SPENCER'S P.O.V
"AAARRRRGGGGHHHH"
That really fucking hurt.
"Are you alright?"
"Yer"
I move so I'm sitting on the edge of the bed.
"Are you sure?"
She's rubbing her hand up and down my back.
"Y-Yer"
When she moves so she's kneeling in front of me I look down.
"I just sat up too quickly"
"Bad dream?"
"Yer"
It was more of a nightmare.
"Do you need me to grab you something?"
"No I'm okay I just need a second"
I force a smile when she wraps her fingers around mine.
"What was the dream about?"
"I was just..."
How do I explain this without being all depressing.
"I was back in the car with Zara and I saw the car coming at us"
It was terrifying.
"But I woke up just before the car hit us"
"Spence if you ever want to talk about what happened I'm here"
She's sweet.
"I just got a little spooked but I'm okay"
"Do you want to go back to bed?"
"Yer"
I need the bathroom.
"I'm just going to use the bathroom first"
When I say that she hops up and grabs one of my crutches.
"Here I'll help you"
I don't want her to feel like she has to keep helping me.
"Spencer don't even think about saying no"
It's scary how quickly she's figured me out.
"Thanks"
I slowly hop up and start walking out of her room.
"What time is it?"
"It's just after three..."
"I'm sorry I woke you up"
"Spencer it's fine"
When we get to the door she pulls it open.
"Thanks"
I can't believe how much my life has changed this last month.
"Am I seeing things?"
When I say that she looks up.
"That's hilarious"
We're both whispering so they can't hear.
"They've been up this whole time?"
"Spence if you could do that we'd still be up"
That's true.
"Is it wrong that we're still watching them?"
She's laughing.
"It's wrong now that you've mentioned it"
When she says that I start walking again.
"Here"
I force a smile when she pushes the bathroom door open.
"Thanks"
"Are you all good from here?"
"Ash I wouldn't let you in if I wasn't"
She's grinning.
"Unless..."
When I raise my eyebrows she starts laughing.
"No"
I can hear her laughing when I shut the door.
I really hate that our sex life's been put on hold.
A SHORT TIME LATER
"Did you wash your hands?"
When she says that I start laughing.
"No so don't touch me"
Now she's laughing.
"Did you?"
She smelling me.
"You're wearing my perfume"
That's embarassing.
"I was developing an odour..."
"Spence I don't mind you smell amazing"
"Because I smell like you?"
"Yep"
I smile when she presses her lips against mine.
"Come on let's go"