Ethan stormed into the staff room, letting the tears roll down his face. He leaned against the table and thought for a couple of seconds. He took his glasses off and wiped his eyes before placing his glasses back on his face. He walked over to the sofa where he sat and opened the laptop in front of him and began typing.

Cal entered the ED, into reception where he tried to locate Ethan. He spun around in circles before trying the staff room first. He walked in seeing Ethan looking so focused into the laptop.

"Hey." Cal called, making Ethan jump slightly and quickly shut his laptop then faking a smile. "You okay?" Cal asked as he stood in front of Ethan. Ethan continued to look up at him.

"Yeah. I'm fine." Ethan lied. Cal looked at him with a frown then sat next to him.

"Don't give me that Ethan. Dixie told me about Tim." Cal watched as Ethan put his head down. "Why is this getting to you so much?" Cal asked. Ethan raised his head, looking straight at the door.

"I've failed Cal. Three times. With Olivia and Jess, Chris Dunham and now Tim." Ethan quivered his voice. Trying to fight back tears.

"You didn't know with Olivia, no one knew. We were all distracted. Chris: you couldn't do much. You was busy, we were all busy and as for Tim: it was just unfortunate." Cal felt horrible saying this to Ethan but he needed to know.

Ethan looked down once again, screwing his eyes shut, not holding the tears back, he once again let them heavily fall off his eyes and onto the floor. Cal placed a comforting hand on Ethan's back and rubbed it.

"Sorry." Ethan tearfully spoke. He hated crying, especially in front of Cal. He didn't want Cal to see him weak.

"Don't worry, Nibbles." Cal smiled lightly. "I'm going to come and check on you later, I'll go speak to Connie about maybe calling it a day for you. No excuses." Cal chuckled a little. Ethan smiled in returned and nodded. Cal got up and left the room. Ethan opened his laptop back up and continued to type.

Half an hour later. Ethan stood at the nurses station looking down at the envelope in his hands. Lily walked up to him.

"I'm sorry about your patient, Ethan." Lily spoke softly. Ethan didn't reply. "You are still a good doctor." It was at that moment that Ethan let out a scoff.

"Good? I've let two people die when I know I could of done something. Chris: I could of helped him but I left him to go get help which was a low chance because we were so busy that day. We were so busy, he couldn't wait." Ethan sighed deeply.

"We can't save everyone, Ethan." Lily tried to reassure him.

"I hate this system, I really do." Ethan responded. Lily was about to speak till she saw the envelope with Mrs Beauchamp's name on it.

"What's that?" Lily asked, dreading Ethan's answer.

"Im tired Lily. There's nothing else I can do. I've failed." Ethan took a deep breath then just said it. "I quit." Ethan spoke softly then headed to Connie's office.

We've been here and watched the episode on Ethan quitting but I have a really good idea coming up, featuring Alicia since this is mainly about her. Hope you will enjoy it! :D

I would of rewrote the whole scene of Ethan and Lily but my iPlayer is down so it won't let me watch the episode so I basically just made my own version :S

Also who has seen the spoiler for Saturday's episode?! It looks like we are going have a bit of hero Ethan!