Jonathan
Everything changed a bit after Nickel got back from the hospital. She cut her hair, and always looks a bit scared and depressed. Bear and Anton are back together, but who knows, they'll probably split up again anyways.
I am still single though.
I keep my eyes on Emily, because Jesus. She has the best dirty blonde hair, and green eyes. She smiles at me sometimes, and blushes, and it makes my heart happy.
I have a feeling Grace may like me though. Whenever Emily waves at me, Grace always gives her the stink eye. Like that look you give someone who killed your mother. Yeah, that one. But Grace, she's not my type. She's not short, but not tall either, and I think she's more verging on short. She seems ill-tempered, and a little clingy.
I'll stick with obsessing over Emily for now.
Plus, I know she's straight. She may have (completely hypothetical) dropped her diary, and I may have (hypothetically) read it. This is what it said.
I can't tell anyone about me. It would crush my fathers to know I'm straight. I'll die alone and never love anyone. I can't love Jon because Grace is obsessed with him. I just wish that one day, he'll see me for who I am and not what or who I like. I wish he knew, I want him to know. I should go now. And here is some hair I got from 't his hair so pretty. I just took it from his brush. If you lean close enough, you can smell his shampoo.
Sincerely, Emily.
Everytime I look at that sample, I think and wonder about how she got it. it makes me shudder - vigorously.