SPENCER'S P.O.V

"Maybe we should hire someone to help?"

"Zara we'll be fine?"

"Spencer a turtle moves quicker than you..."

That's a horrible joke.

"There's no way you'll be able to work the bar"

"Zara I'll be fine"

"You're so stubborn"

"And you're ruining quality TV time"

When I say that she laughs.

"Have you heard from Ashley today?"

"She called this morning"

"Did you two have crazy phone sex?"

I'm not into phone sex.

"Zara it's been nearly a week, I haven't had sex with her in six days..."

She's laughing.

"So that's a yes to crazy phone sex?"

"No I'm not into phone sex, but I am incredibly horny"

I'm really missing Ashley, but the bar's a good distraction.

"I'm not used to having a girlfriend 2,500 miles away..."

"Spence you're not used to having a girlfriend full stop"

"Actually Zara I'm used to the whole girlfriend thing now"

My eyes don't wonder anymore and I have no interest in sleeping with random girls.

"That's good..."

"I'm a one women lady now, it just sucks that she's on the other side of the country and I'm here... Unsatisfied"

I've never had to go without sex before.

There's always been girls I could hook up.

But I don't want any of those girls anymore.

I want Ashley.

"So what's the plan?"

"What do you mean?"

"How's it going to work?"

"We didn't discuss specifics Zara"

I'm not sure how it's going to work, but there's no way I'm going to let it fail.

"Her mum's sick and she has her album to finish in LA"

I'm not expecting to see her anytime soon.

"So we're going to have to stick to phone calls and text messages for a while"

When I force a smile, she moves her head so it's resting on my shoulder.

"You've gone from anti relationship to relationship to long distance relationship, all in a couple of months"

"Zara if life's simple, it's boring..."

"Is that a Spencer Carlin inspirational quote?"

"That's a Spencer Carlin sexually frustrated, pissed off at the world quote"

At least we can laugh about it.

"We're laughing Zara but it's really not that amusing..."

"I know"

"I miss her"

I really miss what she does to me.

"I miss the vagina she hands me on a silver platter..."

"I miss her latino best friend"

When she says that I smile.

"Spence she was so flexible and sexy"

"Have you heard from her?"

"She sends me inappropriate messages, but I'm definitely not expecting her to call"

They were just fooling around, but it's pretty obvious Zara really likes her.

"Do you want her to call Zara?"

"I don't know, she's a really cool chick and she's got mad skills in the bedroom..."

"But?"

"No buts, I honestly don't know"

"Zara I recently consented to a 'fuck buddy' relationship with this really hot chick from LA, but it got really complicated, really quickly and then close friend of mine encouraged me to take the next step and make it something more"

She's laughing again.

"It was the best advice she's ever given me..."

"Was that your smart ass way of telling me that I need to figure out how I'm feeling before someone gets hurt?"

"Yep"

"Spence I gave you that speech, so I appreciate your kind words, but I'm on top of it"

"I thought you were a bottom girl?"

I can't help myself.

"Spence you're an idiot"

"You love me..."

"I love you like I love rashes"

She's so full of it.

"Anyway what are we going to do about this staffing problem?"

"We don't have a staffing problem Zara..."

"Spence I'm not letting you work the bar"

I own the bar, so technically she doesn't get a say.

But Zara's my best friend, so I'm always going to listen.

I'm always going to appreciate how much she cares.

"Zara it's honestly fine..."

We'll manage.

"It will work itself out"

It always does.