SPENCER'S P.O.V
"Ashley I'm so sorry... The last thing I wanted to do was hurt you"
We're in her room and she's really not saying much but she's listening so that's a start.
"I actually went to your hotel room the next morning but you'd already gone"
"Why?"
"I wanted to explain"
"Explain what?"
I hate that I've made her this angry.
"Ashley I wanted to tell you that I want there to be an us"
"An us?"
She looks up so her eyes are locked on mine.
"Ash I'm crazy about you and I've never felt this way about anyone else before and that scares me"
The more I talk the less angry she looks.
"I've never had a girlfriend and up until a couple of weeks ago I never thought I'd ever want one"
I force a smile.
"But then you walked into my bar and everything I thought I wanted changed"
I want to be with her and only her.
"Ash you make me feel things I've never felt before and you make me want things I've never wanted before"
I have the biggest grin on my face when she starts smiling.
"Ash the other night when you told me how you felt I was surprised but there was also this part of that wasn't"
I knew what we had wasn't your typical friends with benifits relationship.
"I knew what we had was more than friends with benifits but I was too scared to admit it"
I really hope she hasn't changed her mind about me.
"So I acted the only way I know how and I said what I thought would make everything easier"
I need to stop taking the easy way out.
"But then you walked out Ash and I realised I don't want easy anymore"
"Spencer I..."
"Can I please just finish before I chicken out?"
She nods.
"Ash I've been avoiding LA for years and being here now is terrifying"
Being here in LA will be alot easier if Ash and I sort out our problems.
"But I'm here in the one city that I thought I'd never come back to, because I want to be with you Ashley and I really want to break that stupid no relationship rule of mine"
She's so sexy when she grins.
"If you'll have me of course?"
"Spencer I'm going to need some time to process this"
I can give her time if that's what she needs.
"Okay well I'll leave you alone then so you can start processing"
When I go to leave she grabs my arm and moves me so her bodies pressed up against mine.
"I've processed it"
"That was quick"
"Spencer I've decided I'll agree to this whole us being in a relationship thing if you break one more rule"
"Okay"
This should be interesting.
"The whole no sleepover thing needs to go"
When she says that I start laughing.
"Ashley consider it gone"
I've never felt more alive than I do when her lips press against mine.
Her lips are amazing and I've really, really missed being with her.
"Wait, wait, wait..."
She moves her forehead so it's resting against mine.
"So Spencer we're really going to do this?"
"Yer I kind of want to figure out what the big deal is"
I have the biggest smile on my face when she leans forward gently pressing her lips against mine.
"Spencer I just need to know one more thing before we get back to that?"
"Okay"
She's making me nervous.
"Spencer if you felt the same way I did why did you hook up with that ugly chick?"
I really wasn't expecting that.
"Ash I didn't want that to happen"
She's not buying it.
"She kissed me and I really wasn't into it all"
"Okay"
I have a question of my own.
"Ash if you liked me why did you take that girl back to your hotel?"
"She wanted to sleep with me but I really couldn't get into it"
"You turned her down?"
"Yer I'd got used to having your lips all over my clit and I couldn't..."
"Don't dodge the question"
She's so fucking sexy when she smirks.
"Ashley when you stopped by the bar that night you were trying to get a reaction out of me weren't you?"
"No"
"You wanted me to think you two had fucked?"
"Maybe a little bit..."
"Ash that's kind of mean"
I force a smile so she knows I'm joking.
"Spencer how about we start fresh and we forget all the bad stuff?"
"Would you like me to forget how you told me you could get over me as quickly as you got into me?"
When I say that we both start laughing.
"Yer I vote you forget that"
I thought she might say that.
"Well I vote we get back to this"
I quickly lean forward moving my lips against hers.
Tonight's going to be so much fun.