Authors note: YOU MAY WANT TO RE READ THE FIRST CHAPTER. I added and re wrote some scenes, so pay attention and sorry for the inconvenience. Anyways I hope you like this one and happy reading and have a Merry Christmas! HO HO HO HO
Can't Be Saved
7 years without Elena
DAMON
The Day of Bonnie's Death
Virginia, Mystic Falls
"Oh my god, Bonnie" Is this another dream or is this reality? I can't really tell the difference every now and then. All I smell is the aroma of her blood reeling me in, the inner monster inside of me wants to kill her and oh how he's winning. Being in that stone for months killed me, killed us. Turns out my worst nightmare is my past, losing Elena and worse killing Bonnie with my own hands. Why does it always have to be her? Every time I close my eyes it's always Bonnie this, Bonnie that. Killing her again and again. I'm so sick and tired of it. Maybe when she's gone ill stop feeling the pain, maybe when Elena comes back it'll all be gone. Memories flashing through my eyes, our memories, what I wouldn't give to have those back. But it's too late now. I turned off my humanity for a reason, she becomes useless if she doesn't find a spell, simple as that.
"Damon is it really you?" The caramel skinned witch said from underneath him. Noticing that tears were dropping from is eyes, his left hand lifting. Looking at her frail figure just kept the tears going. No I can't be like this, not when I've gone too far. Damon was going to finish what he hated her for what she is and for existing, if she wasn't alive, Elena would be here. Damon shoved those thoughts in his mind, getting even more anxious to get it over with.
For Elena. He thought, he was doing this for her. He somehow that got his mind straight, and started focusing on his goal once again.
"Bonnie I'm-" This is it, he plunged the wooden stake in her lower abdomen, "Not him, sorry princess." He gave her a cold look, smirking. His insides were burning up, he couldn't stand Bonnie being in pain, and he pulled away. "D-Damon please st-stop, don't do this to me, t-t-to us!" Seeing her so broken yet so eager to live broke his heart. But Damon being Damon, he poured salt into the wound.
"Bonnie... Humanity or not, there will be always a part of me that will want to kill you. Humanity or not, it will always be Elena, you can't fill that space, that gaping hole in my heart that's reserved only for her. Plus you're useless now, so what's the point of you living anyways?"
His eyes bore into hers, her eyes letting him know that she's begging him to stop, that it hurts too much to hear him say that. But he looked passed it. She regained her ability to speak, but Damon couldn't take anymore of her pleads, he just couldn't. So he took the stake out of her stomach and he swung his hand down with such force that her body jerked back when he impaled it back in her heart. He knew what she was going to say, he just didn't want to hear it. Damon saw as Bonnie took her last breath, and her eyes closing for the last time. He stood up taking one last look of her figure and went off running to the night.
The sound of the door slamming hard woke the couple in tight embrace, they rose from the bed. "What was that?" Caroline asked. They heard the grumbling downstairs and realized that it was Damon. "Ugh what got him in a bad mood this time?" she flopped down and covered her face with the comforter. "C'mon Caroline, get up" Stefan patted her shoulder.
They got dressed and went down the stairs and that's when they smelt it, blood. Following the scent into the kitchen, they saw Damon covered with blood. His bloody hands was smudging on the glass of bourbon he was drinking.
"Why the hell are you covered with blood Damon?" his brother questioned. "It's probably some chick he banged earlier" Caroline rolled her eyes, wanting to come back to bed already.
She's gotten used to Damon being like this since he turned off his humanity, coming home with some bimbos from the bar, but coming home bloody was new to her though. She doesn't know why or how Bonnie's dealing with him. Now that she thinks about it, wasn't he with Bonnie?
"Damon what happened?" His brother asked once again, snapping Caroline out of her thoughts. Damon turned to them with the biggest grin etched onto his face
"I-I did it! I didn't know I could but I did!" Damon exclaimed.
"I did it, I did it" he repeated.
"I don't understand" says the blonde
"Did what Damon?" Stefan asked, concerned for his brother wellbeing.
"I killed her" His grin dropped but went back up into a smile.
"I killed Bonnie"
"What? Pause. No. Ohmygod. You didn't. Pause. I-I Just talked to her an hour ago! She can't be dead! " Caroline tried to convince herself. "She just can't be, no"
She covered her face with her hand, trying to hold back the tears, she dropped it down, with veins crawling up her blood-shot eyes. She was about to attack him, she wanted him to suffer, she wanted him to die. But Stefan beat her to it, he had the same look on her face, drawn with anger.
Even as a vampire, Caroline wasn't able to see what they were doing, it all happened in a blur. All she hear are the punches and bones snapping, the sounds seemed to calm her down a bit, he deserved this.
The kitchen was thrashed, the brothers halted when Stefan pinned Damon down on the floor.
"Was it worth it? Making your worst nightmare come true? Does the pain somehow relieve you? Was this all worth getting Elena back?!" He kept punching him, side by side.
"Tell me!" He screamed.
"Yes… It was" Damon looked up to the ceiling with soulless eyes.
"It was."
Crack. Everything went black.
8 years later
BONNIE
The Beginning
Los Angeles, California
After months and months of isolation, I'm finally free once again. Freedom, the feeling that I desperately need, one of the things that I crave. Something I have to fight this bitch for. But it's nice to be out, seeing a whole new world, seeing better outfits and definitely nice seeing stacks of money in your closet. Oh yeah! Katerina did a bang up job on this one. Putting the cash aside, Bonnie pulled out a black 5-inch heel to match her ripped jeans, grey shirt and her leather jacket. She looked at the mirror, then applied a diva shade mac lipstick on her pouty lips to match her grey smokey eyeshadow. She straightened her outfit once more, fully satisfied, she grabbed her black Louis Vuitton purse, and sated the gold metallic strap over her shoulder. The sounds of her heels tapping down the stairs stooped when she heard a man's voice entering the house.
"Honey, I'm hoomeee" he singsong.
Must be Jake, well that took him long enough. From her view she sees him go to the kitchen then watched his expression turned into panic when he saw pills scattered around in the kitchen floor.
"Kat... Kat! Baby!?" Jake called in search of her presence.
"Yes babe?" Bonnie answers and descends down the stairs in a fast pace. "Is something wrong?" she looks at him with confusion. Jake runs up to her and hugs her tightly.
"What happened? Are you sick? What are those pills doing on the floor?"
"Oh, those? I got this horrible headache earlier and I was really tired, so I probably dropped them without noticing." Bonnie pulls away from his grasp, her hands still around his neck, she studies him
"Awh, did I worry you? Don't worry there's nothing that could've hurt me, not while you're here" she smiled innocently.
"I-I thought you were hurt" He pouts, gripping his arms around her waist, leaning closer to place a kiss on her lips.
After a hell of a day at work, seeing her face made him feel at peace, he sighs happily and closed in the space in between. While their tongues fight for dominance, something on the back of his mind just told him not to continue any longer. Something was wrong, Bonnie smirks at the change of his mood. He's gotten faster than he was before, oh how the time passes. Jake pulled away, hands still on her waist. His face scrunched up, looking her up and down, noticing how her attire changed, seeing clothes she doesn't usually wear.
"Is there something wrong?" Bonnie tried to sound concerned. She reached to cup his face. His face held a confused expression, her kisses and her touch felt distant and cold. No, this isn- no, no, no. "Bonnie?" he finally caught on.
"One and only" She gave his face a squeeze
"You're so cute when you're being smart" she coos. Jake slaps her hands away.
"Where's Kat? Where-where is Katerina?"
"She's currently un-available"
"What did you do? WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?!" Jake tightens his hold on her shoulder, shaking her.
Bonnie, not liking his manners, used her magic to flick him away.
"Geez you two are annoyingly similar and that temper, tsk, tsk." He glared at her, as he stands up.
"Okay, okay big guy" she puts her hand out "If you must know, it's not what I did, it's what she did. I mean look at what she did to my precious hands" Bonnie points out whining. He scoffs, then glared at her, waiting for a clear answer.
There was a long pause.
"She's starting to remember again, Jake." She started, Bonnie saw his frown deepened, mind in panic.
"I know I know, but it's not my fault this time though. She hallucinated our psychotic ex-boyfriend during the screening. But no worries, I'll just take away her memories again." Jake stared at her blankly, evening his breathing.
"What no thank you? I mean, that's what you wanted right? For her not to remember, so you'll live out this fake life I've made for her and that satisfaction just to have her all yourself, huh?" she clicked her tongue. "…You know as my therapist, isn't it a bit ironic that your patient is helping you out instead?" He just stares at her not being able to say a word.
Bonnie was getting nowhere with this conversation
"Well I'm getting bored honey, I'm going out." She walks her way to the door.
"When is she coming back?" He finally blurted out.
"She'll come back when I let her" Bonnie rolls her eyes. Jake hopes its sooner rather than later.
Once his mind settled, he realizes what Bonnie was about to do, was she crazy? She was going to do some stupid shit that would get Kat in trouble. He sped up to her and grabbed her wrist. "Are you an idiot? She'll get recognized!"
Bonnie was getting frustrated, "You remember the last time you grabbed my wrist like that Jake?" She scorches his hand.
"Ahhh! Sh-" then sent him flying to the glass table. She took a peek outside and saw her men in alarm. She puts up her hand to stop them to invade the scene. They halted as she continued talking.
"You know that I hate it when people do that." Jake groans in pain, his body struggling to get on his feet. She started to sympathize, ouch that must've hurt. If it was another guy that did that they would've been dead right about that moment, but not Jake. Bonnie somehow tolerates him, he was there when no one else was. So she decided to let it go. Bonnie let out a big sigh
"Okay I may have overreacted, my bad. But as payment here" she snaps her fingers, and her face formed a different structure, though her caramel colored beauty stayed the same. "Glamour spell, happy?" she smiled," Oh and you may want to keep this with you for a while" she tossed him her engagement ring. He looked up at her, "Please don't do anything stupid"
"Don't worry honey, I won't" She reassured and slammed the door shut.
Jake pinched the bridge of his nose and shouted in frustration, knowing that she was lying. Bonnie hearing his screams behind the closed door made her smirk. If he hadn't fell in love with one of her personalities, this wouldn't have happened. It was his fault really.
Bonnie pulled out her phone and contacted one of her men or "agents" is what she usually would refer to. "Hello, Rich. It's Bonnie. Tell me the updates please" She looks at her nails, observing the reflection in the shiny black coat.
He was going through stuff she already knew. Damon is still a vampire, Caroline is a TV producer, Stefan with- no never mind, he's back with Caroline, meaning Alaric is now a single dad, hilarious.
"Hmm, what else?"
She paused, her features turning gloom.
"What did you just say?"
"Damon Salvatore and Elena Gilbert are getting married Ma'am." Well this is going to be fun.
Authors note: I kinda had a hard time writing Damon's point of view cause I'm more focused on Bonnie in this story lol, i just wanted to share that. ANywho, any ideas that you may want in the story are welcome, so put as much as you can! Please leave a review and have a Merry Christmas once again HOHOOHOHOH