I woke up from a dream that night and went to go get some water, on my way there i began having another panic attack i was screaming as i watched the doctors run to me, i was slowly beginning to see my dads study and he was against me licking me doing only god knows what else to my body while i hopelessly tried to push him off of me.

"STOP, IM YOUR DAUGHTER! DON'T YOU LOVE ME DAD?" I couldn't quit screaming crying, but i felt two arms wrap around me and wispier comforting words into my ears, but it wasn't dad, someone i loved, but w-who?

"n-natsu?"

"shh... its okay lucy." he was sitting in front of me, i burried my head into his shirt and cried, i cried until my tears gave out i sat their shaking in his arms, he was always so warm, i liked laying in his arms i felt so safe. I just wanted to stay in his arms until i felt safe enough to come out of them.

"n-nastu..."

"you guys go back to bed we'll be there in a minute." as i heard everyone's foots steps slowly go out i stopped shaking.

"you okay luce?" i nodded my head in response, he rubbed my back and picked me up like a five year old. i stay clutching his shirt, afraid i would see my dads study if i looked up, i started shaking again and i could feel natsus hand run up and down my back. he continued doing that for several minutes until we reached our room, he laid me in my bed and covered me up, then he walked over and got into his bed.

The Next Day...

"lucy wake up."

"hang on erza... okay im up."

"get ready today is valentines day, mirajane is taking us out to buy dresses, makeup, and get our hair done, and also buy our 'special friend' a gift."

"okay." i looked over to see natsu and grey still asleep. they were so quiet, and innocent, that will soon change when they wake.

I decided on Natsu's red sweatshirt, light colored jeans, and black uggs. i put my hair in a high ponytail and curled it. i wore no makeup and looked over at erza she was wearing red jeans, a white long sleeve and light brown knee high boots, her hair was down and she wore no makeup.

"are you ready lucy?"

"yes."

we walked out to be greeted by mirajane and the rest of the girls.

Juvia was wearing a blue dress and black thigh highs, she had on blue flats and her hair was down. Levy was wearing her usual dress exceept it was pink and so was the headband that kept her hair managed. Mira was wearing her hair down but her bangs in the usual pony, she had on pink pants, a white dress shirt tucked into her pants and white ankle boots. wendy was wearing a long sleeve pink dress and flats with white tights and her hair was in a pony tail. the other girls were in a different group. we started walking out and the van we were riding in came to the driveway, it was solid white, and looked like a normal van, mocrav came out of the drivers seat and motioned for mira to get in, erza sat in the passenger, me and levy sat in the second row while wendy and juvia rode in the back.

"okay so do you guys want donuts or waffles for breakfast?"

"dountus.*says everyone at the same time.*"

"okay, what kind."

"chocolate covered."

"caramel covered."

"strawberry shortcake."

"Orange creme."

"Blueberry."

"okay can i get..."

After Breakfast...

"okay girls lets go shopping! once we get back the guys will be ready and the party will start so, i have made hair, makeup, and dress appointments for all of us!"

mira led us into a small shop and their were 6 girls lined up ready for us, one took me, she was skinny and looked about 30, she had brown hair that was in a long curled pony tail. she had on a pink shirt and flats, and white jeans.

"im going to put your hair in a bun and leave out two pieces to curl. how does that sound?"

"perfect." she put my hair in a low bun and there was two curled pieces, it looked great. my makeup was light pink eye shadow and a light foundation, and chapstick on my lips, my dress was a white long sleeve that ended above my knees, i had a pink belt and white thigh highs. i had on pink flats and white tights. erza was wearing a red dress that ended above her knees and it was skin tight, she had on red high heels and her hair was in a perfect bun in the middle of her head, she had on bright red lipstick that complemented her perfectly. levy had her hair pulled into a bun and she had on a pink skirt that ended 1 inch below her knees and she had a lose white tanktop tucked into it, she had on pink mini heels and her makeup was the same as mine. wendy was wearing a white no sleeve dress with a red belt and red flats. her hair was in a ponytail but it was curled, she had on no makeup. juvia was wearing a white dress with a light blue jacket and blue high heels. her hair had perfect curls and she had on almost no makeup besides her foundation and light blue eyeshadow. mira was wearing a tight pink dress and her hair was curled, she had on pink heels and she wasn't wearing makeup.

"wow we all look great girls, lets get back to the asylum and give the boys their ties." mira had bought us all ties to give to a boy that match our dresses, mine matched natsu's hair too, juvia had a light blue one, levy had a dark pink one, erza had a red one, mira had a pink one, and wendy had a red one also. i was a little shaky when we got back erza noticed this and gave me a pat on the back.

"you'll do good lucy, trust me."

"o-o-ok-kay-y."

"he-he-hey j-j-je-e-e-el-l-llal."

i walked away from erza giving her a thumbs up while she helped jellal with his tie. i walked to find natsu, he was conversing with lisanna and freed, when i reached him i waved at the two and pulled natsu away from the group.

"h-here." i handed him his tie and looked at the ground. he took it from my hand and put it on, all the guys were wearing white tuxedos except for gajeel. he put his hand on my chin and lifted my head to meet his.

"why are you so afraid?"

"I don't know."

"well please don't be, i want to see the lucy i fell in love with."

"you love me?"

"yes, i don't-" i kissed him, that was the only thing my body could do at the time, i kissed him in front of everyone because i think i might just love him too.