Katsu soon woke up smiling a little and stretching as she stood up. She got dressed and headed out the door to see that the other soul reapers were busy. She made her way to Toshiro's office to find him passed out behind his desk with paperwork stacked everywhere. She chuckled and straightened up the paperwork and went through it cleaning and doing the work. Toshiro snored softly not even stirring signalling that he was exhausted. She finished all of his paperwork and cleaned up his office a little.

"Katsu?...What are you doing in here?" Came Toshiro's sleepy voice as she heard him yawn.

"I came to see you but you were asleep so I helped you with your paperwork and cleaned up so you could sleep." Katsu explained smiling softly.

Toshiro smiled and stood stretching his arms and yawning again before walking over to Katsu and wrapping his arms around her resting his chin in the crook of her neck.

"You didn't have to." He said kissing her neck softly.

"I know, but I wanted to." She answered him smiling.

Toshiro smiled brightly but frowned slightly when a hell butterfly flew over. The butterfly landed on his finger giving him the message.

"MOMO'S AWAKE?!" He exclaimed his eyes widening.

Katsu couldn't help but feel slightly jealous, she knew that Momo was an old friend of Toshiro's. He had told her about Momo before.

Toshiro was smiling brightly and ran out flash stepping away. Katsu didn't know what to do so she followed him frowning slightly. As they ended up in one of the fourth's rooms.

When Toshiro ran in and was greeted by a joyful squeal.

"Lil' Shiro!"

Toshiro seemed too happy to care about the name and hugged the girl.

"Momo! I'm so happy you're finally awake!"

Katsu Felt her heart crack watched from the doorway as Toshiro hugged the girl.

She felt like she was unwanted there so she walked away unnoticed by Toshiro.

Maybe I should just wait on the cliff for him…'

She thought to was tradition for them now that every day around noon,they would meet at the cliff and wait until night to gaze at the stars.

Katsu sat and waited..And waited..but Toshiro never came.

She looked down and felt tears fall over her cheeks.

"Katsu!"

Katsu turned around and saw Toshiro,only he had brought Lieutenant Hinamori with him.

"Oh..Hey." She said trying to be cheerful as she quickly wiped away the tears so Toshiro wouldn't notice.

"I hope you don't mind. I brought Momo here to look at the stars with us."

Katsu shook her head and stood up. "It's fine,I've got...stuff to do two probably have some catching up to do." She said trying to hold in her walked past them and waited until they couldn't see her face to let silent tears fall. That was suppose to be their special place, no one else was suppose to be there with them. They agreed with that. But Toshiro lied to her.

She ran to her room and locked the door as she tried to ignore the shattering of her heart.

'Maybe they're just good friends…'

She thought trying to be hopeful as she laid down and went to sleep.

The next morning Katsu woke went to go see Toshiro but saw that he wasn't in his office.

She looked around and finally saw him with Momo went to walk over to them but they walked right past her. Katsu's eyes flooded with hurt. She watched as Toshiro continued walking, She had gone completely unnoticed by him. Her heart shattered more as she sighed and went to the was a spot that was extremely peacful to her. This time she didn't care if Toshiro came, She wanted to be alone.

After a few hours she heard Toshiro and Momo coming up the hill towards the quickly hid in a tree, She wasn't sure why she hadn't just left but something in her gut told her to stay.

"So long have you and Katsu been together?" Momo asked.

"A while 's been great." He said. Katsu listened in, her eyes getting a glint of their old light back.

"Do you love her?"

Toshiro paused. "I do,I really do..but.."

Katsu was alert now. He said but… Was it something she did?...

"But what?"

"With you well now...I'm not sure about my feelings. I mean, I know that we're just friends but I feel so confused."

Katsu's eyes because of what Toshiro said, but also because she heard the branch beneath her had no time to think before it broke and she fell.

"Katsu!" Toshiro gasped.

Katsu ignored him and flash stepped didn't try to hold in her tears this let them flow freely as she ran in and locked herself in her used her zanpakuto to freeze the lock over so no one could get in. This is why she was cold to everyone..So she wouldn't be hurt like this…She felt so stupid to think she could actually trust someone. She curled in on herself and had the urge to cut..But she promised Toshiro she wouldn' because he broke his promises and lied easily didn't mean she would. About fifteen minutes later there was a knock at the door.

"Katsu...Please..let me explain.." The voice belonged to Toshiro.

Katsu knew who it was but ignored didn't care was the last time she'd let herself open to anyone.

"Katsu…"

Katsu curled up in her blanket and cried.

'He's going to use me then try to apologize! I can never forgive him.."

Katsu heard the ice on the lock break and the door slide open.

"Katsu please-"

"No!" Katsu screeched jumping up not bothering to wipe away the tears.

"You used me! You pretended to love me! And as soon and Lieutenant Hinamori woke up from her coma you dropped me like a bag of dirt!"

"I didn't mean that! I swear-"

'YOU LIAR!"

Toshiro grew angry as Katsu kept cutting him off.

"FINE! You wanna know why I'm questioning my feelings for you?! You're annoying! You bother me! You're an emo! You're just a mistake that I had the misfortune of having to deal with! And it's your fault Yamea died!-"'

He stopped when he saw the hurt in her eyes. He realied what all he had just said and felt like a punch to the gut. Toshiro was about to apologize but Katsu ran out before he ran over and opened the senkaimon and ran to the world of the living. She didn't want to be anywhere near him at that moment. She hated him. She didn't care if she'd get in trouble for running away..She just didn't care.