WARNING: this chapter sucks and im srry

I tapped my foot impatiently on the ground, slouching on the park bench I was sitting on. I had to have been waiting for 25 minutes at least.

How long does it take to walk to a park!? I thought angrily. Since I was being held here against my will I didn't have the patience to sit around and wait for his lazy ass to pop up.

Knowing Gold he was probably spending hours on getting his hair fixed until he found it suitable to walk outside with. I rolled my eyes. He does have a thick head of hair but there's no point in fussing over it that much. Hell, my hair goes down to my shoulders and I do nothing but wash and brush it.

He's so dramatic... I thought grumpily. I looked to the side as two little boys ran up to me. Great... company, just what I need.

"Hey, mister, have you seen a guy with a black and yellow cap?" They asked, eyes bright with excitement and innocence. "He's really tall and has black hair."

Gee, I wonder who that could be. I simply shook my head in response.

"Oh, thanks anyway!" They said before running off.

I groaned and pulled out my pokegear. I'll bet the fucker decided to stand me up. He's probably here screwing around. I decided to text him.

Gold, why are there little kids running around asking where you are?

I crossed my arms and sat back in the bench. A cold winter breeze blew by, ruffling my hair. I stuffed my hands into my jacket pockets until I heard my phone vibrate as I got a reply.

Oh you're here? I didn't think you'd show up so quickly! My bad :)

I rolled my eyes, looking at my phone when he quickly sent another text.

I was playing hide and seek with them but I'll come find you. Where you at?

On a bench by the fountain.

On my way~

I closed my pokegear and stuffed my hands back into my pockets. I knew Gold loved kids. He was very neutering and kind when it came to interacting with them. Since he works at the daycare, I'm sure he has to deal with them all the time. I didn't really have an opinion on them, but I preferred it if they left me alone. I find it hard to get along with people let alone children.

I looked up when Gold jogged up to me. I scowled. "Took you long enough."

He snickered and sat down next to me, stretching his arm. He had on his usual red jacket and black pants, but his hat was gone, which confused me.

"Where's your hat?"

"Oh, uh, the kiddos wanted to wear it so I let them borrow it." He waved it off. "I'll get it back."

I looked away from him and stared at the ground. It felt awkward since we hadn't spoke in so long...

"So... what's up? How have you been holding up lately?" He asked.

"I've been fine." I murmured, voice muffled by the collar of my jacket.

"You sure? I mean I wouldn't know since I haven't seen you in... I don't know, 5 weeks and 4 days."

"You were counting?"

"Shut up."

I smirked and sat up. "Let's walk around. It might warm me up considering it's freezing out here."

He sighed in annoyance. "Fine." He stared at me as he stood, and I saw his golden eyes widen. "You got taller..."

I glared, feeling myself tense at the close proximity of us. He chuckled. "It's supposed to be a compliment, Silv." We walked away from the bench and Gold gasped. "Oh!" He pointed at the fountain. "Wanna make a wish? I have a few coins."

"I don't believe in that wish junk."

He rolled his eyes, digging into his pants pocket. "Your loss." He tossed a coin into the fountain, and we continued walking.

I rose an eyebrow in curiosity and couldn't help myself from asking. "What did you wish for?"

"Can't tell you or it won't come true~" He said, poking my shoulder playfully. I rolled my eyes again and looked away from him. I just want to go home...

"Anyway, Silver, are you sure you've been alright? I feel like you've been avoiding me."

"Was it that obvious?"

Gold flinched at that. "I didn't... do something wrong did I?"

I was going to respond in a snarky retort, but the genuine concern in his voice prevented me from doing so. I sighed. "No I've just had... a lot on my mind is all."

"You wanna talk about it?"

"No." I quickly replied.

He put his hands up in defense, smirking. "All right, grumpy pants."

I looked at him as we walked. I hate him so much with his stupid gorgeous black locks and his stupid beautiful eyes and his stupid attractive smile and basically him as a whole. He's so stupid. I hate him. Hate. Him.

I furrowed my eyebrows and kicked a rock to the side. See, this is exactly why I didn't want to hang around him. Look at what you've become, Silver! Ugh, this is all his fault!

"Silv?" Gold uttered as he stopped walking. I stopped as well, turning to look at him. He look confused.

"What?"

"Uh..." He rubbed at his neck. "You were staring at me."

I felt heat creep up from my neck to the tip of my ears. I cursed to myself and quickly turned and walked away from him, ignoring his call as he ran after me.

I want to go home. I want to go home. I kept repeating those words in my head like a mantra. Gold caught up to me and stopped me with a firm hand placed on my shoulder. He forcefully turned my around, and I glared.

"Dude, what's with you? You act like you want nothing to do with me." He frowned.

Well that's not far off from the truth.

"I just don't want to be here." I muttered in reply.

He looked hurt, but he sighed. "We could just crash back at your place?"

God, no. Anything but that.

It was bad enough that I had to spend time with Gold by myself. But at least we were in public. If Gold and I were somewhere private, let's say my house... I don't even want to think what would happen.

"Actually, I-I don't think that's a very good idea..."

"Aw, c'mon, Silv! We haven't seen each other in weeks, the least you could do is let me drop by." His eyes were pleading, his hands enclosed together as he pouted.

God, he's giving me the puppy eyes...

I forced myself to look away. "My house is a mess." Liar. "Maybe some other time."

He clicked his tongue. "You cut me deep, Silver. It's official." He crossed his arms and pointed his nose up childishly. "You're the worst best friend ever."

I scoffed. "Like I care."

He chuckled and sat down in the grass, patting the area next to him. I rolled my eyes and sat beside him, my legs crossed and my hand on my cheek.

"Oh, so this other day at work I met a really pretty girl. She gave me her number. I might see her later~" He smiled.

I stared at him, wondering why he'd bring up the subject out of nowhere. I only felt one emotion. Jealously. There was no doubt it in that I was jealous. I swallowed, forcing the feeling down, though the dull ache in my chest was proving it difficult.

"Exactly how many girls have come in and out your door since new years, Gold?" I replied, trying to sound as uncaring as possible.

He pouted at me. "Only 4. Which honestly isn't that bad." He mused, sounding a bit disappointed. What would he be disappointed about? Did he expect a different reaction? Why should I care about some girl I've never heard of hitting on him?

I huffed in response. I hated it. I hated how mad I was about the fact that Gold had slept with other people. Why should I care!? He's 19, he can do whatever he wants! Ugh, it's these stupid, stupid feelings!

Luckily I had worked for years on perfecting my poker face, and although my brain was screaming on the inside, I looked completely unfazed and uncaring physically. I let out a small grunt as I began to feel nauseous. Must be that dumb rare candy... it should pass, just hold it down.

"Have you ever dated anyone, Silv? Or uh... wanted to date someone?"

I gave him a look that said 'Are you crazy!?' "No, and I probably never will."

He smirked, flicking his fringe out of his face, the movement fluid, cocky, and unfortunately very attractive. "You know I can tell when you're lying right?"

My heart began to pound, which increase my nausea. "I'm not lying. I'm not interested in that sort of thing." I groaned out, holding my head as I became very dizzy.

"Woah, Silver... you okay...?" Gold reached a hand out to me, but recoiled when I grunted in pain. My stomach hurt so much...

"Hey... Silv, come on, what's wrong?" I could hear Gold's voice, and felt his arm wrapped around me for support, but my eyesight was slowly growing dimmer...

The last thing I remember was Gold's cry of concern before I blacked out completely.

Meeehhhh I didn't like this chapter but I couldn't write what I was imagining and I felt like silver was ooc (he probably is)* and thAT PISSES ME OFF this is very hard

so hard

so I was like fuck it imma just be amateur and rush it like there's no tomorrow

I was originally gonna wait until I got like 3 reviews to post this but I kinda thought no ones gonna review my shit story so wtf how is that fair so this is to that guest that reviewed. love u. sorry this sucked but I shall do my best in the future. (hopefully/probably not)

also SOMEONE STOLE MY GLASSES AT SCHOOL AND IM PISSED BECAUSE LIKE WTF ARE YOU GONNA DO WITH PRESCRIBED GLASSES NOTHING. JUST NOTHING. MY SCHOOL IS RATCHET AS HELL I S2G PEOPLE WILL STEAL A DUSTY BURGER IF ITS THERE

I can't wait until college when I no longer have to deal with idiots. I mean I'm positive I'll still deal with idiots because hey what are you gonna do but at least college doesn't have rotten thieves. or at least I hope so..

fuck it. no place is safe. hide your shit guys. moral of this story.

*((oh well at least silver isn't crying like a lil bitch that's basically all I care about))