Katsu curled in on herself as she laid on the cold ground. Toshiro's words rang through her ears painfully.

'Mistake that I had the misfortune of having to deal with!'

'Annoying!'

'Emo!'

'It's your fault Yamea died!'

Katsu cried. "If..If that's how he feels..Then I'll just do the world a favor…" She whispered as she pulled out her laid the blade on her wrist and cut deeper than she ever other times she had cut were just a way of time she had intent of ending her pathetic excuse for a life. She continued to slice her wrists so that she's belled out faster. She soon lost the strength to hold her sword and dropped it and closed her eyes waiting for her final breath to leave her.

Her body became smiled as she thought the end was finally suddenly heard yelling in the distance.

'Probably Toshiro..Oh well,too late now. I hope he's happy… He doesn't have to deal with me anymore...'

She thought as consciousness slipped away.

Katsu blinked her eyes open to get use to the blinding had an enormous sat up slowly and looked around. "Ugh.." She mumbled as her head started to throb again.

"So you're finally awake huh?"

Katsu looked up to see Ichigo and Rukia standing in the doorway. She was confused as to where she was before realization finally dawned on her.

She had tried to kill herself.

Ichigo found her…

Ichigo saw the scars…

This was Ichigo's house.

"Katsu." Ichigo said sternly walking towards her.

Katsu looked down. "You shouldn't have saved me...I'm just a mistake that fails at everything…" Katsu said blankly cutting him off from whatever he was going to say. There was no light in her eyes. Her once bright blue eyes were dull. He once rude and confident posture was now slackened and small.

Ichigo felt shocked at what she said and by what she looked like. The Katsu he met was strong,a bit on the angry side,but would have never said that. "Katsu! How can you say that!?" He exclaimed trying to hide any anger he had towards her for saying that.

"Because it's true.."

He grabbed Katsu by the collar of her shirt and yanked her up. "What in hell made you think this!"

Ichigo growled narrowing his eyes at her and shook her lightly still holding her in the air.

Katsu looked back at hope had been drained from her happiness,Love,or any emotion at all was completely absent. She said nothing..Just stared.

"Who told you this!?" He demanded.

"It doesn't 's right...I'm just a mistake that he had the misfortune of having to deal with..I'm annoying..and emo..I'm pathetic…" She mumbled remembering the words Toshiro had said to her.

"Dammit who told you this!" He growled wanting to pound whoever had put these thoughts in her head.

Katsu held back the tears that threatened to spill from her eyes as Toshiro's face and harsh words flashed through her mind. "...Toshiro…"

Ichigo's eyes narrowed dangerously. "Toshiro told you that?! When I find him he's-"

"Ichigo,calm 's just find Toshiro and talk to him about this.I'm sure there's a misunderstanding."Rukia said trying to calm him down.

Ichigo let go of Katsu and nodded. "Yeah..maybe…" He said still sounding pissed.

Katsu looked down. "It doesn't matter…" She mumbled.

Rukia looked down at her with a sad expression.

"Ichigo,Someone has to stay here with Katsu.I would but letting you go alone isn't the best idea."

She explained earning a glare from Ichigo.

Just then Renji walked through the door and was confused seeing them all look at him

"Perfect! stay here with Katsu while me and Ichigo go to the soul 'll be right back." Rukia said smiling some.

Renji was confused for a moment until he saw could tell something was wasn't her usual asshole was quiet and sad looking. "What's going on?" He asked frowning.

Rukia sighed "We'll explain on Ichigo." Rukia said walking away with Ichigo but stopped beside Renji and whispered to him glancing at Katsu who was looking down sadly at her hands. "Don't let her have anything sharp and make sure she doesn't leave."

Renji was still unsure what was going on but nodded "Sure thing."

They nodded and left Renji and Katsu.

"Do you really think Toshiro said all those things to that poor girl?" Rukia asked frowning slightly as they flash stepped to Urahara's shop.

"I don't know but if it's true they may need a new squad ten captain.." Ichigo ground out.

Rukia knew Ichigo wasn't also knew if it was true that Toshiro said that She'd have a hell of a time keeping Ichigo calm.

They came to a small dusty looking shop as a blonde haired man with a green and white striped hat and a cane walked out, Followed by a large dark skinned man with dark glasses and two children. One shy looking girl with bluish black hair and a boy with a scowling face and red hair.

"My Ichigo, what brings you and miss Kuchiki here?"

"We need you to open up the senkaimon." Rukia explained.

The man nodded "Alright. Right this way." He said smiling "Thank you Kiske." Rukia said as the senkaimon was open and they ran inside.