Soo sorry for the late update I've been quite busy :/ but here it is, hope you all enjoy. ^^

Now she didn't hesitate, she took that step back from Kaneki staring at him in horror. "Shh shh... Don't do that Touka-chan. Come on." He says stepping toward her closing the gap once again. His stare pierced into her and made her skin crawl, he was insane. This wasn't Kaneki anymore... This wasn't Kaneki.

"Now now Touka-chan... Don't worry I won't hurt you." Kaneki reassures her soothingly. Her breathing becomes slightly less frantic at the sound of this. Maybe she was wrong? He soon leans over to her, draping his arms over her shoulders with a smirk "At least... Not yet that is." He whispers mockingly into her ear. Touka's breathing completely stops as she listened almost helplessly. "Don't move... Don't move..." She repeated to herself in her mind, slowly comforting herself as he leaned against her.

His laughs echoed throughout the room as the only noise. His head slowly turned to her as he removed himself from her. He only stared and she desperately wanted to know what he was thinking, what was going on in his head. "Kaneki please, let us help you. We... We can go back to Antieku, you'll be home. We can help you, Kaneki, so please." She whispers almost beginning him.

She opened her mouth to continue but stopped as she saw a tear fall from the man's face. One by one they came. His eyes said pain, but he was laughing. He kept laughing for what seemed like hours, the sound only grew louder over time until suddenly, it all stops at once. She stared at him for a while, almost curious. She wanted to see his next move.

Kaneki's hand slowly fell from his face, his eyes red and weary but still cold and heartless. If anything more than they had been before. He was slowly loosing himself. She should have done something, she should have helped them, she should have saved him.

His eyes darted around the room, looking for something, anything other than the girl in front of him. He didn't want to hurt her, but something in the back of his mind kept telling him to. He was fighting off this urge... For now. What was scary was the voice telling him to was his own, it was strong. That little thing in the back of his mind was relentlessly poking at his sanity, and slowly it was deteriorating.

Touka stared at him, why was she staring? What did he do wrong? She looked sad and scared at the same time. Why did she look at him like that!? "Stop... Stop... Stop. Stop. Stop! Stop!" He yelled holding his head. He just wanted everything, no everyone to go away, he wanted to be alone.

Slowly his hand fell from his face and he glared at the girl in front of him. Why wouldn't she just go away, she probably liked seeing him like this. She did. He knew she did. "No one cares..." He muttered as his glare grew, he wanted her to disappear, so he would make it happen.

"Kaneki... Please just come back with me, to Anteiku." Touka pleaded again. He hated it, why did she lie? She didn't want to help him, she would only hurt him like he did. "Needles in my eye, take away my fingers, take away my fingers..." He mumbled just as he reached out to her holding onto her arm now with a grip tight enough that she couldn't escape. She struggled to get away but his grip held easily, he moved in close to her head until he was right beside her ear. Slowly a smirk spread across his face before he spoke "...Centipedes in my ear."

Touka cowered away from the white haired ghoul, he was much stronger than he used to be. She relentlessly tried to pull her arm free of his grasp but he held strong, as if he wast even trying to hold her in place. "Let me go you idiot!" She said agitated as her eyes met his cold grey ones. His left eye changed into the normal ghoul red and black as she looked at them, he leaned closer to her a smirk still plastered on his face. Before her eyes could track his movement it was already too late. His had swiftly picked her up with one hand and shoved her hard into the chair sitting alone in the middle of the room. She winced as her back met the chair roughly "What the hell Kaneki!?" She yelled angrily, her words dripped out from her mouth, slowly fading as she looked up at him to see him laughing. "Oh Touka-Chan! I promise I'll protect you..." He giggled in an insane manor before continuing on "no one will ever hurt you but me."

He hadn't tied her down, she was sure she wasn't stronger, but she was faster, she hoped. She jumped up and ran to the door quickly. "Almost there..." She mumbled as she sprinted. "Almost the–" she was silenced by a hand that covered over her mouth gently. "Tsk tsk tsk..." Kaneki scolded as he shook his head lightly moving towards her neck "why would you try and leave me Touka?" He asked with a mockingly sad voice. She couldn't speak, even If she wanted to she had doubted she could find the words. "You know I love you, but you still left me. You left me all alone here. You all left me alone here." He finished in a cold tone. "Try and leave again without my permission, and I'll kill you." He whispered right beside her neck.

Shivers went down her spine and she nodded slowly, consenting to his crazed authority. "Good." He said as he pried himself off of her as if it pained him to leave her side, it almost reminded her of a small animal scared of being left alone. That thought flew out the window when he grabbed her by the arm and threw the girl to the ground roughly and her eyes squinted in pain. "You won't be leaving for quite a while, so I need you to do me a favor." Kaneki announced, kneeling down beside her. "You will go back to Anteiku, and tell everyone i am dead, and you are joining Aogiri."