SPENCER'S P.O.V
"Hey"
I'm not surprised she's here.
"Let me guess Zara told you I was here?"
"Yer"
I take another sip of my drink.
"It's not worth it Spence..."
"Are you worth it Ash?"
I turn so I'm facing her.
"I came to LA for you..."
I quickly finish my drink and place the empty glass on the bar.
"I trusted you"
"Spence..."
"I opened up and told you things I never tell anyone"
"I know"
"We've been together three days and I ask you to be honest about one thing and you lie"
"I paniced"
"That's pathetic Ashley"
I hop up out of my stool and place a fifty on the bar.
"Spence..."
When I try to walk away she grabs hold of my arm.
"So this is how it's going to be huh?"
She's so frustrating.
"Something happens that you can't handle and you push me away?"
I shrug her arm away.
"Ash I really don't like being lied to"
I start walking towards the door.
"Spencer I lied because I didn't want to hurt you"
When she says that I stop walking and turn so I'm facing her.
"So everytime you think I can't handle something you're just going to tell me what you think I want to hear?"
"No"
She's shaking her head.
"Spencer you lied as well, you lied when I told you how I felt about you and you lied when you told me you didn't care if I'd been with someone else"
That's different.
"So don't fucking sit here on your high horse and act like you've never fucked up"
"That's ridiculous Ashley me not telling you how I feel's completely different"
"No it's not"
She's so irritating.
"You tried to tell me that you didn't care if I hooked up with..."
"I don't"
"Spencer if you don't care about me hooking up with someone else then you don't care about me"
I care about her so much.
"Because if you told me you fucked another chick while I was in LA, I'd be devastated"
"Okay fine Ashley it bothers me"
I hate knowing that she was with someone else.
"I fucking hate knowing that you were with someone else but we weren't together Ash so I don't get to be mad"
She didn't do anything wrong.
"But I get to be mad that you lied, so from now on if you're not going to tell me the fucking truth, don't tell me anything at all"
"Okay fine Spencer if you want the truth I'll give you the truth"
I hate this.
"I was devastated when you told me you didn't feel the same way"
If I could go back in time and change the way I handled everything I would.
"Spencer I wanted to be with you and only you"
Why did I have to be such an ass?
"But you turned me down"
I'm an idiot.
"So when I got back to LA I went out with Maddy and hooked up with the first chick I saw"
I probably would have done the same thing.
"It meant nothing Spence and I know this doesn't mean much, but she never touched me"
That's something I guess.
"I'm so sorry Spence but you need to believe me when I tell you I only lied because I was scared of losing you"
She's not going to lose me.
"So you can hate me Spencer and you can tell me that you don't want anything to do with me"
She can't honestly think that I'd tell her that?
"But I only lied because I care"
She's so sweet.
"Ashley you're the most annoying person I've ever met"
I reach out brushing my fingers through her hair.
"Do you really think after everything that's happened that I'm just going to turn around and tell you that I don't want to be with you?
"Spencer you can be a little unpredictable at times"
I lean forward brushing my lips over hers.
"See what I mean?"
She tilts her head to the side.
"Unpredictable"
She thinks she's so clever.
"No more lying Ashley"
"No more lying"
I force a smile.
"Zara's so dead for telling you where I was"
When I say that she starts laughing.
"I was pretty persistant Spence'
"So she's meant to be my best friend"
"Yer but she wants to fuck my best friend so she's probably trying to win some brownie points"
That's true.
"Spencer did you just give the bartender fifty dollars for one drink?"
Where did that come from?
"No I had four doubles"
"You're definately not a cheap drunk are you?"
"Ashley I own a bar"
"I know I've had sex in it"
She just winked at me.
"Spence are we all good now?"
"Yer"
"Good let's go I want ice cream?"
She nudges me towards the door.
"You're so strange"
"And you're really sweet"
She's so sarcastic.
"Ash where do we have to go for ice cream?"
"There's this awesome place just down the street"
FIFTEEN MINUTES LATER
"You've got a little..."
I smile when she wipes ice cream off my cheek.
"Spencer how good's this stuff?"
"It's not bad"
We're on our way back to her loft.
"Spence when you say not bad do you mean fucking amazing?"
"Yer but when I say you're not bad in bed I mean average"
I start laughing when she throws the rest of her cone into the bin.
"That's not funny"
I quickly lose interest in my ice cream when her lips start moving against mine.
"Spence you taste like bubble gum ice cream and bourbon"
I playfully shove her backwards.
"You're such a smart ass"
I toss the rest of my ice cream into the bin next to where we're standing.
"Come on Spencer there's no time for stopping I want to have sexy time"
She just pinched my ass.
"You're like a fifteen year old boy"
"I know and my girlfriends fucking hot so I just want to stick it in her all the time"
That's hilarious.
"Ash is it wrong that, that just turned me on?"
She's laughing.
"Come here"
She leans forward gently brushing her lips over mine.
"Spencer?"
Fuck this can't be happening.