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Chapter 4.

Christian looked at me as he picked up our plates and put them into the sink before he walked over to me and held out his hand to me.

"Come on baby, come with me, I want you to hear my new music I wrote for you" Christian murmured as I grabbed his hand and walked with him to his grand piano. He sat down and pulled me down with him.

I laid my head on his shoulder as he started playing the most beautiful sound ever made. It sounded so sad but also sounded so loving. A few tears rolled down my face and a couple rolled down his face to before he looked at me and leaned down and give me a toe tingling kiss.

"That was so beautiful Christian" I said as I pulled away from that amazing kiss. He smiled down at me and started to play another tune but this time a happy one. I was so happy he felt comfortable with me to play the piano for me "What's that one?"

"Just my feeling since you have come back to me. While we were eating it was just writing itself in my head and I just had to play it to show you how much I love you baby. The first one I played was how I was feeling, when you weren't there. About how much I loved you and how stupid I was with what I did to you" Christian told me in a very broken voice.

"Sweetheart, it's not all your fault, some of it is mine. I should have safe worded when it got bad but I forgot. I also shouldn't have left like I did we should have talked it out. It's not just you at fault. What you need to know Christian is that I will never let you do that to me again. The only way you will ever punish me again is by spanking me, no more whips are anything like that. I can't handle anything like that again" I told him in a very firm voice and Christian nodded while looking away.

"I won't be doing anything like what I did before. I'm going vanilla" Christian said with so much conviction.

"I couldn't handle how you looked at me, it broke me to see you that way" Christian whispered making me look at him.

"Christian I loved our kinky fuckery, I don't want that to go away and I loved you spanking me baby. That's not the problem, the problem is you don't talk to me. You keep things bottled up and then you take it out on the people closest to you" I muttered to Christian who was now nodding.

"And I can't be with someone who does that. I need someone who I can count on and who will tell me the truth. Are you that man?" I asked as I held his hand.

"Yes Anastasia, I'm that man, I'm that selfish man who won't let you leave me. I'm that man that's going to go to therapy and sort out all my problems and be the man you deserve. I will tell you everything and I will never keep any secrets from you again. Will you promise me, you will do that for me too? Will you tell me the truth and always tell me anything that will put you into danger?" Christian asked as he stroked my face and leaned towards me.

"Yes Christian I will always tell you" I said while leaning towards him too and accepted the kiss he planted on my lips. He pulled away and smiled down at me with a very happy glint in his eyes. I then looked back at him and again pulled him down to me for a much more passionate kiss.

"I love you so much Christian" I whispered when we pulled away. He then grabbed my hand and pulled us off the piano bench and started to lead me up the stairs.

Christian then lead me towards his bedroom where he pushed the door opened and then closed the door after us. He walked towards his closet door and changed into sweatpants and t shirt, and then brought me out a t shirt to change into as well.

I took it and walked into his ensuite and changed into the t shirt and looked into the mirror. I walked out and see Christian in the bed and waiting for me to climb in next to him.

I was just glad he didn't expect me to do anything sexual with him tonight. I'm just glad we can just sleep in each other's arms and dream of a better tomorrow. I climbed up onto the bed and laid down next to him. Christian looked down at me with a very happy smile before he put his arms around me and cuddled me to him before he gave me a quick kiss.

"I love you baby." Christian murmured before he closed his eyes and pulled me into his arms tightly. I laid my head on his pillow before I fell into a deep sleep with him.