Chapter 11: Desire

Luckily I was mostly saved from any sex for the next days since I had my week off. I stayed in Itachi's room the whole time when I wasn't with Sasori. He brought me food and water and gave me the birth control pill to take. According to his words they apparently had given me repeatedly the pill without me noticing it. I didn't complain about it. After all I didn't want to get pregnant from any of these bastards.

Every time Itachi left me alone, I tried to escape through the window or door, hoping he had messed up with the seals but unfortunately the Uchiha genius didn't. So I had no other choice than to stay in the base for now until I found another way out.

However, I used the time-off Itachi provided me for something else. Once each day I continued to heal Itachi. He was getting better and better. He wasn't blind anymore and could see well even without his Sharingan, his breathing had eased and I healed the greatest damage of his heart. However, I used these sessions, the only times I could freely use my chakra, to gather some of it in my forehead. It was the same technique that Lady Tsunade was using. I stored the chakra away, bit by bit, without Itachi noticing it. To them I appeared to be low on chakra reserves because of their seal, but once I'd use the chakra in my forehead I'd be back in my old state. But of course I knew that I had only one shot. If they'd find out about the seal in my forehead they'd never allow me to use my chakra freely again.

Sasori wanted to see me each day at the same time and then kept me in his work room for three hours. The procedure was always the same: I undressed, stood next to him without making a noise or moving while he was working on the puppet replica of me.

Most times I managed to stay still. But then there were these moments I couldn't control, like sneezing, itching, a sudden cramp in my leg, or a louder than normal breath.

Then Sasori stood up from his chair, I backed away, tried to reason with him without success, he infected me with the pleasure drug, got naked and took me: On the carpet, pressed against the wall, doggy style, in his lap; he didn't care as long as he was getting his release and I didn't. As long as he made me suffer.

And suffer I did. If I was very lucky the session ended without me getting infected with the drug. That happened only once. When I was lucky I got infected only once per session. That happened two more times, not counting the first meeting. When I wasn't lucky at all, the drug messed with me so bad that I couldn't manage to stay still and quiet after Sasori brought me to the point of release. So Sasori took me again and I felt even worse after that. That happened twice, including today. But then, after he had fucked me pressed against the wall, I was about to come, like REALLY about to come. The poisoned had lost its effect but Sasori like the cruel bastard he was, had pulled out of me just in time and instead had made me suck his dick. Damn him, right?

Today was the evening of the sixth day of the week. I had only one more day to go before these needy men would fall over me again. And the drug finally had worn out. I would pass the last day as well. Even though my pussy was twitching and wet and I couldn't think of anything than perverted things.

Right now I was sitting on the bed, stared out of the window and watched the sunset. Itachi had continued to offer me his bed to sleep in while he had set up an air mattress and sleeping bag on the floor.

Yes, I also had been surprised at his action because I had been one hundred percent sure he would insist on us sleeping in one bed together at one point. During the first two nights I always had waited for him to crawl into the bed and rip my night robe off. But nothing happened. Itachi never made a move toward me. He never touched me unless it was necessary but never in a sexual way. He never flirted with me. When I had to change my clothes, he kindly turned around at my request.

I averted my eyes from the window and looked at said Uchiha who was sitting in the chair in the corner, reading once again in a scroll.

He was an Akatsuki. He was a man. He killed his whole family. He made Sasuke suffer. He was a traitor of Konoha. He had sex with me so I doubted he'd be gay. Then why? Why was he acting like such a gentleman and left me alone?

"You sound like you are disappointed that he doesn't try anything" my Inner suddenly said.

No! I am happy about it. But it makes me uneasy. He always has this blank expression, I can't read him. I don't know what he really wants. And it worries me. What if he does suddenly try to jump me when I turn my back on him? What if he just waited the rest of the week for this?

"Maybe you're only overthinking things and he IS a gentleman. Who knows…?" I sighed. "Maybe you can ask him?"

Are you crazy?!

"Why not? You can ask him why he didn't try to use you yet…"

I groaned and Itachi's eyes flickered to me. "Is something the matter, Sakura?" I hesitated, not daring to look into his eyes. Should I really ask him?

Sighing I looked up at him. "Why didn't you try to do anything to me yet?"

Itachi stared back at me, slightly irritated. "What do you mean in specific?"

"Well, I've been here alone with you for a week and you never tried to take advantage of me. You could have made me to have sex with you every day but you didn't. Why not?"

Itachi was silent for a moment and only stared at me with his blank expression. "I think I already told you that. I don't like the fact that you are used as sex toy either." He looked back into the scroll.

Nibbling at my lower lip I looked down at my feet. "So you have no desire at all to… sleep with me?" I asked, glancing up. His eyes stopped reading and flickered over to me again.

"I never said that. I do have the desire. You are a pretty woman after all, Sakura. But I don't want to force you to something like that. You shouldn't be forced to be Akatsuki's sex toy."

I nodded in understanding and he went back to read the scroll. Leaning my head against the window I stared outside. It had started to rain and I traced some of the rain drops with my finger as they ran down the window, thinking about Itachi's words.

"I always have thought he'd be a monster. But… he's actually the kindest of them all" my Inner said and I agreed with her. Even though I've never met him before, I always hated him since the day I found out that he was responsible for Sasuke's misery. But now I felt like he was the only one around here I felt save with.

A wave of pleasure rushed through me and images of when he fucked me swarmed my head. He was really good looking as well… Hot… attractive… good in bed…

I shook my head to get these perverted thoughts out of my head. No, despite of how nice he was, Itachi was still the enemy. I was in love with Sasuke. Period.

"But… Sasuke never showed up to rescue us. How long are we here already? One, two months? Neither Kakashi-sensei, or Naruto, or Sasuke did show up."

This was true. Sudden sadness overwhelmed me and in the reflection of the mirror I saw a single tear roll down my cheek. I was alone in this hell hole. No-one would come to save me. And even if I'd ever get out of here, Sasuke wouldn't want me like this. I was a whore, nothing else. I'd never be together with him. This thought made my heart shatter.

My life was over. I was a disgrace. I was a slut.

"Sakura, you should go to bed. It's late" Itachi said. Quickly I wiped away my unshed tears and turned around.

"I take a shower before I go to bed" I told him but he only nodded. I felt his eyes on my back until I had closed the door.

Automatically, like a machine, I undressed and stepped into the shower, turned on the water and washed my hair and skin.

I had to ban these kinds of thoughts out of my head. I was barely holding it together anyway. I didn't want to give them the satisfaction to see me breaking down.

Washing the conditioner away, some of the water hit my womanhood. I moaned softly at the sensation and leaned against the cabin wall. Damn that Sasori and his drugs.

Quickly I turned off the water and got out of the shower.

Naked I stood in front of the mirror and looked myself up and down, looked at my dirty, used body. I always had been proud of my purity. This was over now. I was marked as a slut. There was nothing I could do to change it. What would the others say once they'd find out that I had been the sex toy of the Akatsuki? That I had enjoyed it? I could almost see their faces, could hear them whispering "slut" and "whore". Tears dwelled up in my eyes.

No! I couldn't break! I was already on my way out of here. I couldn't break… No matter what they'd think of me, I still had important Intel about Akatsuki that I had to tell Lady Tsunade. After that I'd leave Konoha for good and settle down in a quiet, unknown, small place where no-one would ever find me.

I nodded at my reflection in determination. I had to fully concentrate on my escape.

I had to concentrate… Suddenly the image of a naked Itachi appeared in my head again. I wonder if Sasuke looks similar to him when he is naked… Especially down there. Is he as good as his brother in bed?

Groaning I clutched my head in my hands. How should I concentrate when that damn drug and my blocked orgasms made my mind wide open for perverted pictures?!

I had to do something against it.

Biting my lower lip I looked up at my naked reflection. Hesitating I touched my skin that was slightly red because of the hot water, brushed over my breasts, travelled down, felt for my hot core…

Blushing madly I jerked my hand away. I looked at my shocked reflection, my cheeks were red and I nibbled on my lower lip. I didn't want that, I repeated in my mind, over and over again. I didn't want that, I didn't want that…

I slipped my hand back between my legs, touched the slit. I was wet, very wet. I pulled my hand back and curiously stared at the substance covering my fingers.

I didn't want that…

Closing my eyes I touched my womanhood, felt for the small thing that was my clit and when I found it I brushed over it, pressed harder on it, rubbed it…

It was embarrassing but it felt so good and so I didn't stop. I pleasured myself; bit my lips to prevent myself from moaning loudly. I didn't want Itachi to know what I was doing in his bathroom.

My pussy became wetter and wetter. I had to grip the edge of the sink because my legs turned to jelly.

Suddenly it knocked on the door.

"Sakura?"

I froze in shock and quickly removed my fingers. My heartbeat thundered in my ears, I panted heavily and my throat was dry.

Panicking I saw the knob being turned. Luckily I had locked the door but it wouldn't keep Itachi outside for long. Willing my panic down, I cleared my throat and croaked out: "Yes?" He stopped turning the knob.

"Come out, you've been in there long enough."

"Right away. Just a second!" I called out. My throbbing pussy was demanding for more. I ignored it and grabbed my clothes but stopped just as I was about to put my panties on. I couldn't deny it. I wanted to be pleased. I had to come in order to think clearly again.

I dropped the clothes back on the ground. Taking a deep breath I unlocked and opened the door. Itachi's reaction of me standing in front of him naked was simply a raised eyebrow. I nibbled on my bottom lip, gathered my courage and spluttered out: "Itachi I want to have sex with you."

He blinked and continued to stare at me. The silence was suffocating and I shifted my weight uncomfortably. Finally he opened his mouth to speak.

"Are you sure?" I nodded but apparently I didn't look that sure because I saw a trace of doubt in his black eyes. So I grabbed his hand and guided it down to my vagina and let him feel my wetness.

"Yes I am sure." He nodded and leaned closer to press his soft lips on mine. I melted at the passionate kiss and slung my arms around his neck to pull him closer. I gripped the fabric of his cloak and slipped it over his shoulders; he pulled his shirt over his head while I unbuttoned his pants and slipped them down. His penis wasn't fully erected yet, that's why I got on my knees. I took his member in my hands and stroke it a few times before I licked it and twirled my tongue around his tip. Itachi groaned and I felt him getting harder. I leaned closer and took him in my mouth as deep as I could and started to give him a blowjob by sucking him off. Itachi placed a hand on my head, guiding my head closer to make me take more of him in my hot mouth while he played with my pink strands. I moaned into him, making him shiver in pleasure though he tried his best not to show how much he liked getting a blowjob from me. Soon he was hard. With a plop sound I pulled away from him and stood up.

It wasn't necessary to speak a word. We walked to the bed. Itachi made me lay down before he crawled on top of me. His hard dick poked my thighs but he didn't enter me yet. Instead he leaned down and kissed me deeply. Some lose strands of his silky black hair touched my face, tickling me. Itachi shifted his weight so that he was now seated directly between my legs and that his penis touched my entrance. However, I grabbed his shoulders and changed our positions so that I was on top, straddling him. He looked at me with a slight smirk on his lips and raised his eyebrows at me. I just smirked back.

"This time I'll be in charge."

"Hn." He leaned back into the pillows, his hands placed behind his head and relaxed.

I leaned down and started to kiss him, beginning at his collarbone, down his neck to his chest, his stomach; I traced my lips along his muscles which rippled under my touches and licked his belly button. I placed kisses down his V-line and finally was at his erection. Smiling I kissed each of his balls gently, earning a soft moan from Itachi and his body shivered in pleasure as I trailed my hot kisses up and down his cock, licking off some pre-cum.

"Sakura, take me now or I'll make you" Itachi growled. Giggling I straightened up after giving his tip one last kiss. I straddled his waist and placed the tip of his twitching erection at my wet entrance. Moaning I lowered my body down on him, making him slip into my wet tight pussy. We both moaned at the feeling. I didn't need to get adjusted to him and so I moved my hips up and down on his erection as soon as he was completely inside of me.

Groaning, Itachi gripped my hips and thrust up into me while I slammed my body down on him. My boobs bounced with each thrust and the Uchiha leaned up to take my right nipple into his mouth, sucking at it. Moaning loudly I gripped his hair and tangled my fingers into his black strands.

This was how I always imagined sex to be like. This was what Ino-pig always told me about.

Far too soon I felt my release coming closer. So did Itachi as he was picking up the pace.

"I-I'm coming" I moaned. Itachi pulled me down on him so that I was lying on top of him while he continued to fuck me.

"Come for me, Sakura" he muttered against my lips and then kissed me deeply, slipping his tongue into my mouth. I moaned even more.

Then I finally fell over the edge. I came hard over him, screaming his name. My body arched into him and I gripped his shoulders tightly. I didn't even notice that he came at the same time; I just felt that sweet saving release.

Panting heavily and covered in sweat I slumped down on Itachi and placed my head on his shoulder. "That was good" I muttered.

Chuckling, Itachi stroke my hair. He then pulled out of me and I laid next to him, snuggling into his arms, closing my eyes in exhaustion. "Thank you."

"Hn." I placed my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat that slowly calmed down. "Itachi, that girl before me… What happened to her?" I wanted to know how she managed to escape Akatsuki.

Itachi hesitated with the answer for a moment but then said: "She is dead. I killed her."

Surprised I looked up at him. "Why?"

Again he hesitated and just looked deeply into my eyes. "Officially she attacked me; I defended myself and killed her."

"And unofficially?"

"Unofficially she begged me to kill her, and I did."

I didn't say anything after this confession and just stared at the ceiling thoughtfully. "If I'd beg you to kill me, would you do it as well?"

Itachi sighed. "I would want to though it would raise suspicion among the others because you'd be the second girl who died under my care. But I would find a way. Why? Do you want me to do it?"

Did I want to?

"No" I said, shaking my head. A few weeks ago I would have wanted him to kill me. I was too much of a coward to commit suicide but to have Itachi kill me would solve that. But now I had a plan to get out. For a moment I thought about telling him...

"No! Are you nuts?! He is still Akatsuki! He is still your enemy! What if he goes straight to his bosses and tells them everything about our plan? Then we'll never get out of here!"

Inner was right. I still couldn't trust Itachi.

The Uchiha kissed the top of my head softly. "Rest now, Sakura."

Nodding sleepily I closed my eyes and drifted off into sleep.

Next chapter is Kakuzu and then Madara will make an appearance.

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