Gin pov:
A few weeks have passed by shinpachi has been really depressed for whatever reason I think it's because he still likes me
also he has been rude and he is never home like I wonder where he goes like he always tells me where he is going
why do I sound like an over protective boyfriend like no I don't like him but sometimes the way he acts it makes me feel really bad and just want to grab him and kiss him
wait... what was I just thinking now
.no
he is a guy and I like girls but why was I thinking of kissing him.
I opened the door to shinpachi's room and saw that he was asleep so I closed the door slowly and walked inside
When I got to shinachi I kissed his lips and it felt really good when I went to go kiss him again it looked like he was waking up so I quickly left the room.
Damn his lips are really soft and I felt my face really hot
damn what is wrong with me
Do I like him or is his depression making me do this
like seeing him all sad and it makes feel bad because I know it's because he likes me and he is like that because I rejected him
I don't know what to do or think.