-Nahannah

(insert copious heart emojis here) I ship Amanda and Eddie! Here's to hoping her date with mike goes terribly and Eddie saves the day! Or that it goes great and Eddie gets jelly!
And yeah! Though I suppose plotting the murder of your not-yet-boyfriend's attackers isn't much more reasonable than jumping off a cliff after your boyfriend breaks up with you... \_(ツ)_/ Lemme know what you think of the ending when you finish plz! :*

-I wasn't going to update today, but I just finished "Life and Death"...OMG! What the hell?! He turns into a vampire That was crazy, like I saw it coming, but still. I knew she would change him that way she wouldn't have to write more, but I mean...WOW. I liked the ending I did, but at the same time I didn't. I mean I know in the en d she said she did it that way not because he was a boy but because it was interesting, but...I don't know. I think she sis that because I mean...a guy being all depressed like Bella did in New Moon wouldn't of been as realistic to her? I don't know, but I thought it was an interesting ending. I felt bad for Charlie and Renee though. I mean, he can't even tell them the way Bella told Charlie...It...wasn't how I pictured he'd be changed, especially by an itty bitty bite to the tip of his finger. Shouldn't they have had time to suck it out seeing as it was a small amount of venom in his system where as Bella had a lot more, and in her vein on her wrist...What did you think Nahannah? What did you all think?

Here's a new chapter! Hope y'all enjoy! :D

I laughed as Mike handed me my heels on the porch. "Don't tell Alice I didn't wear them. She'll kill me," I whispered to him knowing that Alice could hear but trying to keep up the pretense. He smiled sweetly, "Of course. I would hate if she killed you. Then I wouldn't be able to ask for a second date." I blushed, second? I had been comparing him to Edward all night and yet he still wanted to go out again? Did he like me that much that he was blind in seeing that my heart he could never win because it was never mine to give, would never be his? I closed my eyes, I had had the best night of my life aside from staying up late at night reading twilight or fanfictions of Edward.

"Look Mike I thin-" Before I could finish he placed his index finger on my lips. My eyes widened in shock. What was he doing?! "Amanda I...Can I kiss you?" His face was bright red from his blushing. The porch light was shining on his face and I smiled shyly. My first kiss? Could I? Could I give it to Mike? To sweet Mike who never gets anyone in the Twilight books? Could I find a way to make myself love him? The date had went great, but...could a kiss make it better?

Make me better? Will it make thoughts of Edward stop forming in my mind every night? Was Mike capable of making me stop dreaming of Edward every night? I nodded my head hesitantly and his face lit up like a Christmas tree. I blushed as he took a step closer to me. He reached out his hand and placed it softly on my cheek. There was no spark by his touch like Edward's. Stop thinking about Edward, my conscious said with a glare. I could smell the mint ice cream he had eatin with me twenty minutes ago. I closed my eyes as I waited for my first kiss to be taken. His breathing was uneven as I felt just the slightest brush of his lips on mine before the door opened and I fell into the person invading my privacy.

I looked up glaring and then gasped as my eyes fell on none other than Edward Cullen. He was shirtless and livid. Shirtless Edward? Why are punishing me God? After a moment I tore my eyes from his chest and looked back at his handsome face. He was glaring at Mike with a look so venomous I was almost sure if I looked Mike would be dead on the floor. I took a peak and sighed in relief. Thank goodness Edward's power isn't for people to drop dead. Edward turned to me and his black eyes softened a little. Black? They were hazel before I left...Odd. "How was your date Amanda?"

I blushed as my heart pounded in my chest excitedly at the sound of my name from his lips. 'I'm not done with it yet Edward. I'll tell you tomorrow." His soft eyes hardened, "Amanda I really don't thin-" I closed the door in his face and sighed in relief. I could think rationally again. I looked up at Mike and gave a shrug. "Sorry about him. He thinks i'm a little girl who needs watching over." Mike looked unconvinced, "I don't think that's it." I frowned, "Then what do you think it is?" He shook his head, "Nothing. Nevermind. Ummm...I'll see you tomorrow?"

I smiled sadly, "Oh, okay. And of course you will. We have school tomorrow." He nodded, "Right...Bye." And with that he was gone and I watched as his car drove away. "Ugh! Edward!" I'd never been so angry in my life. Who the hell did he think he was messing up my would of been first kiss. Throwing the door open I passed all the Cullen's sitting on the couch in the living room highly amused and headed to the stairs. I threw open his door and chunked my heels at his head. Thanks to his freaking vampire speed he caught them with ease at the last second. "How could you?!" Edward smiled crookedly, his black eyes studying me, "How could I what Amanda?"

A shudder coursed through my body at the husky sound of his voice. It sounded...seductive. "How could you mess up my first kiss?!" He smirked, "I saved it. You're welcome by the way." I rolled my eyes, "Forget it Edward. Why am I even bothering. You won't listen anyways." I turned to leave, but I felt his hand wrap around my wrist sending an electric shock through me. "I'm listening," his breath tickled my ear. "What do you want me to hear?" I shuddered as with his free hand he closed the door and then turned me around to face him. He placed his finger beneath my chin forcing me to meet his smoldering eyes.

"Tel me Amanda. What is it?" I opened my mouth, then closed it. Was I Amanda? Was this handsome creature speaking to me? "Can I kiss you Amanda?" I shuddered as my eyes closed on their own accord, "Edward?" He groaned then I felt something I had only ever dreamed of. Edward's lips were massaging mine. I gasped as my eyes flew open in shock. Edward's tongue slipped into my mouth and I moaned. This felt right. This felt like home. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer. "Oh Amanda." Lifting me easily he carried me to the bed without breaking our kiss. Oh, Edward. I loved this man. He owned heart, soul, and now body.

A ringing sounded and I stilled. "Ignore it," Edward murmured as his lips planted a fire of kisses down my neck. "But-" "No." "It's your phone," I said one more time as I let out a moan right after. He chuckled as his lips hovered over mine, "Still want me to answer it?" I rolled my eyes, "Oh, shut up." I pulled him back down and sighed as his lips touched mine once more.

This isn't the end everyone. No one gets their happy ending that easily. There must be drama first. Next chapter you will be faced with suprises...I think. Don't remember, I wrote it a while back, lol.