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Chapter 4: Broken Pieces

When I woke up, I wasn't on the couch anymore but was lying on a bed, naked, with only a blanket covering me up. Blinking I sat up groggily. My head was dizzy and it felt like it all had just been a naughty weird dream. But I knew that it did really happen because I could feel it in my lower regions, could feel that they had been penetrated.

I wasn't a virgin anymore. I have had sex. With my captors, men I didn't know, men who wanted to hurt my friends, my enemies…

I brought a hand up to my mouth to cover my scream. Tears streamed down my face. What have I done? Why did I give in to them? Why did I let it happen? I loved Sasuke, I always had wanted my first time to be with him, that's why I saved my purity for him.

"They gave us something, remember? It probably was a drug to make us willingly… And… they would have raped us anyway" Inner tried to cheer me up but it didn't help. I still felt miserable, guilty and broken by it.

My head snapped up as the door to the room opened. Madara stepped in, with a tray in his hands. He put it down on a small table that was in the middle of the room. I just watched him, frozen, shaking, and with my back pressed against the wall.

After he set the tray with food and water down, he turned to face me.

"You should eat and drink something to strengthen yourself. You will need it." He was about to walk out of the room, but I stopped him.

"Why did you do this? Why did you rape me?" My voice was trembling slightly and I hated it for that.

Madara turned around, with an eyebrow raised.

"Rape you? Is it rape if the victim clearly enjoys it?" he asked with a smug smirk that made my anger dwell up.

"It wasn't willingly! You gave me something! What kind of drug was it?"

He just shrugged. "It was something to increase your pleasure, that's all you have to know. Don't say you would have preferred it if we would have truly raped you?"

I bit my bottom lip as I had to give him right on that but still glared at him angrily. "You said you won't do it if I would heal Itachi. I have healed him!"

"No you haven't yet. He is still sick."

"In that case our deal is off! I won't heal him anymore!" I yelled, balling my fists.

Madara narrowed his cold dark eyes at me. "You are still alive because of two things: First, healing Itachi; second, to pleasure Akatsuki's members."

I blinked. "W-What?" I hoped I had heard incorrectly but his smirk told me otherwise.

"You are now our sex toy. Every member can use you as they please, as long as they don't leave any physical marks on you. We are an organization of mostly men after all."

All the anger was blast away like if you let the air out of a balloon. I stared at him, my wide eyes filled with fear and terror. His words were echoing through my head as the meaning of them slowly sunk into me.

Sex toy… They would continue to rape me, over and over and over again.

"You can't do that! I won't be your sex toy!" I yelled in sheer horror, desperately searched in his blank expression for a sign of joking. "I won't do it! You can just kill me then!" I didn't want to die but right now, after Pein and Madara made me to have willingly sex with them with this drug, I rather wanted to die than to having to repeat this.

Madara only chuckled. "Why should we waste you? And why do you think you have a choice? We sealed your chakra away, you're helpless. So you better accept your new job and please us the best you can or you will feel the consequences and be punished. Trust me, you don't want that."

"You're sick…" I whispered with tears stinging in my eyes. Madara though only shrugged and touched the handle of the door.

"If you want to shower, the bathroom is if you go out of the room and turn right it is the first door on the left side. I highly recommend you not roaming alone through the hideout. Now eat and drink. You will need the energy for the next one."

Numbly and like in trance I ate and drank what Madara had brought me, without really realizing what I was doing.

This couldn't be… I couldn't be the sex toy of the Akatsuki… I, Sakura Haruno, smart and strong kunoichi of the Leaf, apprentice of the fifth Hokage, couldn't spend the rest of my short life to be fucked by these perverts until Sasori would turn me into one of his human puppets. That wasn't right!

I was too shocked to even cry as I grabbed my clothes that lay in a corner with shaking hands, put only my top and pants on and made my way to the bathroom.

Even though it was the first door on the left, I still had to go almost to the end of the corridor as there was no door on the left except what I supposed was the bathroom.

I was almost there, when suddenly a hand gripped my shoulder, yanked me back and slammed me into the wall. I was too shocked to even scream and just stared at the young man with magenta eyes and silver slicked back hair that stood in front of me and had pressed me into the wall. Since my chakra was sealed I hadn't even sensed him.

Grinning widely he looked down at me, letting his eyes roam over my body. His intense stare made me feel naked and exposed and I wanted to cross my arms in front of my chest but I was too frozen to move. I felt small and weak and cowered into the wall, wishing it would suck me up.

"Who are you? What do you want?" I asked as soon as I was able to speak again. I tried to put as much fake courage behind my words as possible while Madara's words still echoed through my head like a broken recorder.

"The name's Hidan, you better remember it, bitch. And for what I want…" He licked his lips and suddenly grabbed under my top, gripping my right breast. I squealed and tried to step away but I was standing with the back to the wall and he stood directly in front of me, blocking my path.

"I think that's obvious. I want to fuck you, gorgeous." His eyes held a look of pure craziness, mixed with lust, desire and violence. Just looking at him made my remorse shatter into thousand pieces.

Before I could react he pulled my shirt over my head and then grabbed my pants, pulling down the zipper and sliding them down my legs.

"No!" I yelled and tried to kick and hit and bite him, but he only laughed, grabbed my hair and slammed my head against the wall, making me feel dizzy.

"Oh so we have caught ourselves a feisty one, huh? I have to congratulate that fucking puppet for catching you." He laughed and I gasped as his hand went between my legs, rubbing against my slit. "Let's see if you are as good to be fucked as you look, gorgeous." I was trembling and shaking in fear and watched in horror as he pulled down his own pants, revealing his already hard penis.

"Don't just freeze like that! Do something!" Inner's shouting brought me back and I started to resist again but he just grabbed my hips. Hidan was completely unfazed by my small fists hitting him or my teeth biting his shoulder. He just lifted me up – and then pulled me down on his dick.

I cried out in pain. I wasn't prepared, wasn't wet, wasn't ready for him, and still sour from the last time, but he just thrust violently into me. He didn't give me time to adjust either but started to pound into my hole right away, holding me up by my ass.

I cried and whimpered but Hidan didn't care at all and just continued his rough fucking while moaning and groaning.

"Oh fuck this is good! Damn you're tight, bitch. It's just so sad that I don't have any more time for you but this ass of a partner wants to go to the mission. I am lucky to be able to fuck you before he is going to bitch again. Shitty money asshat! Fuck you feel so good around my hard dick!"

I gave up my weak pathetic fighting and just accepted it, accepted that I was been fucked yet another time. Limply I let my head hung and rested it on Hidan's shoulder. My silent tears streamed down my cheeks and smeared on his naked flesh. I tried to block out the slapping of skin and his moaning, while I whimpered in pain. I didn't feel any pleasure. I only wanted him to finish already.

"Fuck I'm about to come! Take me deep!" Groaning he pushed deep into my tunnel before shooting his semen into me. He was shaking in pleasure for about a good minute before he pulled out of me and set me down on the floor. My legs though couldn't carry my weight and I slumped to the ground.

"Tch you're pathetic. Can't stand anymore just after one round? Thereby I am not ready yet." Whimpering I pulled my legs closer to my body as he stepped closer and hovered over my naked helpless form but then he froze when a loud angry voice yelled through the hideout.

"Hidan! I swear if you won't be at the entrance in one minute I will cut off your head and leave you in the freezer!"

Hidan started to curse repeatedly before he turned his attention back to me.

"It looks like we won't have any more time today. Fucking pain in the ass partner! I am going to sacrifice that motherfucker to Lord Jashin one day, I swear! But as soon as I return from that shitty mission we will have all time in the world." He grinned and winked at me before he quickly walked off.

I remained slumped on the floor in the middle of the corridor, naked and shaking like a leaf in a hurricane.

After I don't know how long I finally gathered so much energy to stand up. I picked up my clothes and limped to the bathroom.

Luckily there was a key. Locking the door for at least three times I stepped into the little cabin and turned on the water. Numbly I let the water pour down on me, blinking away a few droplets, or were those tears?

I stayed in there until the water turned cold, rubbing and rubbing the soap all over my body to get rid of the stink of sex. But what use did it have? Hidan won't be the last one to come …

I tossed the shampoo away, hastily turned off the water and stumbled out of the cabin.

Every cell in my body was hurting, especially in my lower regions. I just needed to shift my weight and my ass and vagina were stinging. If I would only have access to my chakra, then I could heal my inner wounds but like that I had to wait, deal with the pain and keep limping for now.

Running a shaking hand through my wet pink strands I grabbed a towel and dried myself before I put my clothes back on: My underwear, shorts, skirt, black boots, and red top. Taking the comb that was by the sink I tried to untangle my hair, taking my sweet time.

I didn't want to go back. I was afraid of what was awaiting me. I truly was Akatsuki's toy now and they could do with me as they pleased. I couldn't defy them. I couldn't fight them.

I halted in my movement as tears gathered in my eyes and rolled down my cheeks.

I didn't want to go through this again. I didn't want to be raped yet another time… And a third, and fourth, and fifth… Didn't want to feel their needy hands all over my body, touching me in ways I didn't want to, humiliating me, fucking me.

Letting out a scream I threw the comb into the mirror, making the glass shatter.

Shaking and trembling, with tears streaming down my face, hugging my body, I stared at the pieces that resembled my inner self. Shattered and broken…

Suddenly I bent down and picked up one of the broken pieces of glass. The sharp edge cut into my skin, blood ran down my fingers and hands. With my shaking hand I brought it up to my throat. If I'd end my life I would be able to escape this hell. Then they wouldn't be able to take me anymore.

I remained standing like this for a good minute; the sharp edge scratching at my throat, before I let the broken glass fall down.

I couldn't do it. I didn't want to die. I wanted to live.

Yes, I told Madara that I would rather die than being their sex toy and it was true, but by dying I meant being killed by them. I couldn't take my own life. I wasn't brave enough for that.

Naruto's grinning face appeared inside my mind. He looked at me, holding his thump up. "I won't give up. That's my ninja way!"

I cried even harder but in the same time smiled.

Naruto… He must be searching for me right now, as well as the rest of Konoha. They would come and find me. At least that's what I hoped for. Naruto wouldn't give up until he had found me, like he never gave up on finding Sasuke. He would come. And until then I just had to endure. But I wouldn't give them my body that easily. I would fight, scratch, bite, and make it damn difficult for them to get me.

I clenched my bleeding fist, determination in my teary eyes.

Quickly I picked up one of the broken glasses and placed it in the pocket of my pants. Taking a deep breath I slowly unlocked the door and opened it, glancing out and into the hallway. Luckily it was empty.

I knew that even if I'd stay in the locked bathroom forever it wouldn't stop them. A simple lock is no real obstacle for a ninja. They would just break down the door.

Hushing out of the room I quickly made my way back to my room. All the while my heartbeat thundered in my head and I constantly looked over my shoulder in paranoia. But I reached the room safely. Sighing in relief I opened the door and slipped in.

Letting out a yelp I stumbled back as I saw that someone was already waiting for me. He stood in the middle of the room, the Akatsuki cloak was open in the front and he just stared at me with emotionless black eyes.

Itachi Uchiha.

Short lemon I know, but in return the drama is about to begin.