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Dan knew that Phil hated him, because everyone did. He had his black sweatshirt hood up, and ear buds in his ears, trying to drown out the world's hatred towards him today. He had decided to get that lion hat for Phil, in hope that he would accept it. He couldn't see Phil open it, for he had to carry through with his big plans, but he could imagine the disapproval on his face when he opened it.
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made?"
"Because one day I'll leave you,
a phantom to lead you in the summer,
to join The Black Parade."
He remembered first starting his YouTube channel after being inspired by the song, and wanting to save the people in the world that were just like him. Over the past couple of years, however, Dan had slowly stopped helping his viewers, and they had begun to help him. However, they couldn't help him forever, because the inevitable would happen.
"Depression is a side effect of dying."
His world was collapsing around him, hatred pouring through every crevice slowly drowning him, because he had no idea how to swim in the sea that engulfed him. He didn't bother with therapists like he'd done in the past, because they provided little help and they fed false ideas about the world. He didn't bother telling anyone at all, really, because it wasn't his world that was collapsing around him. Everyone shared the world equally, and he didn't feel like bothering anyone, because out of all of the billions of persons on this earth, what would it matter if one died?
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.
He'd arrived at his destination, and he pulled his ear buds out, as well as took his hood off of his head. He knew one way Phil would appreciate him, and he was going to do it now.