Happy was trying to stay positive, the kids were at Lyla and Opie's he was on hold with the highway patrol trying to find information on the accident involving Maddie. She had to be alive, he couldn't believe that all the shit they've been through and it ended like this. He was pacing back and forth in chapel, growing more frustrated by the minute.

"Sir, I'm sorry there were no survivors from that wreck. All bodies were taken to Stockton Memorial." Happy felt like he's been punched in the stomach, he sit down quickly, dropping his phone. His mind went blank, how was he going to tell his daughter that her mommy gone. His son, was never going to know her. He laid his head on the table, and cried. Jax came in seeing Happy in this state, he knew it wasn't good.

"What did they say?"

"She's gone Jax. She's fucking dead because of me. Her body is at Stockton Memorial." Jax went over pulling him into a hug.

"Do you want to go get her or do you want Opie to?"

"She's my wife, it's on me." He slowly got up, walking out into the main room, his brothers were waiting to hear the news. Looking at Happy's tear stained face, they already knew. Opie let out and anguished cry, falling to his knees, Happy pulled him up. "I'm sorry..I failed at keeping her safe!" He said nothing else as he walked out to his bike, riding over to Stockton.

Several of his brothers made the ride with him, so he didn't have to go alone. He walked into the hospital, where he was escorted to the morgue, they pulled out the metal slap, opening the body bag. His eyes filled with tears as he stared down at the body. He walked outside to his brothers, crying, barley holding himself up. His brothers embraced him, he looked at them, wiping the tears from his eyes. "It's not Maddie!"

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"How's Jane Doe doing today?" Alissa asked.

"She's holding her own. It would be better if they could find her family." Jackie commented.

"Maybe we should take her picture and post it in the paper."

"The police have no leads to who or where she came from. Everything burned up in her vehicle, she jumped out as it was rolling down an embankment."

"Lucky, she wasn't killed. We know she's got a nursing baby somewhere."

"I hope we can find her family."

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They rode back to Charming relieved that it wasn't Maddie's body at Stockton but wondering where the hell she was at. The walked into the clubhouse, Happy sat down at the bar, trying to get his thoughts together. Was this the hell that Maddie had gone through for two weeks thinking he was dead? His heart was breaking into a million pieces not knowing if she was dead or alive. Was she laying in a hospital somewhere, thinking she was forgotten?

He got up to leave the clubhouse, he was going to go get his kids and go home. He wanted to hold them close and hope he'd have answers in the morning. He waked out to his bike, he'd have to go home and get his truck, and drive over to Lyla and Opie's.

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Alissa and Jackie looked in on their patient, she'd been there for two days, nobody had come looking for her. She was still in a coma, her injuries were healing, her scans were clear, the doctors couldn't figure out why she was still out.

He walked up to the nurses station, smiling. "I'm here about my cousin, Madison Winston, she's in room 205. My name name is Marcus Alvarez."

"Mr. Alvarez, we are so glad her family found her, she's been with us for two days."

"What happened?"

"She was in a terrible car accident out on 580, she was flown here. All her identification was burned up in her vehicle."

"May I go sit with her?"

"Of course! The doctor will be right in to talk to you." He smiled at the nurses, he went into the hospital room, pulling out his phone.

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Sophia was curled up on her mommy's pillow, Happy was sitting in the chair across the room watching her sleep, while James was cradled against his chest. He was taking the day off, and spending it with his kids today. He watched the sun come up, letting the tears slip out of his eyes. Maddie, where the hell are you? You're suppose to be home with me and our children! You're suppose to be by my side!

He glanced at their wedding picture sitting on the table next to the chair, he wiped his tears away. He had to be strong for his kids, he had to find their mommy and bring her home. She was out their lost or she would be here.

AN: Mini short chapter before bedtime, I hope to get a lot of writing done tonight while the super bowl is on!