Sex in this chapter. But just a bit. Not at all too bad. And even though I'm not much of a good writer, I think I'd do better with drabbles or something. Like with chaptered ones, you know, I'm just get really lazy at points. I got the whole story, but I'm just incredibly lazy with writing them. If I got a machine hooked to my brain that did the writing, you would thank me so much. I'd be finished with these so much earlier.
The sunlight was pouring from the window of Phil's bedroom. The blinds had been forgotten open. It was already nine in the morning so it wasn't as terrible as it could have been. Sometimes the sun had the nerve to arrive already at six to wake them up. And neither one of them were morning people.
As Phil was beginning to shake the dust from his sleepy eyes his hips rolled to Dan's bottom. He groaned with his morning voice suddenly, surprising himself too. He was hard. Awfully so.
Dan woke up to Phil's noises and swiped his eyes a bit confusedly. Phil's hand stroked his hip softly, but he seemed to have some sort of deeper meaning behind it. As Dan was about to turn around to face him to ask him what he wanted, he felt Phil too. A throaty chuckle escaped him and he was left with a lazy grin as he turned back on his side.
"I had the most wonderful dream about you", Phil said huskily to Dan's ear, his warm breath tickling his skin.
Phil peppered kisses from his jaw to his shoulder all over the smooth, pale complexion of it. His hands pampered Dan with their soft, persuading touches that made him want him as well. Dan offered more of his skin to show as he leaned his head back on the pillow. Phil's other hand wandered to the brown locks and carded his fingers through them as the other hand's fingered wanted somewhere else. They lowered against Dan's backside over to his underwear and under them. He acted sweet and slow as the morning asked them to in the soft light.
Dan whined and pulled the comforter more over himself. Phil's ministrations were absolutely wonderful, but he was getting needier by the second. When Phil's fingers finally got to their destination, Dan's eyelids fluttered closed with a sigh of relief.
One finger.
Mmmhp
Two fingers.
A-aah...
Three.
Uh! Um mmm
Then a little bit faster and a bit more everywhere.
"P-phiil."
"I've got you, Bear."
"They are really great pictures. Have you read any of the responses to it?" Phil asked as he displayed the pictures from the internet to Dan who still hadn't seem them. He had been curious to see them, but didn't dare to because he was too afraid to see himself looking hideous. They sat beside each other with the TV running commercials about cereals, medicines and food.
"Well someone definitely did a great job editing them. They look quite good, I agree", Dan said as he looked over the photos with Phil on the couch. The comments were pretty praising, but some of them were extremely concerned about how skinny Dan looked. But some seemed to like him better like that.
"Yeah, but you really suit the clothes. You're really good", Phil complimented and took Dan's hand. "Sure", he scoffed, but he did inwardly smile about it. I guess he didn't look that bad as he had thought he would.
"I need to see that dress you bought home. Did they really say that they might call you later to do more photo shoots? Because I might not be that resistant after all, that is still if I get to be with you there. But you really work it, girl", Phil said and did the whole clicking his fingers with it and laughed at the end with his tongue poking out of his mouth. Silly.
"Oh, stop it. But they did say that, though I'm not sure if they will still take me if I'll try to get better. Like I said, I don't think it's such a good idea to do modelling while I'm trying to get from the obsession to be thin. You thought so before too, Phil. Have you changed your mind? Do you think I should stay like this?"
Dan started getting nervous and bewildered about what was Phil's opinion about his current state. He wasn't all too sure Phil wanted him to gain weight in order to get better.
"No Dan! I totally support you with getting better. I don't think you should model in this state, not at all. But if you like it and since you're so talented with it, I think afterwards you can do it if you want. I'm sure they will take you even if you're healthy." Phil was quick to say, not wanting Dan to think for one second he just wanted to be thin and only cared about how he looked. That would be the opposite Dan needed right now for recovery.
"Okay. We'll see. But I'm not going to take any offers before I feel better. But I can't be exactly the "average" weight if I want to continue modelling. There's not that much jobs for them as stupid as it is. Models are supposed to represent the people and then show of the clothes for them and how they fit", Dan retorted and went back to watching the British Bake Off.
"That's true", Phil agreed after he thought about what Dan had said thoroughly for a moment before he browsed through Tumblr again. People were going crazy after the liveshow and gifs and pictures of it had already been taken. Their fans definitely were diligent if anything.
Also some of their friends that hadn't know about Dan's state beforehand were giving their best wishes now. Dan had tried to answer them as gracefully as he could without making it sound stupid and corny. It was nice to know they cared, but in a way I guess they had to, Dan thought darkly.
"But do you feel alright now? How are you really? I know a ton of things have been happening lately and it must have stressed you out a lot", Phil suddenly asked. He put his whole attention to Dan, putting his computer on the coffee-table and turned his body towards his boyfriend. Dan was startled by the question momentarily, but it made him smile in a way. Phil really did care if anyone. His family wasn't even that worried as they trusted Phil would be there by his side in any moment of crisis. It was really nice to have his support in everything he did. Phil was such an amazing boyfriend.
Dan turned around with a small giggle and laid his legs over Phil's lap. Phil immediately started stroking and rubbing them affectionately with a smile. It felt splendid as always, even if he wore jeans.
"I feel astonishing right now. Thanks to you. I feel lighter with all the burden lifted off of me. All I need to do now is to get better. I'll try to take one day at a time", Dan responded with a sigh. Phil looked to be very relieved to hear that.
"That's good. That's very good, Bear", Phil replied, his voice soft and sweet. He moved a little closer to the brunette to cup his cheek in his hand and then slowly and carefully pressed their lips together. "You've already done so well, baby. I love you", he whispered, not letting go off Dan.
He pressed his head against Phil's warm hand and smiled so much his dimples made their show. "I love you too, Phil. You've been so good to me. Always. Even when you didn't do it like the handbook told you to. You always made it better in the end. Thank you", Dan said and returned the kiss.
They fell deeper into the cushions, their limbs getting tangled together and lips hastily finding the other. And when Phil's hands wandered all over him, this time there was nothing in Dan's mind wanting them to stop as his t-shirt was discarded to the floor and Phil's lustful eyes studied him. He was only eager to feel more.
I-I think this is over, guys. Thanks for reading. I know this might have not been the most exciting chapter to end with, but I hope you liked the other ones at least. See my other fics too if you like. I've got more to catch up on. But I'm going abroad (no wifi for me D;) so it's going to take a while for a next upload. I'll try to at least write if I can.
