ASHLEY'S P.O.V

When I walked into the loft Zara and Maddy were making out on the couch.

So I headed straight for the Kitchen.

"Hey"

When I turn around they're both staring at me.

"Can you two not do that?"

"Which bit?"

"Maddy quit fucking staring at me"

When I say that they both start laughing.

"Where did you go?"

"Out"

I'm really not in the mood for this.

"Zara have you met pissed off Ashley before?"

That's not funny.

"I actually have I met her in New York"

"Fuck you both"

When I look down I notice my shirt.

"Why's my shirt on the ground?"

Spencer was wearing it when I left.

"There was a minor incident"

When I pick it up I notice there's blood all down the side.

"What happened?"

They're not answering me.

"Is she alright?"

When they both hop I immediately think the worst.

"Zara?"

"Ash she's fine, she's sleeping..."

"Why's there blood on my shirt?"

"She bumped into the counter and busted a couple of her stitches"

I'm annoyed, but I need to check and make sure she's okay.

"I'll be back"

When I get to the bedroom the door's already open.

"Hey"

I thought she'd be sleeping.

"You're back?"

She's not wearing a shirt.

So I can see there's extra bandaging on her ribs.

"Are you okay?"

"Y-Yer"

She looks really pale.

"Do you need to go and see someone?"

"No I'm okay"

She looks really uncomfortable.

"Okay well I'll leave you be so you can sleep..."

"Ashley?"

The second I start to walk away she says my name.

"Can we please talk about this?"

When I finally turn back around she's staring at me.

"You deserve so much better than this..."

"We can't keep doing this Spencer"

"I know"

I feel like we have these same conversations every couple of days.

"You need to let me in"

I thought we'd got past all of this and then it happened again.

"Ash I didn't mean to sound as unsure as I did"

When she says that I close the door and walk over to where she's sitting.

"Spencer I can't keep doing this with you..."

I carefully move so I'm sitting on the edge of the bed.

"You either want this or you don't?"

"Ashley I want this more than anything..."

When I look up her eyes lock on mine.

"And I know when you asked me I didn't sound sure, but I am, I know what I want"

She's going to be the death of me.

"I want you Ashley and you're the only thing that I am sure of right now"

When her hand touches mine I don't move.

"Aaaarrrgggghhhh"

She's my kryptonite.

"You've made me such a fucking pussy Spencer"

I can't ever stay mad at her.

"Do you understand how annoying you are?"

I never used to be like this.

"You drive me crazy..."

"Are you done?"

When she says that I start laughing.

"No you're incredibly frustrating as well"

"Are you done now?"

"Yep that pretty covers it"

I move my hand so it's resting on her stomach.

"So what just happened?"

"I wasn't paying attention and I bumped into the corner of the counter..."

"Ouch"

"It was nothing"

When I raise my eyebrows she laughs

"Okay it wasn't nothing it really fucking hurt"

That's more like it.

"Spencer you're looking a little pale?"

"I felt a little sick but... Ash you're hand"

Woops.

"Sorry that wasn't deliberate"

My hand was pressing down on her clit.

"Look who's being annoying now?"

That's hilarious.

"On that note I'm going to go..."

"Stay"

"Spencer you need to rest"

When I stand up she brushes her hand against mine.

"I need you to hurry up and get healthy so we can fuck"