ASHLEY'S P.O.V
"Don't be a creep Ash"
When I hear her voice I smile.
"Spencer I like it when you're asleep, you still look hot, but you don't talk back..."
"You always say the sweetest things to me"
I never thought this day would come.
I didn't think I'd ever love someone as much as I love her.
"Do I get a hello kiss Ash or are we already flatlining?"
We're definitely not flatlining, we have a very healthy sex life.
"Ash there's a spot in this bed ready for you when I get that kiss"
When I press my lips against hers she brushes her fingers through my hair.
"Hi..."
She's tapping the bed.
"How was your meeting Ash?"
"It was okay"
When I lie down next to her I turn so I'm facing her.
"You have to go back to LA?"
How did she get that from what I just said?
"Yeah, the record label wants me to go back and finalise the album"
I really don't want to go, I don't want to live on opposite sides of the country.
"If I could say no Spence, I would..."
"You're not saying no Ash"
She's smiling.
"Spencer that smile you have on your face is throwing me off a little"
Why is she happy I'm leaving?
"Ash ask me how my lunch with Zara went"
"Have you been abusing your meds?"
She's laughing.
"Ashley just ask me how my lunch went"
"Okay, how was your lunch with Zara?"
"It was really good"
I am so confused.
"Spence you're acting a little strange..."
"Do you remember our last disagreement slash argument?"
"When you busted your stitches?"
"That's the one..."
"Is that a happy memory for you?"
"Definitely not..."
"Then what's with the smiling?"
That smile on her face is getting bigger.
"You asked me what the plan was that day and I muddled up my words"
I remember.
"Ash ask me about my plan again"
"Okay, I'll play along Spence..."
"Good"
"What's the plan?"
She's grinning.
"I went for lunch with Zara because I wanted to ask her how she felt about moving back to LA and we're going to move back"
Did I hear that right?
"Ashley I'm disgustingly in love with you and it's really quite gross"
When she turns her nose up I laugh.
"I actually think you may have cast some sort of love spell on me, because when I stepped on that plane in LA I missed you instantly and I don't miss people when I've just seen them..."
I missed her as well.
"But I missed you Ashley and you're all I think about, I don't even care that I've become that pathetic love sick puppy I used to hate"
I have the biggest grin on my face.
"Because I'm in love with you Ashley and my picture definitely isn't in the dictionary next to the word sane"
Mine isn't either.
"And when sane people have long distance relationships they rarely work, so what chance have I got?"
There's no way I'm going to let this fail, I care about her too much.
"I don't want to live twenty five hundred miles away from you Ashley..."
"Someone likes geography"
"No someone was really bored when the one girl she's allowed to have sex with was living on the other side of the country"
She is so sexy right now.
"Ashley I loved LA when my dad was alive and I know if I go back I'll love it again...It's my home, it's where I grew up and I'm done letting my issues with my mum and Glen keep me away"
We've both changed so much these last couple of months.
Why did it take me so long to meet her?
"I'll miss this city Ash and it will be strange not working at the bar and living in this loft, but there just things Ash... possessions"
I can't believe this is happening.
"You mean so much more to me then this city and even this bar and my plan going forward is you"
I have the biggest smile on my face.
"You're my plan Ashley and that's what I should have said when you asked me a couple of weeks ago"
This time when my lips touch hers it's so much more than just a kiss.
I've never loved anyone the way I love her.
"Are you sure this is what you want Spencer?"
I have to ask.
"I'm positive..."
"This is great"
I want a happily ever after with her, I want it all.
"Spencer I'm going to lock that door and we're going to have some of that really good sex"