SPENCER'S P.O.V
"Morning"
"Morning"
"Someone's hungover"
"Zara I'm not hungover"
I shouldn't have snapped.
"Sorry Zara I didn't mean to snap"
"Do you want to talk about it Spence?"
"Not really"
I want to hide in my room and never come back out.
"Is this about Ashley?"
"She hates me"
"I'm sure that's not true"
"She told me she could get over me just as quickly as she got into me"
"That's kind of harsh... wait why's she getting over you?"
"Last night she told me she liked me"
Zara doesn't seem very surprised.
"And let me guess you told her you don't do relationships?"
"Yer"
"Spencer?"
"Zara don't"
I know what she's going to say.
"You're allowed to like her Spencer and it's pretty obvious that you do"
"I don't want a relationship"
"So you keep saying"
What's that meant to mean.
"It can't have been easy for her to tell you how she feels"
"That's exactly what she said"
"Did she tear you a new asshole?"
That's not funny.
"Pretty much"
"Look Spencer I know how you feel about relationships and I know why you feel that way but maybe it's time you take a risk"
I don't think I can.
"You never know Spence she might be the one for you"
"Zara there's no such thing as the one"
"Owww Spencer you're such a hopeless romantic"
She's such a smart ass.
"Relationships just complicate everything"
"Spencer everything's complicated now because you don't want a relationship"
That's true.
"Just forget your hatred for relationships for a second"
I can do that.
"You like Ashley right?"
"Yer"
"And you obviously care what she thinks?"
"Yer"
"So when she hooked up with that other chick the other night were you jealous?"
"I wasn't jealous I was... jealous"
"Do I need to say anything else?"
She's good.
"No"
"Spencer you've come along way since everything that happened back in LA and I know you're scared but if you don't let Ashley in you're going to regret it"
I know she's right.
"Zara it's too late she hates me"
"I'm not an expert on relationships Spencer but i'm pretty sure she's just upset"
No she hates me.
"I kissed her"
"So?"
"I'd just told her that I didn't want a relationship and then I kissed her so she wouldn't walk away"
"Spencer you're an idiot"
"I know"
"Look Spencer just go talk to her"
"What happens if she turns me down?"
"You keep talking until she changes her mind"
I can do that.
"Zara am I really going to do this?"
I hop up out of my chair?
"I think you are"
She's laughing.
"Spencer i've been waiting years for a girl to come and sweep you off your feet"
"She didn't sweep me off my feet"
I start laughing when she raises her eyebrows.
"Okay maybe she did"
"Go get her tiger"
I start walking to the door.
"SPENCER DON'T WEAR THAT"
ASHLEY'S P.O.V
"Ashley this sucks"
"Ky I was always going to leave eventually"
"I know but I've kind of liked having you around"
"Well i've liked being around"
She's smiling.
"Ash i'm sorry things didn't work out with Spencer"
"Ky it's fine"
I have to board in a couple of minutes.
"I'm sorry if i've made things weird for you guys"
"Ashley don't worry Spencer and I will be fine"
I'm going to miss having her around.
"I promise I'll visit more and if your mum hasn't got sick of inviting me over for the holidays i'll accept this year"
She's smiling.
"That would be nice"
"Take care Ky"
I reach out pulling her in for a hug.
"Good luck with everything Ashley"
"Thanks"
When I pull back she's crying.
"Ky?"
"Sorry I know"
I start laughing as she wipes away her tears.
"You should probably board"
"Yer"
I quickly pull her in for another hug.
"Bye"
SPENCER'S P.O.V
"Why are you back here?"
I went to her hotel and she wasn't there.
"Spencer please don't tell me you chickened out?"
"She wasn't there"
The hotel said she checked out a couple of hours ago.
"She checked out"
"What where would she go?"
"I don't know"
"Spencer I'm sorry"
"It's fine it probably wouldn't of worked out anyway"
"Okay no way"
She quickly jumps up and walks over to where i'm standing.
"Spencer you're not fucking giving up"
"Zara I really don't have much of a choice she's gone and I have no idea where she's gone"
"Kyla will know"
"I'm pretty sure Kyla probably hates me as well"
"I don't think Ky hates anyone"
"Well if she decided to start hating people I'm sure she'd start..."
I stop talking when I hear the downstairs door shut.
"That might be them now"
There's no way Ashley would come here.
I'm the last person she wants to see.
"Hey"
She looks upset.
"Hey Ky"
When she starts walking to her room Zara nudges me.
"Ky?"
She stops walking and turns so she's facing me.
"Yer?"
"Do you know where Ashley is?"
I look over at Zara as Kyla ignores me and walks into her room.
"See she hates me"