When Seth's tears and sobs calm down, he finds himself wrapped up in both sets of arms. Both Dean and Roman had held him through his break down and kept trying to whisper reassurances to him. They had also sat down on the couch and Roman had Seth firmly wrapped up in his arms and in his lap. Dean was running his fingers through Seth's hair over and over. His thumbs gently rubbing Seth's temples in an attempt to further comfort Seth. Seth looks at them and wipes his eyes as he feels his heart break from their soft looks.

Dean looks at him and whispers. "Kitten.."

Seth whimpers hard at the use of the nick name. It also launches another crying fit. That name meant so much before everything happened. A name that gave him so much comfort and let him feel loved. Now it felt like a barb in his heart. "No.. "

Dean grabs Seth's hands. Seth had been reaching to cover his face but Dean wasn't going to let him hide away. He wanted Seth to hear them and he wanted to know what Seth was thinking. He knew if he kept Seth's hands down Seth would talk. When Seth couldn't hide his shield was to babble and talk. Like the words would protect him.

Roman tips Seth's face to look at him. Roman's voice is soft and firm with authority. "Kitten."

Seth shakes and whimpers. "I left you.. I ran and you couldn't.. you'll leave.. Especially now. You're just toying with me and getting my hopes up."

Dean growls and Seth's head snaps to look at him. Dean looks at him with his eyes narrowed. His hands firmly around Seth's still.

"We are not going anywhere Seth." Dean states firmly. He then looks Seth in the eyes. "I don't care what you have down there.. I don't care about the past right now. I'm not letting you go. I need you to calm down and stay with us. I need you to keep talking to us."

Roman nods. "We're not letting you go."

Seth shakes softly and then whispers. "Everyone else left.."

Dean hums softly. "what you mean?"

Seth pulls at his hands but Dean doesn't let go.

Dean eyes Seth. "Seth talk.."

Seth whispers. "Everyone else who found out.. left. They would just dump me or be cruel. I'm a freak.. I'm not normal."

Dean nods and watches Seth closely. He then cups Seth's cheek. "No Seth.. we're not those people. I know it'll take awhile for you to believe me but we wouldn't be like that. We would never be like that. You left us remember. We where in it for the long haul."

Seth nods and looks at Dean. Roman sighs and pulls Seth to rest against his chest. Seth winces and Dean moves Seth's leg to relieve the pressure on Seth's knee. Dean then shifts and lays his head in Seth's lap. Kevin crawls up and crawls onto couch and onto Dean's chest.

Seth peeks down at Dean and then tentatively touches Dean's hair. Dean grins brightly up at Seth and reaches up. He takes Seth's hand and holds onto it tightly. "So.. the elephant in the room."

Seth nods and whispers. "I'm intersex.. I .. I was always this way."

Dean nods. "I suspected that you where born this way.."

Seth nods and whispers. "I don't know how to explain how this is or why.. I'm sorry."

Dean thinks. "So how... how did you look like you had a package though?"

Seth bites his lip and points to the suitcase. Dean looks over and reaches over. There's something in the front pouch. Dean opens it and blinks when he pulls out a gel lumpy thing.

Seth takes it and shows it to them. It's actually fake looking penis and balls. "I put this.. and.. it looks like I have one."

Dean reaches up and moves it in his hands squishing it. "Damn.. It's like a stress ball."

Roman eyes dean. "it's not a toy Dean."

Dean grins and then looks at Seth winking. "Come on.. when you're upset this would be awesome. My pervy nature wants one of these to play with."

Roman groans in embarrassment and Seth cracks a bit of a smile.

Dean whispers. "I don't.. Don't think I'm being mean but.." Dean doesn't know how to ask.

Seth smiles lightly at him. "I go by him."

Roman nods and kisses Seth's temple. "Alright."

Seth nuzzles in and Dean whispers at him. "So all those times that you had pink shirts.. or booty shorts."

Seth blushes and tries to hide but still says. "I was .. I wanted you to look at me like you did the girls. I just.. was too scared to let you do anything to me. I was scared you would leave me."

Roman snorts. "I thought you just wanted us to walk around with permanent hard ons and now I know that you did."

Seth shakes his head but Dean huffs. "That's evil."

Seth hides his face in Roman's shoulder.

Roman smiles softly and then peeks over at Seth. "Now that we know.. Do you think that .. maybe.. you are through running?"

Seth bites his lip and then looks at him. "just don't leave me.."

Dean snorts and the looks at him. "We're here."

Roman pauses. "what about though Vince and his threat."

Seth bites his lip and looks at them. "I don't.. I don't want to come out to the world.."

Dean sits up. "Meh I got that."