down in slow motion. And I feel the tears down in my face. I feel the emotions of this night taking over me and it's fair. "Arizona" I whisper. "When I saw her, I thought that I was going to fall."

Will I be able to stay firm? Will I be able to do this?

Will I be able to confront everyone?

I took Max picture of when he was a baby and my fingers touch his little face. "Will I be able to look at him and not be obvious?" I said still feeling the tears. "Will I be able to hold on? I can't do this, I can't. I don't even know how I did it. " At this point I'm sobbing.

And it was true. I don't know how I did it. I felt a hurricane in me when I saw everyone and in that moment I thought "This is it"... But I remained still.

I keep looking at my son's picture. Of course I can do this. Of course I HAVE to do this. "You are strong Torres. Keep going" I say to myself. I have to fight for my son. That little boy I carried in my belly for nine months.

I decided to go to sleep. I didn't take much of my thoughts for me to fall sleep judging by how tired emotionally I was.

The next morning I woke up and I called the room service for breakfast. Then I went out to drop some of my clothes in the hotel laundry and decided to go directly to the mall and to explore more of the city. I bought more clothes and make up. I needed a phone so I decided to go to something called "Apple" that the receptionist told me assuring me that it's the best technology right now. I went straight to the store and a nice guy explained to me all this new things. I'm surprise by what this little thing can do. I also bought a laptop, we had computers at the time, so it wasn't that hard. Also, I used to be a surgeon so it can be that hard.

I head back to the hotel and I put everything in place and I heard the phone. It was Arizona. She want us to have lunch. I agree and told her to meet in the hotel's restaurant at 2:30. If she's late, believe me when I say that I'm leaving.

By 11:00 I'm on my way to the direction Mark gave me. I knock the door.

"Mark, I thought that you were coming in one ho..." She stops when she sees who it is. "Well, you are not Mark"

"I'm not" I say smiling. "Can I?" pointing inside.

"Yes, sure" She opened the door and let me in.

"Well, some things doesn't change. You still have great taste." I admire her penthouse.

"Thank you" She says looking me from head to toes.

"Addi.." I started but she cut me off.

"What are you doing here?"

"I can tell you are mad at me, but it's not what you think." I paused and continue. "I went directly to my house to see Max and when I was about to ring the bell, Mark found me and he stopped me. He didn't know who I was but when he recognized me, he asked to hear him first. We went to his house and he talked to me and told me the truth." She's analyzing I guess. "I didn't contact him. It was a coincidence."

She's looking at me. Thinking. "So now you know the whole truth?"

"Are you asking if I'm aware that Max doesn't know my face? That my son things that I'm dead?" She looks at me with sadness. "Yes, Mark told me eveyrhing that Arizona did."

"Also, there's a picture of some oth.."

"I know" I'm looking at a wall because I don't want to cry. I know this is Addie, but I don't want to show weakness.

We are in silence for minutes. "I'm sorry that I asume that you contacted Mark. I guess I was hurt because even if you don't believe I still love you."

"I know."

"And I want you know, that I disagreed and tried to persuaded Arizona from lying. But she made us promise in name of Max.."

"I know. And I'm not going to have that against you guys, even if I don't understand. You had to do what you had to do in the moment." I smiled sadly. "Also, I'm grateful to you guys for being in Max life all this time."

"It was nothing, he's an awesome kid. We all love him. Even Cristina has a thing for him." She chuckles.

"Still? I thought that she was going to stop all the spoiling with the time." I laugh. Cristina and Mark always loved him since the day one. They were great Godparents.

"No, I can tell that she love hims even more and Mark too."

"Yeah, I can tell in Mark eyes." I smile.

"Max turned 10 and I'm still mad that I wasn't named his Godmother." She says rolling her eyes.

I laugh. "Arizona always said that you were going to love him like an aunt anyways and it's true, you spoiled him since he was in my belly"

"Did she talked to you the night of the dinner?" The environment changed immediately.

"No, I was too tired." I said in a cold tone. "I'm supposed to have lunch with her at the hotel."

"And what are you going to say to her?"

"I don't know. She's the one who wants to talk to me."

"Yeah but aren't you nervous? It has been eight years." She asks.

"No. I don't care about what she has to say, she had a lot of time to say something but it was more easy to bury me."

"So you don't care about her?"

"She's the mother of my son. Nothing more, nothing less." I say.

She looks at me, like trying to read me. "So all that love you felt about her?" she asks. "You two were so in love like sick in love. You were touching, kissing all the time."

"Seems like that all that love wasn't enough, Addison."

"Did you know that Arizona has never had a serious relationship until two years ago?"

What? That can be true.

"Why?"

"I don't know exactly. She focused in Max and in the opening of the practice. Arizona was like a ghost for a long time."

"So she has two years with this women?"

"No. It was a women named Joanne. But Max made her life impossible" I smile in the inside "And with the time Arizona got tired of it and feel bad for the women so she finished it. Also, she wasn't in love."

"So she is now?"

Addison stares at me with a look that I ignore, like a smirk. "I'm sure she isn't. Max doesn't like her, of course, like any other woman that it's chasing Arizona but this time Arizona made it clear for him that she was going to give the relationship a try because he's not going to be home forever and that she isn't going to be alone the rest of her life. Also, we don't like her, neither of us.

"So this time is serious?" I ask.

"Like I said, Arizona is not in love with her. But she's trying."

"Well, we can be friends for me to visit my son. That it's not going to be a problem"

"So what are your plans?" She asks

"Get back my son. That's my only interest." I say seriously. "Thanks to you and Mark I have a lot of money. Also, I want to get back to work. I know that I need to take the test but I have never stop reading and studying about orthopedics and I'm sure that I can do it."

"Well, Dr. Torres, you were a hell of a doctor, so I have no doubt of that." She winks at me.

"I want to talk to Webber to take the test in the hospital. I'm sure he'll do me the favor"

"Sure."

"So, are you working with Arizona in the practice?"

"You know that it was always my dream and Arizona asked me, so.."

"That's great. Also, I can't believe you are single"

"Yeah, well, nobody who worth it yet." She stares at me with afection. "I'm so glad you are back. You can count on me" we smiled at each other.

"Thank you. And I'm glad to have you. I missed you." I stand up and hug her.

"Well, I have to go. I have and to see Arizona in a while." I grab my purse and hand her my new number "Here's he number of my phone, call me."

"I'll text you for you to save my number. If you need anything, just hit the screen." She says while we walk to the door.

"Thank you, Addie." I hug her again.

When I'm back at the hotel I go upstairs to changed and put on some jeans, a white blouse and a leather jacket with some heels. I do my make up and I have to say that I'm good at it. At the time of 2:20 I'm going down stairs and go directly to the restaurant. I saw by the bar. She has a black pencil skirt with a black blouse and heels. I admit that she looks hotter. Focus Torres!

"Hello" I say to her when she approached me.

"We can't talk in here." She says to me.

"What? Why?"

"You see those in that table?" I see where she is pointing and see a redhead and a boy. "Yes" I say.

"That women in there is like Lauren's sister and we are friends. If she sees she's going to ask who you ar..."

"Okay, I get it."

"I really need to talk, Callie." She says looking at me while we walk in the lobby of the hotel.

I sigh. "Let's go to my suit then."

"Wait, I'm going to cancel the reservation."

"Okay, meet me in the suit." I say and I go upstairs.

Just what I needed, I thought. Being alone with Arizona after all these years... That's not how I wanted our first talk to be. I knew that I had to talk to her but I would have preferred it to be in a room with people around us, not in the tension in my suit, but here we are. I'm in the couch and I'm fin myself thinking about the first time Arizona was in here, we were so close. I remember her eyes looking directly at me.

I hear the door and I go to open it. And there she is..

"Come in." She comes in slowly staring everything. "Make yourself comfortable. In the end, this suit is much more comfortable than my jail cell in the prision." I say ironically.

A/N: You know I want to hear you!