She lay in his arms, catching her breath, it had been months since they'd been together. She felt him moving his hands along her spine, she raised her head up to look at him. "So, did you buy enough for our baby girl?"

She laughed. "Just a start...you know Gemma will probably spoil her rotten." He groaned, which made her laugh. "I some how feel her daddy and all her uncles will do their fair share of spoiling her rotten too." She laid her head on his chest, felling his arms tighten around her.

"I plan on spoiling both her and her mommy." She settled against him, falling asleep. He woke her up a couple of hours later, shaking her awake. "Come on babe, family dinner at Gemma's."

She slowly sat up looking around the room, she eased herself from the bed it was four. She went into the bathroom to take a shower, and get ready, she wandered into the bedroom, naked. Happy came up behind her, wrapping his arms around her. "We're never going to get there if you walk around naked." She turned around in his arms, kissing him.

"I'll be dressed in ten minutes." She pulled clothes from her closet and got dressed, she slipped on a pair of shoes and walked into the livingroom. Happy was sitting on the couch waiting for her, he helped her into her SUV, and drove over to Gemma's. The street was lined with bikes and cars, she smiled as they neared the house, it had been two weeks since she'd seen her family. She slowly climbed from the vehicle, Happy's hand was at the small of her back guiding her to the door.

He pulled her to him, his hands caressing her face, he leaned in kissing her. The back door swung open, Jax was standing there smiling at them. "Do you mind stop making out with her? We're all hungry and want to eat! We're just waiting for the guest of honor!" Jax pulled her from Happy's arms, she heard him growl. She was pulled into the kitchen and was passed around for hugs.

"I'm healthy, and so is little Sophia Joy Lowman." They sat down at the table and had dinner, she was sitting between Happy and Tig, Sophia was kicking and punching her, not use to hearing all the voices, Tig reached over putting his hand on her stomach.

"She's got a strong kick." He laughed as the baby started kicking when Bobby let out a loud laugh.

"Tell me about it!" Dinner was finished, Maddie was helping clear dishes and clean up. She was shooed out of the kitchen by Gemma and the other women, she was told to go sit her ass down in the livingroom. She sat down on a love seat in a corner of the room, Sophia was still kicking up a storm. Chibs sat down beside her, placing his hand on her stomach, laughing when he was rewarded with a kick,

"She's going to be strong like her mom." She smiled at him.

"You think so? Her poppa is pretty strong too."

"Aye, he is but her mom is stronger."

They stared at each other for a few minutes, something passing between them. She felt the warmth of his gaze, not sure what to say, she looked down to where his hand remained. Tig called his name, he got up, and walked across the room. Maddie again was bombarded with confusing emotions and thoughts. What was this feeling she had with Chibs? She loved Happy!

She closed her eyes, leaning her head back on the love seat. Chibs was just her friend, they had been friends for a very long time. "Everything okay Maddie?" She opened her eyes to see Jax standing in front of her.

"Yeah, everything is groovy!"

"Good, wouldn't want you to be stressed out. Want my little niece to cook the whole nine months."

"This poor girl is never going to be allowed to date. Between her daddy and all her uncles, all the boys will be scared off."

"Damn straight! I don't know how you even got in this condition..."

She laughed at him. "Because I don't think you all had the stay away from our baby sister talk with Happy."

"That's what we forgot..."

She laughed again. "I love you Jackson Teller, you are my second favorite big brother."

"Am I ever your first?"

"You've been my first favorite several times, when Ope has been on my shit list before."

"When?"

"When he's scared off Boyd I've liked! Although you probably helped!"

He leaned down and kissed her. "Make sure Happy Lowman takes good care of you!"

"I will." She watched him walk away. Gemma and the other women of the club came into the livingroom carrying gifts and a cake. Maddie smiled at them. "What's this?"

"Did you really think we wouldn't throw you a baby shower?"

"Thanks!" She smiled at the women as she opened the gifts, she thanked them for the baby shower. They went inti the kitchen to have cake and ice cream. The men were coming in from being outside, Happy's arm went around her waist.

"Is our baby girl set?" She smiled at him, leaning over she kissed him on the cheek.

"She has almost everything she needs." He pulled her closer to him, kissing her, he leaned down and kissed her stomach.

"I love you,"

"I love you too."

The room had gone silent and all eyes were on the couple. The Tacoma Killer was showing his soft side, someone snapped a picture. The cake was being served. Maddie sat on one of the stools at the counter. Tig called Happy over to talk to him, Jax walked over to her frowning.

"What are you doing to my killer?"

"He's still mean as hell and tough! Especially since I'm giving him a daughter!"

"What I just saw, wasn't a heartless killer!"

"Relax, Prince Charming! It's fine!"

Jax reached over and hugged her, then he stole her cake.

XXX

She stood in the bedroom, wearing just her panties, she heard Happy carrying in the gifts from the baby shower. His arms snaked around her waist, pulling her against him, she felt his erections through his jeans. His hot breath on her ear, as he whispered inti it.

"What did I tell you about being dressed that way?"

She smiled. "Hmmm, refresh my memory." He slowly started to kiss the back of her neck, his hands cupping her breasts. His thumb and fingers rolling the nipple between them, she arched her back, pushing her ass into his crotch.

He turned her around to face him, pulling her clise, his lips captured hers. Their tongues teasing each other, her hands were bush unbuckling his belt and pants. His lips left hers, and traveled down her neck, working his way to her breasts.

"God, you're so damn hot." He took one of her nipples into his mouth. Her hands slid down the front of his pants, finding his cock. She wrapped her hand around it, and started moving it back and forth. She heard him inhale sharply, she pulled down his pants, pushing him towards the bed.

He ripped her panties off of her, picking her up, he pushed inside her. "God Hap...please!"

"Tell me what you want!"

"Fuck me...please!" She heard him growl as sat on the bed, with her straddling his lap.

"Ride me baby." She rocked her hips back and forth, Happy laid back on the bed, his hands were on her hips. She slid to the end of him, taking just the tip of his member inside her. Moving up and down, she slammed herself down. She heard him moan, his hands were on her waist. She slid to the end again just taking the tip inside her, teasing him.

She smiled down at him, knowing it was making him crazy. "Maddie...please.."

"Tell me what you want."

"This!" He grabbed a hold of her hips and thrust inside her hard. She threw her head back and screamed his nsme. He sat back up, taking control.

"Control freak!" She whispered in his ear. He stood up, laying her on her back he pushed inside her hard and fast. She screamed his name, her legs went around his waist. She felt herself going over the edge. She let the waves of her orgasam wash over her, Happy's came soon after. He rolled to his side afterwards, pulling her into his arms.

"You're beautiful baby!"

"Hmmm."

She settled in his arms, falling asleep, feeling safe and secure.

XXX

She dragged the gifts to the nursery and started putting them away. She pulled out the diaper bag she haf bought and packed it for the hospital. She put the swing together, putting it in the corner of yhe room. She sat down in the chair, putting her feet up on the ottoman resting.

She was ready for Sophia to come in three and a half months. Leaning her head back, she fell asleep, not hearing her cell phone ringing, or the knocking on the door. She was startled awake, with hands on her arms shaking her hard.

"Lass, wake up!"

"What?" Chibs...what's going on?"

"Hap, was called up to Tacoma. He tried calling you, he was worried when you didn't answer. "

"I didn't hear my phone..."

"He wanted me to check on you."

"As you can see I'm fine." She slowly stood up from the chair, still waking up she was groggy. "I'll give him a call so he stops freaking out."

Chibs let out a laugh. "He can't help it, we tend to worry about the ones we love." He said quietly looking at her.

"I'm sure you're busy and have other things you need to do besides check up on me."

"I actually have the afternoon free."

"Go do something fun...get out of here!"

"What about you? What are your plans?"

"Eat, sleep, watch TV...grow a human life."

"Why don't I take you to lunch?"

"I'm a hot mess..."

"You look beautiful lass." Her ringing phone interrupted their conversation, she turned from him to pick it up off the table. She smiled at the screen, she put the phone to her ear, and was treated to a line of curse words.

"Fucking hell Maddie. Answer your damn phone when I call!"

"I'm fine, Sophia is fine...I was exhausted from putting her things away. I sat down and fell asleep, didn't hear my phone. I woke up, when Chibs came in to check on me. Calm down!"

"You're going to be 5ge death of me!" She let out a laugh. "You think that's funny? "

"I think it's hilarious, that my big bad scary tough biker is worried."

"Keep it up and I'm sending you to stay at Gemma's until I get back."

"Now, you're just being mesn. I'm starving, I'm going to go find something to eat. I love you and be careful. "

"I love you too." She ended the call, she turned around to an empty room. Thinking that Chibs had left she went to the kitchen to make herself some lunch. She let out a little squeal, when she found him in the kitchen making lunch for the two of them.

"Omletts, okay for lunch?"

She smiled at him. "Sounds good. What can I do to help?"

"Nothing, sit down at the table and rest."

She sat down at the table, watching him cook, his back was to her. He turned to look at her, she smiled at him. "What's going on in your head?"

"Nothing, really."

"Looks like you have a lot going on."

"Just making sure I have everything I need for the baby."

"Don't stress yourself, anything you've forgotten will be taken care of."

"I know." He sat a plate in front of her, with a cheese filled omlette. "This looks really good." She dug in, closing her eyes in bliss. "Thank you for fixing lunch. Aren't you eating?"

"No, I just remembered I have something I need to do." He rushed out of the house.

XXX

He had to get away from her before he did something he'd regret. She looked so damn beautiful sleeping in that chair, he wanted to wake her up with kisses. He had to step away from her, Hap had stepped up, he was taking care of her.

He'd fallen in love with her, it had started slowly, but it had happened It was wrong, you didn't fall for another brother's old lady. She was so damn beautiful, he wanted to take her to bed and make her his but that wasn't an option.

He pulled into TM's lot, he was going to get drunk and then find himself a croeater to bury himself in, and try to forget her.

XXX

She loved Happy, but there was something about Chibs. She couldn't explain it, the feelings she had when he was around. Happy loved her, she knew he'd take care of both of them, protecting them with his life. Maybe she was reading something that wasn't even there with Chibs. It was probably her crazy hormones, he was just a friend, that cared about her. Nothing more, nothing less.

She pushed it from her mind, she was crazy in love with Happy Lowman. They'd had a rocky time of it the last few months, but everything was better now. She was in the middle of cleaning the house, when her phone rang, she smiled at the caller ID.

"See, I'm answering my phone! You don't have to send anyone over to check on me."

"Good. What are you doing?"

"Standing on ladders..."

"What the fuck...you better be kidding Maddie!"

"Calm down! I'm cleaning the house, no ladders."

"I'll be home tomorrow afternoon."

"That was a fast trip!"

"I didn't want to be gone too long."

"See you tomorrow then."

XXX

She pulled into TM's lot, looking up she saw his bike parked with the others. She grabbed the latest ultrasound picture and headed inside the clubhouse. She scanned the room looking for Happy, not seeing him, she ateped to the bar, where Tig was standing.

"Hey little mamma! How's it going?"

"Great! Where is he?"

"He's back in his room, taking a shower."

"Thanks Tiggy!" She kissed his cheek before walking back to his dorm room. She slowly opened the door to his room, walking towards the bathroom, she stopped frozen in her tracks. He wasn't alone in the shower, he had some redheaded bitch with him, he had her up against the shower wall. She dropped the ultrasound pictures, leaving the room quickly, sprinting through the clubhouse room. She heard her name being called, but she refused to stop. She climbed into her SUV and peeled out of the parking lot.

She just drove around Charming for ten minutes with tears streaming down her face, not sure where she was going. She pulled into a driveway and got out of her SUV, still crying uncontrollably, she rang the doorbell, waiting for the door to open.

"Maddie, what's wrong lass?" Chibs pulled her into his arms, holding her close. "Come in love." He guided her to the couch, pushing her down., but keeping her in his arms, letting her cry. She felt him stroking her hair, whispering words of comfort to her, trying to get her to calm down. She just relaxed in his arms, letting him hold her.