She'd been sitting at the clubhouse all day, she didn't have to work, so Clay had Happy doing another job. She was bored out of her mind, laying on the couch. Gemma came in, she walked over to the couch sitting down beside her.

"How are you doing baby?"

"Bored out of my mind!"

"Let's go shopping! You need a new outfit for the party tonight!"

She groaned. "What party?"

"Your welcome home party."

"I've been home a week already."

"So it's time! Luanne is on her way over, we're making an afternoon of it."

She groaned again knowing she wasn't going to get out of it, and she was probably going to look like a biker bitch when Gemma and Luanne were done with her. She decided to just go with it, let them dress her anyway they pleased. She smiled thinking about getting to dress on the wild side for once.

"Okay, let's go shopping!"

XXX

She was wearing a very short skirt, boots, and a sheer top, she was standing in front of the dressing room doors. Looking in the mirror, Gemma and Luanne were standing on either side of her smiling.

"You look hot baby girl." Luanne said.

"Thanks. It's been a while since I've felt that way."

"Well, well, well! Look what we have here, if it isn't the little biker whore." The color drained from Maddie ' face as she backed away from Paul.

Luanne stood in front of Maddie. "Who the hell are you?"

"None of your Damn business!" He shoved Luanne to the ground, Gemma pulled her gun pointing it at him, she was on the phone. Paul had grabbed Maddie, putting her in a choke hold. "Drop the gun, and take the other slut with you! I need to deal with my wayward fiancee."

"I'm not leaving, or dropping the gun!" Gemma yelled. Ignoring Gemma, Paul dragged Maddie to the back of the store, by the arm. He threw her on the ground, standing over her, he hit her hard. She was dazed for a minute, he reached down pushing her skirt up, undoing his pants. She frantically looked around for a weapon, not seeing one, she kicked his feet from out from underneath him. He fell to the ground, she got up and ran for the front of the store, running into a solid mass of muscle. Arms closed around her, she screamed and started fighting.

"Maddie, stop! It's me!" She heard his gruff voice. She buried her face into his chest, she felt the rush of air as others ran past her.

"He got away!" She recognized her brother's voice. "Maddie baby are you okay?" She turned to look at Opie. Hearing him curse, she knew her face showed signs of Paul's abuse.

"I'm fine..." She turned to look at Happy and saw the rage in his eyes. He touched her face gentlely, leaning down he kissed her. She opened her mouth to him, Opie cleared his throat looking at the two of them.

They broke apart, Happy looked at Opie, then at Maddie. She looked up at her brother, he looked like he was ready to punch Happy in the mouth for kissing her. Happy kept his arm on the small of her back, the door opened Chibs and Jax stepped inside.

"He's been spotted at the hotel down the street." Jax said. Happy kissed her again before leaving.

"I'm going to change." She quickly changed clothes, rushing out into the store. Opie was waiting for her, He dragged her to his bike, shoving a helmet at her. She climbed on his bike behind him, he drove to TM.

Getting off his bike, she pulled off the helmet. "Are sleeping with him?"

"Really none of your business!"

"He doesn't do relationships, he'll fuck you and leave you!"

"Nice talk asshole!"

"I don't want you to get hurt!"

She closed her eyes. "I've been taking care of myself for a while now."

"You've done such a great job if it! Look where it got you!"

She looked at him. "You son of a bitch!" She threw the helmet at him, shoving him to the ground. "You're a fucking asshole!"

XXX

Jax, Chibs, Tig, and Happy rode into the parking lot of the hotel, scanning the lot for Paul's truck. It wasn't there, they got his room number and busted down the door. He'd left in a hurry, most of his things were still in the room.

They went through his things trying to out where he might have gone. Coming up empty handed they headed back to the club.

XXX

She walked into the clubhouse, and ordered a double shot of tequila. She threw it back and then did two more. The door opened and Opie made a straight line for her.

"Sis, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me!"

She ignored him, throwing back another double shot of tequila. The room was starting to spin, she turned, looking at him. "I'll fuck who I want, when I want!" Chibs walked up, and put his arm around her shoulders.

"Are you doing okay lass?" She turned to face him.

"I'm fucking fantastic!" She grabbed him by the front of his Kutte, kissing him, she slid her tongue, in his month. She watched his eyes go wide, he started to return her kiss but stopped. She pulled back, looked at him and frowned. She ordered another double but Chibs took the drink from her.

"I think you've had enough lass." She laid her head on his chest.

"The room is spinning Chibs." He picked her up, carrying her back to a dorm room.

"I love you Chibs. You're my favorite."

"I love you too lass." He laid her down in bed. Happy walked in frowning at Chibs.

"Paul was right, I'm nothing but a worthless whore. I always deserved his punishments." She closed her eyes, falling into a druken slumber. Chibs and Happy stared down at her.

"What the fuck did that animal do to her?" Chibs asked.

"I'm going to find out!"

Chibs left the room, Happy undressed her, leaving her in her bra and panties. He pulled the blankets up around her. He quietly left the room.

XXX

She moaned as she woke up, her head felt like it was being hit with a sledge hammer. She didn't want to open her eyes, she wanted to lay in bed and die. The memories of the night before were blury, she was pretty sure she embarrassed herself by kissing Chibs. She sat up, immediately regretting it, holding her head in her hands. Her stomach lurched and she ran for the bathroom, just making it, she lay on the floor afterwards, praying for death.

She heard the door open, she wad lying in the bathroom floor wearing nothing but her bra and panties and she didn't care. She didn't even know who's room she was in or how she got there. Happy looked down at her laying on the floor.

"You alive?"

"No, I think I'm dying!"

"No one died of a hangover."

"It's embarrassment!"

"Chibs knew you were drunk."

He picked her up off the floor, carrying her to the bed. "Oh good, that makes it much better!" She heard him laugh, as he laid her in bed.

"I'm getting you some coffee!" She pulled the blankets over her head, hiding from the world. She remembered the fight she had with Opie, all because of Paul showing up. She dragged herself from the bed, pulling on a Reaper Crew t-shirt, she pulled a pair of boxers out of the drawer.

Happy walked in handing her a cup of coffee, looking at her. He didn't say anything just stared at her. "What?" She drank her coffee, sitting the cup down, Happy was still starring at her. "What?"

He flipped the lock on the door, he pulled her to him. "Feel what your doing to me." He growled. "Wearing my boxers and shirt." She could feel how hard he was, she ran her hand down the front of his jeans. He growled in her ear, before picking her up and carrying her to the bed

XXX

She stepped out of the shower, feeling much better, Happy stepped out behind her. He pulled her to him, kissing her. He touched her face, where a bruise had formed. She pulled away from him, drying her body, she slipped her clothes on from the night before. He walked out into the bedroom, pulling her behind him. "Let's go eat breakfast!"

She made a face at the thought of food, he laughed at her. Pulling her into the main room of the clubhouse. Opie was sitting at the bar, seeing the two of then together, he stood up storming towards Happy.

"Stay away from my baby sister!" He threw a punch at Happy's face, hitting him in the jaw. Being stunned for a moment, he pushed Maddie to the side.

"Oh for Christ sake Opie!" Maddie yelled. The two men threw punches at each other, neither paying attention to how close she was to them. She tried to step out of the way, she went flying against the bar hitting her head and passing out.

Chibs walked in as Maddie went flying against the bar, her head striking the corner, falling to the ground not moving. "Christ!" He shouted running towards the women lying on the floor. She slowly opened her eyes, looking at him. "You okay love?"

She nodded her head, but remained on the floor. Tig and Jax came running from the back pulling two fighting men apart. "What the hell is going on?" Shouted Jax.

"This asshole has been sleeping with my sister!" Happy just glared at Opie, his hands balled into fists. He really wanted to beat the shit out of the man, for announcing it to the club. Jax and Tig stared at Happy and Opie.

Chibs looked at the men, staying by Maddie's side, placing an ice pack on her head. "Did either of you notice that she's hurt because of your fight?"

Both men looked down to where Chibs was sitting beside Maddie, his arm was around her waist helping her up to the barstool. He sat her down gentlely, checking her over. "I'm fine Chibs, thank you!"

"Sis..I'm sorry!"

"Just don't!" She glared at her brother, as he came near her. Happy looked at her, she wasn't pleased with him either. "All men can go Piss off!" She slammed out of the clubhouse, running into Tara."You have any plans?"

"Just to hang out with Jax."

"Men are giant assholes, let's blow this place!"

"Ummm, don't you need an escort!"

"Right now, I really don't give a shit!"

The two women peeled out of the TM lot, stopping at Tara's house so Maddie could borrow some clothes. They left just driving around town, her phone started to ring. She ignored the call, Tara raised an eyebrow.

"I'm not dealing with any of the Sons right now."

Tara's phone rang next, she picked it up answering it. "She's with me Jax. No, she's pretty pissed off!" Tara looked at her. "Sorry, I have to take you back."

Maddie rolled her eyes, not saying anything. She just sat in the front seat, they pulled into TM's parking lot, Opie was pacing waiting for them. Tara parked the car, getting out she walked towards the clubhouse. Maddie remained sitting in the front seat, counting to ten before she got out.

She climbed out of the car, walking towards the door. Opie stopped her, looking down at her. "I'm sorry for being a jackass. Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." He picked her up, kissing her on the cheek before sitting her down. "You're just being a good big brother. I love ya!"

"I love ya too sis!" They walked inside the clubhouse together.

XXX

She got a bottle of water from the bar, sitting down she took the cap off to drink. Her head was throbbing, from a hangover and from getting hitting it on the bar. She just wanted to go lay down in a dark, quiet room. Happy put his arm around her waist, pulling her off the barstool.

"Ready to leave?"

"Please. I feel like hell!"

He pulled her out to his bike, handing her his extra helmet, she pulled it on. He climbed onto his bike, she climbed on behind him, wrapping her arms around his waist, he took off for his house.

XXX

By the time he pulled into his drive, her head was throbbing. He climbed off his bike, lending her a hand she climbed off after him. Taking off her helmet, she closed her eyes, not feeling the best. She put her hands on his bike to steady herself.

She was lifted off her feet, he carried her inside. "Why didn't you tell me you felt bad? You could have fallen off the back of my bike!"

She didn't answer him, her head hurt too bad. She just laid her head on his chest, closing her eyes. He carried her to the bedroom, laying her down, he peeled off her clothes. Pulling on of his t-shirts on her, he pulled the blankets around her.

XXX

She woke up the next morning feeling horrible, she opened her eyes slowly whimpering. She felt a cool cloth on her forehead. She closed her eyes again, she heard the door open, he walked in the darkened bedroom. He gentlely sat her up, supporting her, putting some pain relived in her hand. She took it, he handed her a bottle of water. He made her drink most of it, before he lowered her back down on the bed. He quietly left the room.

She woke up a couple of hours later feeling better, she was slowly eased herself from the bed going into the bathroom. She reached into the shower, turning on the water, she peeled off her clothes and stood under the hot stream of water.

She was leaning against the shower wall, the door opened and Happy was scowling at her. "You could have fallen and hurt yourself!"

She started to snapped at him but she thought better of it, she rinsed the shampoo out of her hair. He stood there with the shower door open, cause a draft. "In or out, your freezing me!" He smiled at her stepping into the shower full dressed.

"You feeling better?"

"Yes." He kissed her, wrapping his arms around her. She turned the water off, stepping out of the shower she grabbed a towel wrapping it around her body. He picked her up, carrying her to the bed, laying her down. He quickly peeled off his wet clothes throwing them in the floor.

His phone rang, he let out a curse as he reached for it answering it. He walked out of the room, she knew it was club business. She got up from the bed, blowing drying her hair, she pulled it back in a low ponytail. She got dressed, walking our to the livingroom, she sat on the couch. Happy came in from the kitchen.

"We've got to go family dinner at Gemma's."

"Really?"

"That was Gemma, telling me that I had to bring you."

She walked into the bedroom to put something more appropriate on, he walked in behind her, pressing his body to hers. She closed her eyes as he nibbled on her ear. "We'll finish later!" He quickly dressed pulling her from the bedroom. They left the house on hid bike, heading to family dinner.

XXX

She stepped in the kitchen to help get dinner on the table. Gemma looked her over. "You okay baby? I heard about Opie and Happy!"

"I'm fine."

"So you and Happy..."

"Stop planning the wedding, we're just...I don't know what we're doing."

Gemma looked at her. "Don't lose your heart baby."

She exhaled slowly. "My heart is too damaged to give away. No one would want it." She started to walk away.

"Whoa, baby! What are you talking about?" She got quiet, looking away, Gemma lifted her face up to hers. "Any man would be damn lucky to have you!"

She shook her head, her eyes tearing up. "I wish that were true." She walked out of the kitchen, she went to an empty bedroom.

Gemma watched her leave feeling heartbroken that she couldn't fix this, Opie walked into the house. "Maddie here yet?"

"Yeah. Ope, that bastard has really done a number on her head!"

"I know, I don't know what to do to help her."

"Do you have a problem with her and Hap being together?"

"I don't want her getting hurt."

"None of us do, but if Hap is what she needs right now to get right, then you have to let them be."

He closed his eyes. "Do I have to like it?"

She laughed and hugged him. "No, but you have to pretend to for your sister's sake."

XXX

She walked out of the bedroom, Jax was standing in the hall. "You okay darlin?"

"I'm just freaking fantastic!" He pulled her into his arms, hugging her.

"Let's go eat! Your bony ass needs some meat on it!"

"Jax, you're a jerk!"

"But you love me anyways right?"

"Sometimes I wonder!" He picked her up, throwing her over his shoulder carrying her to the kitchen.

XXX

Happy watched from the shadows feeling jealously rage through his body. He was jealous that Jax was touching her, and he'd noticed her ass. He pushed the feeling from his head, it was innocent. Jax was like her brother, he walked into the kitchen to eat dinner.

He was expecting to set by her, but she was in the middle of Jax and Opie. He sat down the table from her. He wanted to finish eating, get home and take her to bed. Remind her who she belonged to, he paused at the thought. He didn't do relationships, she didn't belong to him, this was just...

He heard her laugh at something Jax said, she rolled her eyes. Damn, he was in trouble!