Hands, Tongues, and Moans
Leah's POV
What had I done? I was having a small anxiety attack as I stepped off the train with Edward. He held my hand tightly as we a maneuvered through the crowd. I had left everything safe and trusted my impulses and my desires. I hadn't attacked this recklessly since I was in Forks. I was in a fog and now that I was over the high of our rendezvous on the train the realness was starting to sink in. I had no job and I was running with a married man. I had no one that could legally claim me but when I looked in his eyes and when I read his words I felt he wanted to claim me.
We ended up in what I considered a bootleg motel. I was one hundred percent sure what state we'd ended up in. It was dark I was tired so I was grateful for the bed. He opened the door and switched on the light.
"We're in Georgia … our stay is only temporary I needed to pause and think," he murmured as he moved past me with his phone to his ear. I heard him greet Carlisle but he spoke in hush tones so I couldn't hear. I held my stomach I was hungry. I scrambled for some change and headed to the vending machine I saw on the first floor. I grabbed a couple bags of chips and went back to our room. Edward was sitting on the foot of the bed with a dark look on his face.
"Did you tell him?" I asked and got no response. The just stared at me and his gaze was slightly unnerving. It was almost enough to make me feel I'd made a mistake. So I started to pace and ramble.
"As far as motels go this one is pretty nice and it seems clean. You said we would be staying a couple of days that's good then I can try to get some rest when we end up where ever we are going I'll be busy trying to find work," I was holding a conversation with myself even though he was looking at me. I took in a staggered breath. "Please say something Edward you're driving me crazy!"
"Please?" He arched his eyebrow. I nodded.
"Yes, please," I whispered and knew where this was headed. He stalked toward me slowly and pulled me towards him by the elastic of my sweatpants. He kissed neck and smoothed his hands along my sides and then gripped my bottom. He kissed my lips fully and it felt like we spent hours in the middle of the floor just hands, tongues, and moans … adoring each other. I went to undo his shirt and he stopped me.
"I'm not after sex right now," he whispered. "I just want to kiss you … I just want you to look at me the way you are looking at me right now. What does that look mean I wonder?" He mused while he touched my face.
"It means I'm yours and I love you," I whispered and he closed his eyes and he was reveling in my words.
"I love when you say what you mean it causes an echo and I love your sound of your voice magnified in my mind," he explained. "I love you and I will do what it takes to make it right." He took my hand and guided me to the bed. He laid down and I placed my head on his chest.
"I was to run with you for a little while maybe a month or two and then we will come back and deal with my family. I don't want to part with them forever. I just want it known that even though what happened between us isn't ideal. I want you in my life forever and they will have to accept it." I scoffed and set upright. Did he really see us living with his family like one big happy family? Where would that leave Ness and Bella?
"I don't see us living with then for quite some time. I want to live close to my daughter. I want her to know that I am no leaving her just because I am in love with you but we do need time … to uh … reacquaint ourselves," he muttered.
"You mean to fuck," I whispered and then placed a little kiss on his lips.
"I was trying to be a gentleman … but if you start saying stuff like that you'll get nothing but the monster," he murmured before kissing me passionately after a few minutes we both came up for air.
"I think I may want the monster." I went to kiss him again but he stopped me and flipped onto my stomach. He pulled my sweats and panties down in one swift motion.
"Oh trust me the monster always wants you," he breathed as he unzipped his pants and entered me quickly. I gasped and then gripped the comforter tightly as he took me from behind. He hissed out a growl as he clawed for my breast and thrust harder and harder.
"Dear God," I cried out in due to the pleasure pain he was giving me.
"That's right Leah … shit!" He came and his climax caused my own. I lost my balance and lay on my stomach with him on top of me. He turned me over onto my back. We both giggled a little. It was now looking at him like this I noticed he was beautiful carefree and kind. He was everything I wanted. I smoothed my hand across the side of his face.
"There's that look again. I want you to look at me like that always," he kissed my nose and then both of my cheeks. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck. It was then I realized that in this moment I was truly happy. It had been so long since I'd felt this way and I hoped and prayed the feeling stayed for a while.
Author's Note: 4cullensandablack … this one is for you! I hope you enjoy it. It was a fun little thing to write. I always like a little Edward and Leah! I think I may want the monster too!