He kissed the top of her head, she lay naked in his arms. "We should really get back to your party" She was rewarded with a growl and his arms tightening around her. She laughed and stayed where she where she was. "I guess my new career as a lingerie model is now canceled."

"What?"

"Luann, offered me a job as a lingerie model. CaraCara is offering a line, I accepted. I needed a way to pay the bills, and be home with our kids." He got up, sitting on the edge of the bed.

"You were seriously going to model, for a porn company?"

"Yes, underwear, and sexy night gowns..." He got up pacing the room.

"What the fuck Maddie?" Why would you even think about doing something like that?" Getting up out of bed, she started putting on her clothes, feeling herself getting pissed at her husband.

"Gee Hap, I thought my husband was dead. I had two kids to take care of. Being a make up artist wasn't going to pay the bills, but modeling would."

"The club would have taken care of you! Chibs would have taken care of you!" She stared at him in disbelief, shaking her head.

"First off, do you really, think I'd take charity from the club, and second Chibs would take care of me? What the fuck Hap? I couldn't go out and fill the void you left in my heart!"

"Why not you did before?"

"You bastard!" She jerked open the door, and stormed out into the hall. Tears were streaming down her face, she stormed through the clubhouse, grabbing her purse from the bar, she flew out the door. Jax, Opie, and Chibs were standing outside smoking when she came flying out the door. She ignored them as they called her name. She climbed into her SUV, peeling out of the lot, seeing Happy in her rearview mirror running out of the clubhouse.

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Happy came running out of the clubhouse to see the tail lights of Maddie's SUV as it peeled out of the lot. "Fuck!"

"What the hell Hap?" Opie asked.

"We had a fight! Did you know she was going to model for CaraCara?"

"Lyla did mention it."

Happy glared at his brother-in-law. "You didn't think to stop her?"

"She's a grown ass woman, trying to take care of her family. You should have known she wasn't going to take charity from the club, or let anyone else fill your shoes."

He hung his head, thinking of the hurtful words he'd said to his wife. He realized the last six weeks most have been hell for her, being kidnapped, then rescued, only to think your husband had been killed, Then to find out he was alive, then he turns out to be a total bastard.

"I need a ride to the house to get my bike so I can go find her. Jax stepped forward with his truck keys. "I'll give you a ride."

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She was too upset to go get the kids, she just needed to drive and calm down. She had let her emotions get the best of her, his words had hurt her so bad. Why couldn't he understand that she was just trying to support her family. She wasn't going to do porn, she was going to model. there was a big difference. She was speeding along 580, her windows down, the sunroof open, letting the cool night breeze flow through her SUV.

She passed by where JT had been killed, she had loved him like a second father. He would have loved her kids, like they were his grand kids, she sped along the highway, trying to clear her mind, it was nights like tonight she wished she still had a convertible. She took the curve way too fast, a deer ran out in front of her, slamming on the brakes, she spun out of control, she saw the eighteen wheeler coming towards her. She braced herself for impact, it hit the passenger's side, spinning her around, hitting the driver's, she flew off the road, rolling over landing on it's top. Minutes after it stopped rolling, it burst into flames.

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Happy had been out all night looking for her, he'd called Gemma, Tara, ans Lyla begging them if she showed up to please call him. He paced the livingroom, hoping he'd hear her pull up any minute. Jax, Opie, Chibs, and Tig were all out looking for her, he was staying at home in case she came back. Sophia and James were asleep in their beds.

He heard the motorcycles pulling into his drive, he pulled open the door, his brothers looked exhausted. They were calling off the search, for the night, but everyone would be out looking tomorrow as soon as the sun was up. Everyone had tried to call her cell and she wouldn't answer her phone, not even for Opie. After his brothers left. he went to lay down, in their bed, he hugged her pillow to his face, inhaling her scent.

Christ Maddie, where are you?"

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Juice hated having to do late night tow truck calls, he went out 580 the highway patrol had called him to the sight of an accident. He went down the hill to hook up the tow rope to what was left of the SUV, climbing back up the hill he pushed the button to tow it onto the flat bed. Looking at the wreckage, he shook his head, there was no way that anyone in this vehicle survived.

He secured the SUV to the flatbed, then drove back to TM's lot, he'd just leave it on the flat bed, and deal with it in the morning. He needed to go to bed and get some sleep, as soon as the sun came up, they were out looking for Maddie.

Juice had gotten four hours sleep, he was drinking a cup of coffee, he was sitting at the table at chapel. "Juicey, does Maddie's SUV, still have the GPS tracker?" Chibs asked.

"I'm looking it up now. Shit!" Juice's usual dark complexion was now pale.

"Where is she?" Happy was standing, glaring at him.

"It says her SUV, is in the parking lot, on the flatbed."

Happy remembered seeing the burnt out SUV, when he rode in that morning, he collapsed in his chair, his head in his hands. "Where did you pick it up?"

"Two miles past where JT was killed." Juice answered.

"Did the CHiP, say anything about the owner?" Jax asked.

"I didn't think to ask." Juice could feel the tears falling down his face. The rest of the men at the table were quiet, trying to hols back their tears.

Bobby looked up. "We need to get an accident report, find out what happened. Hap, we have to believe she's still alive and in a hospital somewhere."

Happy looked at his brothers, he knew he needed to be strong and positive for his kids, but he didn't know if he could be.

AN: Hi my lovelies! Just a short chapter tonight, lost my inspiration on this story for a bit but now it's back. Don't be hating, just go with it! Welcome to any new readers out there! Please review!