I don't know what's wrong with gin san after that day he has been really cold towards, he doesn't talk at all and the worst thing from everything is that every night he goes out to drink and when he awakes up he smells like women perfume and got a hickey on the side of his neck and I might not look like it but it really hurts me because I still love him and I don't even know why the hell he is doing this like I want to talk to him but I don't know if he is going to be rude towards me or nice but I highly doubt he is going to be nice to me.
'' gin san can I talk to you?''
" what do you want''
'' can you tell me what's wrong with you''
'' nothing is wrong with me its just in your head''
'' NO every since that day you have been acting really cold and you come home drunk plus you got a hickey on your neck and you smell like women perfume''
'' so I can't go have fun because you like me are you really that stupid I have needs to you know I am a guy after all''
'' you don't have to act like a jerk about it'' I said and walked away I don't want to deal with him why the hell does he have to be so mean I thought as I walked towards the bathroom and close the door and started crying really hard and sobbing I started to bite my shirt not wanting nobody to hear them and talk about my problems.
why god! why I don't want to suffer anymore I just want to live happily ever after with someone I love and that someone is not gin san
'' shinpachi we need to talk right now and if you don't open this door I will break it down''
what no way
someone help me.