A/N: I'd like to start by saying I'm so sorry about not updating. My school work is a pile taller than mountains… I finally have most of my stuff handed in and tests are done as well so here I am using my spare time to write this next chapter. Remember to review, thanks!

I DON'T OWN INUYASHA!

His Touch

Chapter 7: Dear Diary

"I shouldn't even be reading this", Inuyasha thought as he opened the first page. Taking a final look at the girl sleeping in the bed next to him he came to a decision. "Fuck that, I need to know."

And so he began reading.

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Well it's a bit past midnight and all he got throughout the two hour reading session was gossip between Kagome's elementary school friends, Ayumi, Eri, and Yuka. That she had the biggest crush on Hojo back during freshman year, which, not going to lie, infuriated Inuyasha to the point where he let off a harsh but low growl. He had to catch himself clapping a hand over his mouth since his growl sounded so deathly loud during the middle of the night. Glancing over at Kagome's bed he was relieved to see she was still sound asleep, so he continued.

Now this is getting interesting… It's sophomore year and Inuyasha had just transferred schools and is currently going to Shikon High with Kagome, Sango and Miroku.

Dear Diary,

Today marked the first day of grade 10. It was going well at first, not going to lie, but there is this jerk in all of my classes! Him being new here, I tried to be nice and attempt conversation to spark a friendship or something… But he is such a block head it hurts!

I say hi to the guy and do you know what his first words to me were? "Back off, wench." I was so appalled it was probably written all over my face too cause he was smirking at my reaction. So that marks my first argument with anyone in a long time.

"What did you just call me?" I asked with anger.

"You heard me, bitch." Was his reply. And, knowing me, you probably have idea how this story ends: a war of screams and come backs.

Reading this gave Inuyasha flash backs that he smirked to himself remembering that day ever so clearly.

Of course I won.

HOLD THE FUCK UP, NO SHE DIDN'T.

Inuyasha had to hold himself back another growl because his smirk has disappeared in a flash at that sentence. He's going to have a little talk with this girl when she finally wakes up.

Dear Diary,

It's been a few weeks since I last wrote… sorry! So much homework, you know? Anyway, remember that jerk from before? His name is Inuyasha. Pretty cool ,right? Forgot to mention that he has the cutest dog ears! I am just dying to touch them, but that might be weird huh? LOL. Well, as it turns out, he is pretty cool himself. He started hanging out with this guy named Miroku who seems to have the biggest crush on my best friend Sango. So we started hanging all together. Don't get me wrong he's still an a-hole but I've only started talking to the guy so maybe there is some hope for a nice relationship with the new kid.

It's 5:00 AM so Inuyasha had better get to the real reason why he's snooping through her past soon.

As he flipped through a couple of pages he reached a certain page that had a faint salty scent to it. Tears? So he stopped to read it.

Dear Diary,

Oh God, I'm a mess. And to think I actually like him! He makes me feel so bad about myself calling me all these names. Doesn't he know that I hate it? Doesn't he know how much they hurt especially because I love him so much?

Kay, who the fuck is this dude calling her names and making her cry like this? And, did he read that right? She loves him!? Better not be the Hobo fucker.

Sorry, that's a hyperbole. I don't think I'm actually in love with him but I do care a lot for the guy. But he keeps pushing me away and calling me a bitch.

This sounds familiar…

Inuyasha can make me so mad sometimes and I can't control my emotions anymore because his words hurt. To think I actually fell for the jerk…

She was talking about him. He made her shed tears that day and he didn't even know it. His heart ached. His heart cried. His heart broke. He was the cause of her pain. And he was so stupid to not realize that she fucking loved him too.

I should just get over him. Hojo seems to be interested in me now and is asking me to go on a movie date tomorrow. Should I accept?

Fuck no!

I guess so… He was my first real rush after all. Maybe we could actually date this time!

Well, I'm back from that nightmare called a 'date'. He took me to see a documentary that was God knows how many hours long. I kept falling asleep on him I felt awful! Overall, it turns out dating isn't really my thing. Or at least, it shouldn't be with Hojo.

Thank the merciful heavens for that.

I am feeling a lot better about the Inuyasha situation though. I guess friendship is just fine for us, seeing as I wouldn't be a suitable partner for anyone anyway.

Wrong. She is perfect. She deserves someone better than Inuyasha.

He deserves someone better than me. Someone who can actually swear like he can.

Inuyasha was absolutely dumbfounded at how oblivious she is, her innocence is what captured him. Her kindness. Her acceptance. Her being herself and not a poser. She was doing everything right. She can't criticize herself like this. So when she wakes up he's going to tell her how much he cares for her too. How important she is and valuable. How much he loves her and hopefully her feelings for him haven't changed that much either.

He was about to continue reading when the diary jumped from the middle of junior year to the summer before senior year. About time he got to the first clue. She really had been missing, hence the jump in the date. After reading this diary it's as if she doesn't go a few days without writing something. It's almost 6 in the morning now and the sun is just creeping out of the horizon by Kagome's bedroom window and Inuyasha was surprisingly not the least bit fatigued. He can't give up now. Because now, was the real read.

A/N: Aw I'm so mean… Sorry guys but I can't update until probably this Saturday when everything dies down with all of my assignments out of the way for good and with work on my back I feel like I have no time for any of this anymore! :( I won't give up though! I love it when you guys read my stuff. This was more of a filler in chapter to ease you in to the kind if relationship Inuyasha had with Kagome before they became best friends etc etc. Just more characterization and such. But the next chapter is promised to be the dreaded experience Kagome went through. Dear Diary chapters will most likely be divided into three parts. Well that's all for now! Bye guys love you and don't forget to review!