My Angel, My Demon

I stood in the middle of Leah's room and watched and strode back in forth as she gathered what little clothing she'd obtained from Esme and put it in a small duffle bag. She was much cleverer than I gave her credit for. After giving her situation some thought she realized that it wouldn't be a wise idea for me to know where she was traveling so she gave the decision up to Bella. Leah was resourceful and she figured anywhere would be better than here.

"If you have to stand in here like a statue at least post yourself in a corner so you don't look so awkward," she muttered as she sat on her bed and drew her feet underneath her. I followed suit and sat beside her. I wanted to tell how enraged I was. I wanted to force her to tell me where she was going.

"It's going to be okay Edward," she whispered. "You look so damned panicked and I can't figure it out for the life of me. I'm not your pet nor your play thing and this little arrangement here was extremely temporary."

"I will find you." The words escaped me quietly. I blurted them out without giving any real thought to them.

"What?" She glared at me with disbelief coloring her face.

"I am pretty sure even if you leave and I don't know where you're going I will find you," I repeated and she frowned.

"And what purpose would that serve?" She cocked her head to the side puzzled.

"I don't care that you don't think you want to be near me. All that matters to me is my desire to be near you. You are unnecessarily causing me discomfort and I will find you simply to keep my desires sated," I explained and she laughed but seemed horrified.

"I give up! You're bat shit crazy you know that?" She turned toward me and I just looked at her. I had no response since I was pretty sure she was right. "You got what you wanted from me. We fucked twice. I won't lie the sex was amazing it's time to get over it and move on!" She protested and all of a sudden an idea popped into my head.

"So you think my obsession with you is just about the sex?" I asked and she nodded her confirmation.

"Well maybe I wasn't satisfied with our previous interactions? Maybe I need more and I'm sure you are capable of a far better performance. If you satisfy me Leah … if you let me fuck you tonight until I've had my fill of you I will not follow you." She arched her eyebrow and then burst into a fit of laughter. She fell back on the bed and I was quick to hover over her and her giggle quickly sobered.

"It's not like you haven't been thinking about it anyway. You've been dreaming about me Leah, you want me to make love you and you have for a really long time. You could think of it as a going away present or you could struggle and you know how much I really, really like that," I murmured as I gave myself the opportunity to caress her the length of her arms with my fingertips. She rolled her eyes and refused to look at me. Once I made my way to her hands I intertwined our finger before lifting her hands about her head and locking her in place on the bed.

"So you're not going to give me any fight whatsoever?" I can't lie I was a little disappointed but hard as a rock hard nonetheless. Her brown eyes stared into mine for a moment. Memories of our time before ran through her mind and she sighed.

"No," she whispered. I leaned down and place my lips on hers and forcefully took her affection. She moaned as she bit down on my bottom lip.

"So you'll give me what's mine? Right now?" I asked as I scooted up both toward the head of the bed and then in one swoop left her topless.

"Yes," she breathed. "Give me a memory Edward, say goodbye to me … your way please," she breathed.

"Oh Leah, you know how I feel about you begging," I said before kissing her once more and obtaining a firm possession of her right breast. She hesitantly wrapped her arms around my shoulders and gather my shirt in her fists. I could feel as the fabric started to rise against my skin. I pulled away from her only enough to remove my shirt and then return to the matter at hand which was getting her completely naked. I unbuttoned and unzipped her jeans. I caressed the area of her little pink panties that was covering the part of her I was itching to please. She whimpered a little as she arched her back scooted closer to my touch.

"Edward … please," she begged and it was like music to my ears.

"Say it again," I ordered.

"Please," she moaned I lowered my face to the area bellow her navel and peppered butterfly kisses around on her flesh as I completed the task of removing her denim and discarded it to the floor. "Edward."

"I love these," I muttered as I placed with the little bit of fabric now covering my Leah. I lifted her left leg and kissed her kneecap and began using my tongue to create a trail up her inner thigh. The smell of her want dancing in my nostrils. While I did this watched as she fondled nipples waiting impatiently to make my move to please her. I carefully moved her panties to the side and tasted her essence. I French kissed it passionately absorbing it all.

"Oh shit, that's it Edward please … I'm gonna come!" She warned me only seconds before drenching me with her love. I raised my head and licked my lips and she chuckled a little. I pulled her into another kiss allowing her to taste the deliciousness that was her essence.

"See how good you taste? It's easy to get addicted to someone as yummy as you." I kissed the corner of her mouth, her jawline, and the crook of her neck.

"I've never been called yummy before," she giggled and then gasped as I managed to enter her abruptly. I pounded against her roughly. Rigorously I thrust into her. I was she would feel my need for her in each stroke, each movement said don't leave me. I … I need you. Be mine. I'm yours. You're everything. My siren. My angel. My demon. Don't go.

"Don't go Leah," I groaned through clenched teeth. "I love you." I confessed as I reached my climax only seconds after her. I nestled my head in her chest, with my ear to her heart. I listened as the rapid beating slowed and became regular once more. She ran her fingers through my hair. She didn't say anything but I know she heard what I'd said because she repeated it over and over again in her head.

This isn't love Edward but it's good to know you're just as screwed up as I am, she thought.

Author's Note: I hope you all enjoyed the chapter! I hope to be back soon!