She was sitting next to her brother at the grave service, she slipped her arm through his taken his hand and giving it a squeeze. She was trying to give him comfort, as best she could. The service was over, they started to head towards the cars, and motorcycles. Tig had taken her arm when she started to stumble, steadying her.
"You okay doll?"
"I'm fine." She climbed into Gemma's car, to ride back to Opie's house so she could help with the meal. She was feeling drained, Gemma climbed into the car with her.
"I think you need to tell me how bad it got for you."
"Gemma, I just want to forget it. I'm embarrassed at how much he controlled me, how much I let him in my head.'
"Baby, why did you let it get that bad?"
"I don't know...I wanted to be loved. He made me believe.."
"What?"
"Today isn't the day." She looked out the window, she refused to let anyone know how far inside her head he had gotten. They pulled up in front of, Opie's house, several of the club members were pulling up. Madison got out of the car, walking towards the front, she was hit by a wave of dizziness and started to fall. She felt a pair of arms, wrap around her waist, scooping her up and carrying her inside the house.
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She opened her eyes, finding dark ones staring back at her. "Maddie, you okay?" His raspy voice asked. She started to sit up, he pushed her back down on the bed.
"I'm fine, I didn't eat much this morning."
"That was stupid." He walked out of the room. What an asshole! She thought, sitting up scooting to the edge of the bed she put on her shoes. She started to walk out of the room, when Happy walked back in with a plate of food. "Sit!"
"Excuse me?" She was starting to get pissed off. "I need to help in the kitchen!"
"Gemma wants you to eat!" He sat the plate of food down on the dresser picked her up, plopping her on the bed. She couldn't believe the audacity he had to treat her this way.
"I'd appreciate it, if you kept your hands to yourself." She started to get up again, he pushed her back on the bed penning her shoulders to the bed, staring into her eyes.
"Stay put, and eat!" He growled at her, he leaned down kissing her. His tongue slipping inside her mouth, she was surprised by the kiss. She didn't fight it or push him away. He released her, handing her the plate, walking out of the room. She touched her lips, she could taste the cigarettes and whiskey on them.
She slowly started to eat the food on her plate, trying to push the kiss from her memory, she didn't need this shit in her life right now. She was way to fucked up in the head, and besides no one would want her anyway.
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Happy leaned against the wall, her lips were as soft as they looked. He'd wanted to kiss her since he first saw her in the club the day before. He'd had his hands on her body twice now, he wanted to touch her again. Peel her clothes off of her, watch her body react to his touch, he knew he was heading to dangerous waters. He didn't do relationships, yet he couldn't see just getting away with sleeping with her once or twice and not getting killed.
He continued to think about running his hands through her long dark hair, pulling it. Thinking about her pouty lips wrapping around his cock, and sucking it. Damn it, if his thoughts kept going this way, Opie would kick his ass, and Piney would shoot his cock off.
Better to find a croeater that looked similar and just do all the things he'd been thinking to them, it was a lot safer then being with Maddie.
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She finished eating, carrying her plate to the kitchen she apologized for not helping. Gemma put her arm around her shoulder, telling her it was okay, considering the hell she'd been through the last two days. Chibs heard the tale end of the conversation, he pulled her out into the backyard, crossing his arms over his chest, he stared at her.
"Tell me the whole of it lass?"
"Chibs...today is not the day."
"Tell me or I'm telling Opie!"
"You don't play nice!"
"If he's hurt you, then.."
She closed her eyes. "It was just this one time, when I was trying to leave."
"What happened?"
"He's always been controlling. Telling me what to wear, who I could hang out with, what and how much I could eat...Telling me I was never good enough. somewhere along the way I started to believe him."
"Lass? Why didn't you leave him?"
"Because I believed him, when he said I was lucky to have him. After I brought him home to meet Opie and dad, he cut me off from them. When Tara called me and told me about Donna, I started packing to come home for the funeral. He told me it was him or my family. I handed him his ring, packed all my clothes to leave. Something finally woke up, he slammed me against the wall to stop me from leaving. He tried to hold me there,..."
He turned her around, lifting her chin up. "Love, you know you're family is here for you."
"Will you please keep this between us, Gemma knows. There's no need for pop or Opie to know."
He pulled her into a hug, kissing the top of her head. "Your secret is safe, but if he shows up here I'm going to beat him."
"Thanks Chibs!"
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She had changed clothes and gone to the club, sitting at the bar with some of the club members, she was shooting shots. Jax walked up behind her, swinging her off her feet. "Well little Maddie Winston, about time you came home!"
"Hi Jax!" She kissed his cheek. "Just showing these boys how to do shots!"
He laughed, sitting her on the barstool, he noticed the bruise on her collarbone. "What's with the bruise?"
"Nothing to worry about!"
"Heard you got attacked by some Mayans?"
"Little welcome home party!"
"I'm putting protection on you."
"Come on Jax..."
He stared at her with his blue eyes, kissing her on the cheek he walked off to join some of his brothers playing pool. She continued drinking at the bar, hoping Jax really wasn't going to stick someone with her. She decided to walk outside, to get some fresh air, there was a fight going on in the ring. She went to watch, Happy and Tig were fighting.
Something about watching the shirtless tattooed biker boxing was doing strange things to her, maybe it was the shots she'd done. He caught her eye, smiling at her, he continued fighting, she wandered back to the picnic tables climbing on top. Her phone rang, she looked at it, frowning at the caller ID, she sat the phone down. Chibs walked up to her, looking at her phone.
"Not feeling talking lass?" She shrugged her shoulders, picking up her phone, seeing the caller ID he answered her phone. "Hello?"
"Who the fuck is this?" Paul asked.
"This is Maddison's family, if you ever call or try to see her again, I'm only one of many that will kick your sorry ass!" He ended the call, handing her phone to her, kissing her on the cheek.
"Thanks Chibs!"
"Your welcome love."
She watched him walk away to stand at the ring, she closed her eyes listening to the sounds of her growing up.
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She woke up on one of the clubhouse couches, she sat up her head was throbbing, she got up walking to the bar, Gemma put a cup of coffee in front of her. "Thanks."
"You're welcome baby."
"Chibs said the ex called you last night."
"Geez, is nothing sacred?"
"He's just watching out for you."
"I know. I appreciate him. Now, I have to find a place to live and a job."
"Luanne is looking for someone to do make up and hair at the studio."
"The make up artist to the porn stars!"
"I'll give her a call this morning."
"Thanks Gemma."
She walked out of the club, hopped in her car and headed to Gemma's she needed a shower, and get cleaned up. She stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around her, drying her hair, she applied her make up, and got dressed. She walked into the kitchen, letting out a startled scream at Happy sitting at the kitchen table.
"What the hell?"
"Jax sent me to keep an eye on you?"
"I don't need a babysitter, so you can go."
"I don't take my orders from you." He growled at her. She was about to snapped off a comment to him, but her ringing cell phone stopped her, thinking it was Gemma, she didn't look before she answered it.
"Hello?"
"You useless bitch. Come home now, and all is forgiven!"
"It's over, I told you that. Leave me alone Paul!"
"Don't make me come get you!"
"I wouldn't advise that."
"You think I'm scared? I'm not going to let you go! Nobody will ever love you!"
She closed her eyes, ending the call, Happy touched her arm and she jumped. "Who's Paul?"
"No one important." He lifted her chin, looking into her eyes, he wiped away a tear. He was so close, she couldn't resist leaning in and kissing him. His hands here in her hair, pulling her closer to him. She slid her tongue into his mouth, her arms went around his neck. His hands slid down her body, to the front of her jeans. She pulled away from him, closing her eyes, she was breathless.
The kitchen door opened, Gemma walked in looking at the two of them. "Luanne is expecting you at CaraCara in a hour. You start today."
"Thanks Gemma." She walked out of the kitchen to get her make-up and hair case from the bedroom. Gemma walked up to Happy, looking at him.
"Keep her safe Hap! She's had a rough time of it!"
"What kind of time?"
"Just know she's fragile."
Madison walked back into the kitchen carrying her make up and hair cases, she hugged and kissed Gemma before walking out to her car, Happy followed her. He touched her arm, stopping her. "How does you brother and pop feel about you doing porn?" He growled.
"Not that it's really any of your business but I got a job doing hair and make up at the stdio." She climbed into her car, taking off, leaving him behind. She sped through town, not slowing down to wait for him. She pulled into the studio parking lot, hopping out of her car, pulling out the cases. His motorcycle flew in seconds later, he parked it, hoping off he grabbed her.
"What part of me protecting you don't you get?" He crushed his lips to hers. "If you ever do that again, I swear to God, I will take you over my knee!" She shoved him away from her, slapping him.
"Touch me and I swear it will be the last thing you do!" She had tears streaming down her face, he tried to grab her but she pushed him away. She turned away, and walked inside the studio, he watched her go in stunned silence.
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She walked into the studio, getting to work she did the whole casts hair and make-up. It took her two hours to get it done, she was sitting in a chair, with her eyes closed. The door opened she heard boots walking up behind her, thinking it was her shadow, she started to turn around to rip him another one for bothering her. Chibs, Tigs, and Jax walked in, there eyes were wide with surprise that she was sitting there.
"What the hell Maddie?" Jax asked.
"I needed a job."
"And you got one here lass?"
"Porno is fine for you all to watch and jack off to until someone you know is the star?"
Tig grabbed her arm. "Come on doll, you're not working here!"
"Hey Maddie, can you come do a touch up on Ima?" Luanne called.
She hopped up, grabbing her make-up kit. "You boys can calm down! I'm doing their hair and make-up! Freaking hypocrites!" She walked off to the set, touching up Ima's make up, walking back, sitting back in the chair. She re-did hair and make-up all afternoon, by the end of the evening she was tired. She packed up her kits, walking outside, the three bikers followed her. Happy was gone, which she was glad for, she dropped her things in the backseat.
Chibs walked up to her."We're following you back to Gem's house, don't leave our sight!"
She rolled her eyes, thanks to the Mayans, she was stuck with babysitters. She had no plans on disobeying Chibs, Jax, or Tig, they were three of the most important men in her life next to her dad and brother. She slowly pulled out of the parking lot, letting Jax lead the way, Tig and Chibs were behind her. She pulled into the drive, putting the top up on her convertible, before getting out.
Jax got off his bike, putting his arm around her shoulders. "No more top down, it's too dangerous!"
"How long do I have to look forward to being protected?"
"For the rest of your life."
She hit him in the stomach. "How long until I don't need a babysitter?"
"Until, we're sure the Mayans aren't going to retaliate."
"Good night Jackson." She kissed him on the cheek.
"Night Madison."
She walked into the house, no one was home, she locked the door before walking to her bedroom, laying down on the bed. She realized she forgot her phone in the car, she got up, walking out to get her phone, she heard a motorcycle coming down the street. She assumed it was Clay coming home from TM, she reached into the car grabbing her phone. Happy pulled into the drive, parking his bike, he jumped off storming towards her.
"What the hell are you doing outside?"
"Getting my phone!"
"Damn it girl! Don't you know the kind of danger you're in?"
"No, why don't you tell me!" She started to walk inside, he grabbed her, kissing her, his hands were in her hair. She put her hands on his chest, trying to push him away, his hands grabbed her wrists, holding on to her. She broke off the kiss, trying to pull away from him, he pulled her back, wrapping his hand around the back of her neck. Kissing her again, biting her bottom lip, she whimpered, she wrapped her arms around his neck. He picked her up, carrying her into the house, kicking the door shut.
He carried her back to her bedroom, laying her on the bed, his hands pushing her shirt up, His mouth closing over her bra covered nipple, she arched her back. The kitchen door opened.
"Sis? Hap?" Happy jumped from the bed liked he'd been burned, sitting up on the bed she glared at him.
"Back here! I have a boy in my room don't tell dad!" She pulled down her shirt, and smoothed down her hair. Happy glared at her, she just smiled.
"What are you two doing?" Opie asked, eyeing Happy. For some reason Opie had the feeling he should beat the shit out of Happy.
"Oh Happy, was just telling me how much danger I'm in. What are you doing here?"
"Tig said you're working at CaraCara?"
"Well isn't he just the little gossip whore!"
"Seriously sis, you can't do porn!"
"I'm working there as a make-up and hair artist. Just love how you bossy men are telling me what I can and cannot do!"
"It's for your own good!"
'For my own good...right!"
Her ringing phone stopped their conversation, she answered her phone. "Paul, leave me the fuck alone! I told you we're done!"
"Listen you little whore, I'm on my way to get you! Be ready to go, if you know what's good for you!"
"Bring it asshole! I'm sure my brother will be all sorts of interested in meeting you again and having a talk about how you treated me." She ended the call, pushing out of the room past Opie, Happy was staring at her back as she walked out of the room.
"That's the second time he's called her today, brother. She got upset the first time too. Who's Paul?"
"Her ex-fiancee. Apparently, I need to find out what the hell happened, and possible beat the living fuck out of someone. You want to help?"
"I'm in!"