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Everyone had gone home excapt me; i stayed and waited for spencer to get home from wherever she had gone. I felt bad, because i felt like it was my fault she had left. I dont like being feared. The clocked chimed and it read 9:30. I had been camping out in her living room for almost an hour alone. I was about to get up and hold off the confrontation until school the next day, when she walked in the kitchen door. She didnt see my sitting on the couch as she slammed her keys on the counter and got a cup of water. She had been crying and there was dirt on her shoes, i wondered where she had run off to...

Once she was far enough away from the door i stood up and walked swiftly over to her while i said her name a little too harshly.

"Im so sorry," she said and immedeately began sobbing, "i didnt mean t-" i dont know what came over me but i couldnt hear her cry. It broke my heart. I smashed my lips on hers and she stiffened immediately against it but i knew she would give in, and what else but a second later she grabbed my hips and smashed her body on mine, flipping me so my back was against the fridge.

I was throbbing, i was wet, my stomache was doing somersaults, and i didnt want anything more than i wanted Spencer.

"My room...now..." She said inbetween liplocks. There was no hesitation in my movement upstairs. All thoughts of Hanna were gone, and i was so focused on the perfectly toned girl that was now under me on the bed. Her hands were desprately trying to unbotton my pants while mine were fumbling with her shirt. She finally undid the button and flipped to be on top. Her hands wiggled my pants off and she started to kiss my neck while removing my shirt. Her breath was hot, and had i not known better id say she could hear my hear thrumming. My shirt slid over my head, and as she kissed her way down my body i slid off hers. She slid my underwear to the side and started vigorously licking my clit.

"Spencer...oh god! Mmmmm!" I felt her smile under my obvious appreciation. She looked up at me, her beautiful eyes shining like id never seen, and winked. I laughed but then she put a finger and curled it inside me. She pumped and pumped until i finally climaxed and continued to kiss until my body had recovered. It felt so right, and all i could think of was how bad i wanted to taste her.

"My turn." She looked nervous, as if the idea of me returning was unimaginable. I pulled her head up to mine, our lips so close, i felt her go weak and her eyes fluttered shut. She leaned forward as if we were attracted by gravity, but i pulled back and used her moment of vulnerability to flip her over, immediately kissing her bare chest. Before she had time to argue i dove right in.

She was tense at first, but im good at what i do, and she soon relaxed moaning deeply. Before long she came, and she slammed her head down on her pillow. Neither of us spoke. Surprisingly enough i had no regrets, it had been amazing. The dynamic was so much different from Hanna. Spencer jumped in, and i loved feeling so wanted, and for the first time in a long time, got the thrill of doing something i know i shouldnt. I could only hope she felt the same. My head was resting on her stomache, so when she spoke i could feel the vibrations.

"Do you hate me?" I felt her stomache clench, about to cry. Id never seen her cry before, and already today id seen it twice. She was genuinely upset.

"No of course not..."

"Do regret me? Are we gonna be able to friends still? Ans what are gonna tell Hanna...shes going to hate me. And you two are perfect a d its my fault-"

She was ranting out of control so i stopped her from talking by crawling up her naked body and put my face so close to hers i could feel the heat. "I do not regret you spencer. I love Hanna, but well figure it out tomorrow ok?" I said in my most sexy voice. I had rendered her unable to move, so she just shook her head, and i grinned.

Everything was perfect. Id never been so happy.