DON'T OWN FSOG.

DPOV

Everything is finally starting to get back to normal. Ellie and Ella have been thriving since they were released from the hospital. Ellie now weighs in at nine pounds and Ella is right there at eight and a half pounds. Ana has had a harder time her wounds have healed and the doctor has released her back to her normal life. I wish I could say that was it but sadly it's not.

She is no longer the confident woman I met. She is afraid to be alone. It has gotten so bad that I work from home now. The other problem is that she refuses to make love. Fuck she won't even let me see her naked. She only wears long sleeved long shirts and pants. After the first week she was home I suggested therapy and I'm hopeing that it helps her.

APOV

Today I am making a change. I have let that psychotic asshole take my life away from me. He has kept me from truely enjoying my children and has taken away the love of being with my husband. Well today that shit stops. My therapist told me I need to own my life again. Told ke to remember that Christian Grey us just a memory yes a bad one but a memory who is gone and is no longer able to hurt me.

I texted Drew to let him know I'd be late but never told him why. I went to the salon and got the full treatment. We are talking waxing, hair, and nails. I even bought a sexy black number and made sure the nanny was aware she was on all night tonight.

DPOV

After Ana said she was running late I decided to get some work done so I headed into ky office. Instead of working I just stare out the window. One day I had everything a man could ever want. A beautiful wife who was giving me two little blessings, a nice home, and a job I loved all it took was one man to step in and destroy it all. Now I have two beautiful girls who's lives were nearly taken. I have a home that has become my baby girls own personal prison. A job I would give up in a moments notice to have my wife back. Everyday I wait for her to tell me she can't be married to me anymore. That's my biggest fear that she will leave me and my world will fall apart. I couldn't fault her if she did. I failed to protect her and the girls what kind if a husband and father dies that?

I'm sure how long I sat there looking out the window but the sun sinking deep in the sky is a bit of a hint. I hear my office door open and close then the lock is clicked. I turn my chair and can feel the tears in my eyes when I see her.

She doesn't say anything just walks towards me and comes to a stop in front of me. Unable to stop myself my hands go to her hips and pull her closer where my forehead finds purchase on her stomach. She runs her hands through my hair.

"I thought I lost you baby girl." I tell her quietly as tears fill my eyes.

"Never. I just lost myself for awhile there but you could never lose me."

I pull her into my lap so she straddling me. I look into her eyes and see that even through the tears that are falling she still loves me.

I want to take my time but I can't I've missed her so fucking much. I take her face in my hands and devour her mouth.

"I need you." She whimpers out. To impatient to remove her clothes the right way I rip her dress to expose her tits. Immediately I sucked on her upturned nipple moaning when the first squirt of sweet milk hit my tongue. I never thought in a million years I would be a man who got hard from sucking his wife's breast milk. Let me tell you that shit is hot as hell.

We spent the next few hours making love on every surface in my office until we landed in our bed.

Both of us were covered in sweat and cum but could care two shits.

"I missed this do much." I say as I kiss her sweaty forehead.

"Me too Drew. I'm sorry I let him take so much away from us. "

"Shhh. It's over." She nods against my neck and eventuality I feel her breathing even out alerting me she's feel asleep. I am not able to find sleep as easily. I stay up all night just soaking in her warmth. I finally let my fears go and enjoy holding my wife again. Somewhere around dawn I finally fall asleep.

We spent the rest of the weekend just reconnecting as man and woman and as a family. Nothing major just watching movies and playing with Ella and Ellie. Most would see it as a boring way to spend a weekend but to me it was great. It showed me that my family would be ok and that we were on our way back to normal.

GPOV

It has been hard since Christian's death. He was my beautiful baby boy who came from such a rough start. I will always love him but I don't know if I can ever forgive him. He not only ruined a friendship he almost killed two innocent babies and their mother. All because he couldn't stop his obsession with her after she turned him down.

He will always be our son and brother but it's time we moved on and tried to live our lives.

A/N: I am so sorry it took so long to update. We have had a busy month. I appologize for the delay but I hope you liked it.