Hi All! I am so glad and amazed that everyone seemed to enjoy the last chapter so much. I will warn you that this chapter does contain some more lemony goodness because I felt that I would reward my wonderful readers with what they truly want.
If you feel like they are moving fast, they are, but things will slow down after this chapter while they figure some things out.
My mom has to have double bypass heart surgery sometime in the next month or so. That means that updates will be varied, but writing this story does give me some escape from all the stress right now; so I wouldn't be too worried about there being too much time between updates.
As always all of the characters belong to SM, but the plot is mine.
See you at the bottom!
All of Me- Chapter 4
I don't know how long I had been out, but when I came to I could faintly hear the different voices of the three male vampires around me. I tried to stay as still as possible with my eyes closed; so that I could try and be sneaky listening in on what they were saying about me.
"Jasper I can't believe you would be so careless! You have to remember that she is still a human you know; and humans do need to breathe regularly. Passing out from lack of oxygen is usually frowned upon." I heard Garrett tell Jasper in a worried tone.
"I know that Garrett, but I was in the moment with her scent hitting me again; along with yours that I couldn't help it. Besides from the emotions that she was sending out she wasn't exactly complaining about anything anyway." Jasper replied back with what I could just imagine was a smirk on his face.
"Nothing to worry about you two she is fine; and I would bet my last dollar that the little bird has been pretending to still be asleep so that she could try and listen in on our this conversation." Peter outed me, the bastard.
When I opened my eyes I was surrounded by the three looking down at me with their blood red eyes filled with a mixture of love and worry. I was a little overwhelmed and was starting to feel claustrophobic with them just hovering over me like I was going to start screaming or something.
"Um, guys do you mind backing up a little?" I asked, while trying to sit up a little.
They backed up until I could see that the room that I was in. It had a huge bed, larger than a king, and a couple of dressers along the wall. However, what made the space were the two walls of floor to ceiling windows that basked the room in natural light. I could see the Texas landscape expanding out as far as the eye could see. I felt comfortable in this room. I took a second to get my bearings before looking back towards my three mates.
Peter was standing towards what I guessed was the closet, leaning against the door frame. His arms were crossed over his broad chest and there was a calm and content look about him. Peter looked like he was finally at peace after being alone for so long. Garrett was sitting on the dark brown leather chair that was next to the bed. He smiled at me and even though I knew that this was a big shock for the former nomad I could tell that he had accepted that this is where we belonged. We were no longer going to be just the two of us in this mated relationship, but it was going to be the four of us together.
Jasper was the last one I set my eyes on. He was sitting on the end of the bed giving me a look that wavered between of him feeling sorry for making me pass out and wanting to start things up where they ended, only this time with me naked and screaming his name as loud as I could. Not that I wouldn't have like to do that myself, but I felt that there were things that needed to be discussed first before we could move forward.
"Can I speak to Jasper alone for a minute please?" I asked the three. The other two nodded; and as they left the room I could see Garrett smack Peter's ass and wiggle his eyebrows, while give him a look like come and get me before disappearing through the door. Peter followed him laughing.
I just shook my head at their antics and smiled. Once Jasper and I were alone we just sort of stared at each other for a minute trying to come up with how to start. I had never felt uncomfortable with Jasper before; and not saying that I was now, but there was just a block between us that needed to broken before I could fully trust him again. He was the first to crack and break the silence.
"Bella, I'm so sorry for every mistake I have done that I has caused you pain. I may be an empath and know other's emotions, but that doesn't always mean I that recognize my own. I knew that there was something special about you and I felt the mating bond, but with me already having a completed bond with Peter I was unsure how to act on it. In my inaction I allowed you to fall even more into the clutches of that pussy mind reader and my former psychotic companion.
You were so happy with them that at the time I was willing to just keep watch and make sure that no harm came your way; and for the most part that was going okay, but the night of you birthday when Edward put you in the direct path of his bloodlust and then had the nerve to blame me I could no longer take it. I had to leave because that family was literally causing me to go insane with all of their rules and morals. I mean for heaven sakes we are vampires and they wanted to tame me like I was some puppy dog that they picked up on the side of the road. I am and will always be a solider, the Major of the Southern Wars, and no amount of high school is going to change that and reprogram me into some Cullen robot.
I am getting off topic here, but the point that I am trying to make is that I am sorry and that if I had known how much you were suffering after they left you I would have been at your door as soon as possible to help you and take you as mine along with Peter. I think I have loved you for a long time and was just too chicken shit afraid to admit it to not only you but myself as well. But no longer because I can see that everything that has happened in the last century was meant to so that you, me, Peter, and Garrett could meet and form this unique and wonderful relationship. So can you forgive me for all of my wrongdoings? I promise that I will try to be a good boy from now on." Jasper said as he began running his strong almost calloused fingers up my leg under my jeans. The electrical pulses were there and it still amazed me that I could feel them so strongly with each of the vampires that I have been fated to be with. I was hooked and the more they touched me the more that I craved it.
"I don't know Jasper. I mean those months alone were some of the hardest times that I have ever had. I think that you are going to have to work a little bit for me to fully forgive you." I told him, trying to hide my smile.
"Well I am willing to do anything you can think of to gain this elusive forgiveness." Jasper whispered as he began to crawl up the bed until his body was practically covering mine.
"I think that I can think of a few things." I said breathlessly because his cold body was now pushing mine into the mattress of the bed in just the right way.
"Oh really; and what would my first act of repentance be my queen?" He asked while his mouth got closer and closer to mine until we were just a mere centimeters away from touching again.
"Kiss me and let me feel exactly what you feel for me." I ordered, before he again crashed his lips into mine.
This kiss was just as powerful as the one we shared outside, but I could also sense that he was being more careful this time in remembering that I was still human, hopefully for not to much longer, because after a few moments he moved his mouth from mine and continued a slow tantalizing path with his cool lips down my throat to the top of my chest.
While his mouth was busy doing deliciously naughty things to the upper part of my body I could feel his hands move up my body until he reached the hem of my shirt. He slowly removed the offending piece of clothing, only breaking contact with the top of my breasts once while lifting the shirt over my head and then removing his own in the process as well. I didn't get a chance to look at his beautiful body, but from what my hands could touch he was perfectly muscled and was covered in what felt like hundreds of scars. Scars have always been a weird turn on for me because they tell stories of struggle and survival. No one is perfect and I guess that was another reason why Edward and I were all wrong for each other because he would never be brave enough to allow himself to be scarred in anyway; physically or emotionally. But, I really did not want to be thinking about Edward at this moment because Jasper snapped my new bra down the middle, making me bare my upper half to him fully.
"Hey, I just bought that." I weakly complained.
"I'll help you buy a new one later." He growled before latching his cool mouth onto my right nipple and sucking on it until it felt like it was so hard that it could of cut glass.
I moaned loudly at the new sensation; and immediately moved my hands to Jasper's hair to try and keep him in place. I felt my panties getting wetter with each caress of his rough tongue over my pebbled flesh, especially when he began messaging my left nipple between his fingers, tugging slightly until there was just the right amount of pain.
He was powerful and strong and I loved every moment of being in his arms. I know that this might be a little soon and that we definitely had more we needed to talk about, but this mating shit was nothing to mess around with. It was almost like there was an animal buried deep within me clawing her way out saying that I must claim my mates now or I could loose them forever. I wasn't going to argue with her, and not if being with these three vampires was going to feel this amazing every time.
Just as I was getting lost in the sensations of his mouth and fingers on my breasts he moved one of his large hands lower, where he began to undo my jeans and slip his long fingers along my most private of areas. I was starting to feel a little self conscience because no one had ever touched me there before except me; and if I was going to be with three male vampires, who I am sure have been with several other women before, I didn't know if I would be enough to satisfy them or not.
"Stop, you are perfect. I have never been more attracted to a woman in my life. I know that we all have to share, but you will always be the only female that has my heart, my body, and my affections. I love you as a human and I will love you just the same once you are turned. Please Bella let me show you how much you mean to me." Jasper told me as he began to remove my jeans and underwear from my legs. I gave a nervous nod and he gave me another passion filled kiss before lowering himself until his mouth was lined up with my moist slit.
The first touch of his tongue to my clit had me crashing back into the bed with my eyes closed and my hands tightly fisting the sheets. I tried to keep my legs from closing around Jasper's head, but I was unsuccessful because he just brought both of his hands up and pushed my legs down until I was virtually spread open for him to feast upon, and boy did he seem to be enjoying his meal.
With an alternating pattern on my bundle of nerves always leaving me on the edge, but never letter me completely fall over the cliff, I was left panting and saying his name over and over again until I knew that my voice would be hoarse in a few hours from it. His fingers parted my slit and he inserted one finger at a time until I was a thrashing mess. Jasper set a hard and fast pace; never giving me a chance to guess at what was coming next.
With his gift he knew exactly what I was feeling; and just as I was about to climax he would pull me back and keep me hanging. He would then begin the cycle again until I was once more a quivering begging slut. Just as I thought that I couldn't take anymore he moved back up my body and kissed me, letting me taste my juices on his tongue as he swirled it in my mouth. I should have been repulsed, but I didn't have the ability of coherent thought at the moment because just then Jasper unleashed every facet of emotion that he held for me sending me flying into never ending bliss.
I don't know how long I was lost in my high, but when rational thought began to return to my mush of a brain the first thing I registered was the sound of clapping. I turned my head to see Garrett and Peter had returned at some point and had been watching Jasper and me. From the impressive bulges in their jeans I could tell that they both had enjoyed the show immensely.
Jasper slowly removed himself from covering my body, leaving me exposed to the two for the first time. Even though I was completely naked I felt confident in my body for once in my life. I guess a mind blowing orgasm will do that to you. Peter and Garrett slowly approached the bed and each gave me a long sensual kiss. Peter was softer in technique than Jasper or Garrett, but the way his mouth molded to mine left me curling my toes in anticipation of things to come.
I could tell that things could have continued to escalate, but I knew that until I was turned it would be extremely dangerous for us to get too much more physical. I didn't want any trips to the emergency room with a broken pelvis or something similar. That would be hard to explain to the doctors. So I broke the kiss and pulled the sheet from the bed over my body so that I felt a little more in control of myself.
The four of us just sat there on the bed making small talk, content that we were together and nothing or no one would break us apart. Just as I was beginning to fall back asleep on Garrett's hard chest I felt Peter turn to Jasper and say.
"Charlotte called."
Before sleep could take me my last thought was who was this Charlotte and why was she calling my mates.
I know I am so mean, but what do you think Charlotte wants?
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BriyerRose