Over the next week or so, things have become a lot more silent between me and Nick. He's able to speak a little more clearly now, but the cough still limits him a bit. I've just become a bit more guarded and kinda awkward around him now. Ever since I sucked him off in the hospital, it's been this way.
I'm on my way to his house. I kept my promise to him that I would be his nurse. He doesn't like to keep up with his meds cause they hurt his throat, and he needs my help with some of the exercises he does.
As I pull in his driveway, I steady myself with a deep breath and open my car door before I can second guess myself. He gave me a spare key to get in because he's been sleeping a lot more and doesn't always hear when someone knocks.
My knees shake as I take the stairs and approach his room. I hear some heavy breathing and I start to walk to the door a bit more hurriedly. Then, before I enter, I press my ear against the door; listening for any other telltale signs of distress or pain. What I hear is NOT pain though.
There's a very tiny crack in the door way so I peek in. Nick's on his back. He's got his tight black briefs down around his ankles. His knees bent, shirtless. His bleach blonde hair looks damp. The sweat is rolling off of him in waves. His right hand white knuckling his length and in his left is a photograph. By the way he keeps saying my name, I would assume it's a photo of me. His toes curl with each and every up stroke on his dick. Fuck this is hot! My muscles obtain a mind of their own and before I know it, the middle and ring finger of my left hand are pumping rapidly in and out of my intense heat. I bite on my right hand so as not to make a sound and alert him to my presence.
It seems like a really long time before I hear the very loud and very clear 'Oh fuck CJ!' And watch as his hips rise as far as they can off the bed and his release splatters all over the photo and the hand he was pumping himself with. I release with him. Thanking my lucky stars that I was wearing underwear so that my release didn't end up on his floor.
When I come down from my orgasm, my body is slumped against the wall. My forehead leaning against it, my hardened nipples catching on the popcorn-style wall through my thin blouse.
"I know you're there, CJ. Come on in." He's extremely out of breath now, but knowing I've been caught, I enter.
I keep my head down, ashamed at having been caught listening to him masturbating.
"Did you enjoy the show?" That cocky half ass grin is plastered on his face. His voice raspy again.
"I'm so sorry, Nick. I didn't mean to. I just came over to check on you and I heard noise so I came up and -"
"Stop. Babe. Really? You think I'd be upset that you caught me jacking off? I'm only a little disappointed that you didn't make yourself known earlier and come help me out. Having the real thing standing in front of me would've made the process a lot less forced and I would've performed a lot sooner." This time he winks at me.
I still can't speak. This is REALLY awkward for me. Then, he opens his arms so I go to him. My knees still a bit wobbly in my post-orgasm state. I climb up in the bed and cuddle into his left side. He kisses my forehead.
"Why are you still so shy with me, CJ?" He speaks so quietly in the otherwise silent room. Our chests pressing against one another with our synchronized breathing pattern.
"I don't know. I guess I'm just worried I won't be good enough for you. I'm just really insecure I guess." I mumble, but the way he nods tells me he heard me.
"Let me fix that." He says as he rolls from his side until he's hovering over top of me. "I'll start from the top and work my way down. You just relax and enjoy, my love."
"First, this thick head of blonde hair." He takes my hair down from its usual perfect bun and it flows in waves down my shoulders; it almost reaches my nipples now. "The way you keep it perfectly done all the time keeps me intrigued. What also intrigues me is the way you moan when I pull on it." He demonstrates this with a harsh pull at the very back of my head. "God damn that sound goes straight to my cock, baby. So fucking amazing."
He pets my hair and plays with it while he makes eye contact with me; looking deep into my dark blue, sapphire orbs. "Your eyes. They show your emotions without your consent. Your eyes tell me everything I need to know about you. They're so beautiful. I could get lost in them. I also love your cute little nose and your rosy cheeks. Those cheeks that blossom with intense rosy redness that perfectly contrasts your ivory silk skin. Perfection."
He traces his thumb over my lips, smothering his digit in my fire engine red lipstick that I always wear. "These full luscious lips. I'm captivated by the way they move every time you speak. Especially the way they say my name. It's my guilty pleasure. They're so kissable too. I love the spark I get every single time our lips touch. It's truly magic." He kisses me then. "See? Magic."
Then he places his open right palm on the column of my neck. I tilt my head back to give him unlimited access.
"Your neck. It's one of your more sensitive spots. Isn't it? Yeah, it is. I'm drawn to your sweet spot all the time. The spot that makes you whimper for me. The spot that makes you shiver when I bite it. I love marking this column of perfect ivory silk in the midst of passion. I can't resist it. I have to act on my desires." So he does. He sinks his teeth into the skin at the juncture between my left shoulder and my neck. As he suspected, I let out a whimper and a shiver as he sucks it between his teeth. I hear and feel it at the same time when the skin 'pop's from his lips.
Then, he trails a finger down to the space between my breasts to the top button of my blouse. He looks up at me and raises a brow. He's asking for permission to proceed. My heart flutters. I nod. He takes my blouse off completely. Then, as I lie back down, he gently takes my right nipple into his mouth; lathering it with his tongue. Our eye contact remains. He watches my every reaction. He's so gentle; so methodical. Once he's satisfied with my right bud, he repeats his careful arousing on my left one.
As he sucks and my head falls back and my eyes close, he whispers. "Absolutely beautiful, CJ. So perfect." Then, his hands squeeze my shoulders lovingly and trail down my arms; lacing our fingers together when he reaches them and bringing them up over my head. Ultimately, restraining my arms, but without force.
He kisses underneath each breast and all over my stomach and abs; leaving the occasional nibble against my skin in his wake. He then squeezes my hips; massaging the bone with his thumbs. He also leaves kisses and nibbles on them; consistently telling me how much he loves them and how perfect he thinks I am.
Then he takes my thighs in his strong hands. He moans and then speaks. "My God baby. I can't wait to feel these strong, thick muscles around my head and my waist as I bring you over the edge of bliss repeatedly. Over and over again as you scream for me. Do you want that, CJ? Do you want me to push you over that edge time and time again? I bet you do." He grins up at me, but I'm speechless. Nobody had ever worshipped my body like this. I don't even know how I'm meant to react so I nod.
As I nod, he opens my thighs and takes a big long sniff of the air around him. My soaking wet, pulsing center now open to his touch and his sight. My cheeks glow red like beets again. Now I'm nervous.
He opens my lower lips with his thumbs and licks. First, circling around my clenching hole; he's teasing me. Then, he drags the tip of his tongue through my juices and up the center of my pussy to my clit. He sucks it into his mouth and shakes his head like a dog shaking a toy. My back arches and I moan loud and long and uncensored. He laughs, my clit still caught between his teeth. More of my juices splurge out from my hole. My eyes roll back in my head, my hands claw at his bed sheets.
I expect him to go to town on my center, but he doesn't. Nothing is hurried or fast. Every lick methodical, his thumb strokes my hole slow and thorough. He doesn't leave an inch of my soaked pussy untouched. Either by mouth or by hand. When he puts his tongue inside me, he goes snail slow. Not only do I feel the pressure of my muscle stretching around him, I feel every wiggle and stroke of his digit on my inner walls.
Finally, I can't contain it any longer. He pushes his tongue in me as far as he possibly can, and then rolls my clit between the thumb and forefinger of one hand while taking the other and massaging my labia. Once my back arches and my hole clenches, he pauses and watches as my body is possessed by the release. Once my juices stop flowing over his tongue, he continues down my body; peppering soft kisses down my legs and feet.
Then, he rolls me over and kisses up the backs of my legs. He sucks on the thickness of my thighs on his way up. My body is extra sensitive to his touch. But, all I can do is enjoy. He's brought me the release, but he knows I won't stop him. He pauses slightly at my ass. I turn my head to look at him and he tells me to turn back around.
Then, he pays undivided, thorough attention there. Squeezing the orbs into his strong hands. Nibbling and sucking on the skin there. Then, he goes where I wasn't expecting. He spreads my cheeks with one hand and with the other, I feel the rough callousness of his thumb stroking my hole just like he did at my center. It clenches all the same and he dives right in. He pushes his tongue through the tightening, unadventured area and proceeds to eat like its his last meal. He fucks my ass with his tongue while he squeezes my cheeks and presses them against his face; ultimately suffocating himself for a few seconds. My release comes easier this time. My body barely shivers as I soak the bed.
Then, he kisses up the crack to the small of my back. He knows the dimples there are one of my sensitive spots so he nibbles on them a bit. He kisses all the way up my spine until he reaches my ear. He nibbles on the shell a bit before sucking the lobe into his mouth.
"Now, my love. I want to make love to you. My cock is already pulsing and red." He takes my hand and wraps it around his appendage. "See? That's what you do to me. Do you want to lay back or do you want me to take you like this?" I don't move. "Well there's my answer." He chuckles.
He straddles me and then wraps me up in his strong body. His legs around my own, his arms under me grasping my breasts and teasing my nipples. His back pressed against my chest. Then, his length slides between my folds. Slow and intense, just like his every other move. Letting me feel every curve every vein of his length as it stretches my pussy. My breath hitches as he bottoms out. He sits still for a good few moments; making me anticipate his next thrust. As it comes, his breath fans out across my collar bone. His broken, weak moans and whimpers directly in my ear.
It feels like forever that I'm surrounded by him like this. It feels like hours or days even that he stretches my pussy around his pulsating, veiny shaft only to bottom out and leave it still for a few long moments at a time while he whispers his dirtiest thoughts into my ear. Thoughts about how wet I am for him, how tight my pussy feels when it clenches around him, how silky soft my skin and my inner walls are. God, he's seriously pushing me over the edge again. Then, all of a sudden, his grip on my breasts releases. His strong, calloused hands both go to my hair and pull while his thrusting speeds up, little by little.
I moan loud as he pulls my hair, fucking myself back on his cock. He's fucking me like the fucking Energizer bunny by the time he pulls out of my center, pushes his cock between my ass cheeks and his cum shoots up my back. Lots of it pooling in the dimples at the bottom of my spine.
I end up cumming at the exact moment he does. But I cum dry. My body is still wracked with overwhelming tremors though. My body seizes like a fish out of water before I finally come off it.
As soon as we both are back to mostly normal and our breathing becomes not as labored, he rolls back to his side and we fall asleep. Blissfully wrapped up in each other and the afterglow of the most magical moment of my entire life.