Chapter 20: Please me

I fell.

But then my fall was interrupted, and it wasn't because I crashed onto the ground in a bloody pulp. Something gripped my wrist and pulled me swiftly back on the tongue.

Wide-eyed and shaking like a leaf, I stared at Pain who was still holding my wrist in a tight grip. His eyes were narrowed.

"Why did you just try to kill yourself?" I winced at his cold, harsh tone. He glared at me with is ringed eyes and I had to look away. Tears had gathered in my eyes and rolled down my cheeks. My body was trembling in shock.

Why? I had been ready to die… I WANTED to die! Why did everything go wrong ever since my fight with Sasori? First I had failed to escape and now I haven't even managed to kill myself. More tears dwelled up in my eyes; tears of frustration, hopelessness, and anger.

"Answer me, Sakura!" Pain grabbed my chin and made me look back at him. "Why did you try to kill yourself?" Was he seriously asking me this? Was he seriously asking me why I had tried to end my life? I felt like laughing out loud.

Instead, I ripped my chin away from his cold fingers. "Are you seriously asking me why I tried to jump into my death?! You kidnapped me, forced me to heal Itachi, raped me, and used my inexperience to make me like it!" In the end I was nearly screaming at him, with fury in my jade eyes. "You are my enemies! You took me away from my home, my friends, my family! You play with me and there is nothing for me to look forward to than death!" In my anger I gathered some of my chakra into my fist and punched his chest. Due to lack of chakra it wasn't that strong, but strong enough to make him skid back. His face remained expressionless while I was breathing hard with tears rolling down my cheeks.

"I'm done with being your play doll" I whispered and turned around to jump off the tongue. Just when my right foot was about to jump off, strong arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me back.

"Let go of me!" I yelled, hitting the arm that kept me from falling and kicking at Pain. I hit his legs but he didn't even flinch, which only increased my fury.

"You won't kill yourself" he told me coldly.

"Shut up! I'm done with this! I'm done you using my body! I won't let you do this to me any longer! I'm sick of feeling like I want you to rape me! I'm sick of feeling like this for my enemies! I won't let you win! I won't let Sasori change me into a puppet! You hear me?!" By now I was yelling so loudly that the whole town must hear me but Pain only tightened his hold around my waist. I struggled, kicked and punched him, tried to break free, tried to reach the salvaging edge while screaming profanities and curses at him. Summoning my last bit of chakra I tried to kick him in the balls but ended up kicking his thigh instead. Like before, he didn't even flinch.

Through the veil of tears I barely noticed Pain dragging me back inside and through the door, away from my chance to end all this.

"NO! Let me go! Let me kill myself! I don't want this anymore! I can't take it anymore!" Unfazed, Pain pushed me into a room and locked the door after releasing me. I stumbled away, looked around frantically. There were no windows, no exit except for the door which was locked.

"Dammit! Let me out of here! Pain!" I yelled and banged my fists against the door. I scratched it, slammed my head against it, kicked it, but it wouldn't even budge which only frustrated me more. Tears fell freely from my eyes by now, and my punches became weaker and weaker until I only scratched the material of the door lightly. Sobbing and crying, I slid down onto the ground and curled up into a ball, crying my heart out.

Madara looked up as Pain entered his room. Even though the Rinnegan wielder did his best to put up a blank face, the Uchiha knew that something was wrong.

"What happened?"

"Sakura" Pain just said and halted in front of Madara's desk, leaning against its corner. "She just tried to kill herself."

The Uchiha's black eyes widened but before he could ask, Pain continued: "I had sex with her and she clearly enjoyed it. Afterwards I left her on the tower's tongue so that she could breathe some fresh air. When I returned, she was about to step over the edge. Luckily I have arrived just in time to pull her back."

"Hn. Did she say anything?"

"Yes, she freaked out, hit my chest and struggled to jump off the tongue, screaming that she doesn't want this anymore, that she doesn't want to be our sex toy any longer and that we should stop playing with her body." Pain sighed. "It was clear that sooner or later this would happen and that she wouldn't take it anymore at some point. Honestly I am surprised that she lasted this long."

Madara nodded and looked at the other leader. "You know what this means, don't you? What we discussed?" They had to kill her because she became too much of a risk for them. Her first attempt of trying to run should actually have been the line, they should have killed her back then but nobody was fond of losing her just yet. And to be honest Pain didn't want to kill her yet either.

"Ever since we gave the organization a sex toy they can use freely, everything runs more smoothly. The members have started to complete their missions faster, better, and they don't try to kill each other that often anymore." Madara couldn't deny this as he himself felt the benefits of having a personal plaything. Fucking her removed the stress and tension he was under.

"So what? When she doesn't take the fucking anymore and we can't pleasure her enough to make her stay willingly, she becomes a risk for the organization. She is smart and apparently willing to end her life. But her smashed corpse will only bring us problems with Sasori and to be honest I don't have the time to deal with the puppeteer right now. We can get another girl for the men, just like we replaced Sayo with Sakura."

Pein went quiet but gazed at Madara from the corners of his ringed eyes. "There might be another way… if you are willing to do it."

I didn't know how much time had passed when the door opened again. Surprisingly, when I looked up it was once again the Rain shinobi who stood there.

"Madara-sama wishes to see you." Madara? Why not Pain? I had a bad feeling about this, I didn't want to face the powerful Uchiha, but what could I do against it? The rain shinobi could simply just drag me to Madara because of my weak state.

Deciding that I at least wanted to have a little bit of my dignity left, I stood up on shaking legs and wiped the tears from my eyes and cheeks. The ninja didn't say a further word, didn't even look down at my naked body, and just turned around. I followed him silently until he stopped in front of a door, knocked, and opened to wave me in. I took a deep, shaky breath, and entered.

Madara was sitting on his bed, holding a glass filled with wine in his hand. He was only dressed in a dark red robe, a candle was lit on the desk and when he looked up his deep black eyes met mine and bore into my soul.

Gulping down my nervousness I crossed my hands in front of my body.

"The girl, as you requested, Lord Madara." The Uchiha nodded without leaving me out of his deadly but yet so beautiful eyes.

"You are dismissed." The door closed behind me. I was trapped.

"Sakura, come here and sit down next to me." His voice was like a command and I obliged without a second thought. My eyes still stared into his as my feet moved on their own. They walked me to the bed and before I knew it I was sitting next to him.

"I heard from Pain what you tried to do" Madara said and finally his eyes left mine to stare at the glass in his hands before he took a sip. "Will you try to do it again?" He looked at me again.

I thought about lying into his face, about telling him that I wouldn't do it again so that he would lower his guard. But I couldn't. Something in his eyes made me tell the truth.

"Yes, I would." Madara sighed and placed the empty glass away.

"I see… I guess there is no other choice then." I winced when he looked at me again. His eyes were no longer black but blood red with his black Sharingan. But it wasn't the usual tomoe pattern, this one was different. It was his Mangekyou Sharingan.

"You will learn your place, girl. Now, please me."

Without breaking eye contact I moved to straddle his waist and pushed his robe off his shoulders, thus freeing his naked upper body. I moved my fingers up and down his torso, traced his muscles, traced his abs…

Why was I doing this? I didn't want this. I didn't want to please him. I wanted to kill myself. I wanted to end my life. I wanted to laugh in their faces. But that voice which was telling me all this turned lower and lower.

Madara had such a gorgeous body. His steel hard muscles rippling under my touch, his flat stomach, his perfect six-pack, his long black hair reaching to his waist, and his beautiful magnificent eyes I stared into. I got lost in them. They were so perfect. HE was perfect.

"Sakura, please me" he repeated with his dark, sexy, husky voice. Damn, he was attractive. I never wanted to be away from him. If I fulfilled his wish and pleased him, would he allow me to stay by his side forever?

No! What was I thinking?! Confused, I stopped in slipping my hands down his hips. I didn't want this. I was here because Pain had stopped me in trying to kill myself. I had to get away from Madara. I managed to break the eye contact and looked around the room frantically. He must keep a sharp object around; a kunai, a scissor, a knife… My eyes fell on the wine glass. That would do.

"Sakura." My head snapped back, and his red eyes bore into my soul. "Please me." His voice thundered inside my head. Please him… Yes, I wanted to please him. I wanted to please my master.

Moving back, I fully freed him from the robe and wrapped my fingers around his length, slowly starting to stroke it.

I should break it, bite down on it, and crush his balls…

Why was I thinking this? Madara-sama was my master; I had to do what he wanted me to do. No, I WANTED to do what he wanted me to do. I wanted to please him. I wanted to satisfy him. I wanted HIM.

Leaning down, I started licking along his length. Madara-sama tangled his fingers in my hair and massaged my scalp as he became hard.

I loved him. I loved it when he was making love to me. I never wanted to be away from him.

"Sakura, please me." I smiled as I looked up at him with adoration in my eyes.

"Yes, master Madara."

This chapter was quite short, I know, but I wanted to end it here. In case it was unclear: Madara is now controlling her mind with his Sharingan and makes her please him. She is about to become truly their doll.

Next chapter will include MadaraXSakura and maybe PainXSakura