SPENCER'S P.O.V
"Hey..."
I was hoping I could leave without being noticed.
"Are you trying to escape?"
"I..."
I didn't even make it out of bed.
I'm still sitting on the edge.
"Are you alright?"
She gently lifts my chin up so my eyes are locked on hers.
"What's wrong?"
"Ash I can't be here anymore"
I can feel the tears building up in my eyes.
"Talk to me Spence?"
When she says that I look away.
"Is it me?"
"No..."
I'm such a bitch.
I didn't mean to make her think she'd done something wrong.
"I just don't want you to see me like this"
"Like what?"
"Like this..."
I'm a mess.
"Spencer I..."
"Ash this isn't what you signed up for"
My whole left side of my body's aching.
I have cuts all over my face
There's a hideous mark on my stomach.
And I can barely move my left arm.
"Spencer where's all this coming from?"
"It doesn't matter..."
"Of course it matters you're upset"
This place is making me crazy.
I hate hospitals and the medication they've given me is really starting to mess with my head.
"I'm sorry I..."
Why can't my life ever be easy?
"Spencer you've been through a lot..."
She moves her hand so it's resting on my leg.
"You're allowed to be upset"
"Ash I just don't want you to feel like you have to babysit me..."
She has her own stuff going on.
She doesn't need to worry about me as well.
"I never usually have this much drama in my life..."
"Ssshhhhh"
I stop talking when she presses her fingers over my lips.
"Spencer I'm here because I want to be here"
I've never felt this way before.
She's perfect.
"I'm not here because I feel like I have to be"
I want to go back five minutes and stop myself from overreacting.
"I love you Spencer and I'm here for you just as much as I am for me"
When she says that I smile.
"Ash I'm sorry I just felt like I was dragging you through all my problems and I..."
She cuts me off with her lips.
"I want to be the person you come to when you're upset"
Everything about this girl is perfect.
"Spencer I want to be dragged through all your problems"
She always knows what to say.
"I'm in love with every version of you Spencer and I'm not just with you because you have a magic tongue"
When she says that I start laughing.
"Come here..."
She leans forward gently wrapping her arm around me.
"You need to start letting me in Spence"
"I'm sorry..."
"Don't be sorry"
When she pulls back I force a smile.
"Spencer all I care about right now is you"
How did I get so lucky?
"So no more tears..."
She reaches out slowly brushing her thumb over my cheek.
"Unless they're happy tears or Ashley just made me cum tears"
That's hilarious.
"I don't cry it's the medication they're giving me..."
She has the sexiest laugh.
"It's messing with my head"
She's laughing but the medication really has made me extra emotional.
"Are you alright now?"
"Yer but I can't be here anymore"
"In this hospital or in LA?"
"This hospital"
"Do you feel sick?"
"No I'm sore but I don't feel sick anymore"
When I say that she raises her eyebrows.
"Where were you going when I walked in?"
"I was leaving..."
She's laughing.
"Were you just going to walk out of here by yourself?"
"I was going to try"
I don't know how far I would of got.
"Spencer if you promise me that you're okay to leave I'll help you escape"
"I promise"
The doctor said my injuries can't get any worse.
"Okay I'll go get the nurse"