SPENCER'S P.O.V

"Spence you need to start explaining or my head will explode"

When she sits down opposite me I smile.

"You just cringed…"

"Ash I always cringe"

"Spence we shouldn't have had sex last night"

"Yes we should have"

Last night was amazing.

"Ash I have busted ribs and a broken collar bone..."

"Exactly"

"Ash the only good feeling I've had all week is the one you gave me last night"

She's grinning.

"So stop worrying, last night didn't hurt me"

"Okay"

"So why did you insist that I bring you here?"

"I like it here…"

"It's close to the hospital and your mum eats here?"

I know all of this.

"Ash you like it here and I like you..."

She's smiling.

"And I want to swing by the hospital after, so they can check you for diseases"

"You're such a lovely girlfriend"

"I know"

We're both laughing.

"Okay so we've come here because you like me and I love this place?"

"Yep"

"Spence how much do you like me?"

"I love you"

"Well let's really go to the hospital after and they can check you out"

"I don't have diseases..."

"I want them to check your injuries Spence"

"Ash I'm fine"

"Then it will be a very quick check up"

I'll go for her, but I don't need to go, I'm fine.

"Okay Ash I'll go for a check up"

"Really?"

She looks shocked.

"Yes, I want more drugs anyway..."

"Spence you sound like an addict?"

"I am an addict"

I have the biggest smile on my face.

"I'm addicted to you Ashley Davies"

"Well played"

I move my hand so it's resting on hers.

"So should we order first?"

"First?"

"I want to talk to you about something..."

"Spencer is it a good something or a bad something?"

"It's nothing bad"

She must be so confused.

I dragged her out of bed and insisted we come here for breakfast.

"Okay"

I am so crazy about this girl.

"I've been with my fair share of girls Ashley, I usually meet them at a random bars, we make small talk and then we..."

When she raises her eyebrows I start laughing.

"Ashley I have a point"

"Do I really need to hear about the other girls you've been with?"

"I love you Ashley"

I have the stupidest grin on my face.

"Okay finish what you were going to say"

"We..."

She knows what we did, I don't need to say it.

"Anyway none of those girls mattered and then you walked into my bar and we made out within minutes"

She looks pretty happy with herself.

"Ashley you told me you were going to fuck me and I let you the first night"

I'll never forget that first night.

"We agreed to that stupid 'it's just sex' thing, but the whole time we were doing it, I didn't even consider hooking up with another girl"

I didn't need to look elsewhere.

I didn't want to look elsewhere.

"Ashley I trust your sister and she's one of my best friends, but I never told her any of that stuff I told you"

She's smiling.

"I let you in Ashley and it's the best thing I've ever done"

I need her in my life.

"So the other day when you asked me what my plan was, I should of said my plan is you..."

Her eyes are locked on mine.

"Because I am so in love with you Ashley..."

"Can I come over to your side?"

"You can"

I awkwardly slide across as she moves so she's sitting next to me.

"Spence I'm not really sure why you're giving me this really amazing speech..."

She's smiling.

"But I feel the exact same way"

I've never been this happy before.

"I am so in love with you Spencer Carlin"

When her lips touch mine I kiss her back.

"Sorry I'll come back"

The waiter's here.

"It's okay"

I'm starving.

"What are you getting Ash?"

"Can I get a latte and the pancakes please?"

"Sure"

When the waiter looks over at me I smile.

"I'll have the same please"

"Okay I'll be back with your orders soon"

"Thanks"

When she walks away I look back over at Ash.

"So you asked me what my plan was and I wasn't lying when I said I didn't have one, but we're going to make one together Ash"

She's smiling.

"You've lived here your whole life Ashley, your friends are here, Maddy's here and your mum's here"

This sucks.

"My bar and my life is in New York"

"We'll figure something out Spence"

I hate this.

"Ash I have to go back to New York soon, I have people relying on me, I have a bar to run..."

"Spencer I know all of this"

When she tucks a strand of hair behind my ear I smile.

"We'll make it work Spence, 'cause you have a magic tongue and I want that tongue near my vagina"

That's hilarious.

"This is a serious conversation Ashley..."

"I know I can't help myself"

She's grinning.

"We'll figure it out Spencer, because I want the exact same thing you want..."

I want her.

"I want you"