So yeah AU, And if you're sensitive to suicide and stuff like that, don't read.

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Deadlox died a few months ago. His blood pouring out of a deep wound a squid had cut into him.

He died in Awesomestar's arms. He told her to be strong. She promised him she would. She lied.

Awesomestar lost the one thing keeping her sane. She had already lost so much. Her family, her entire world, MineClan, and now the one person she had loved the most.

She bore the sparkling engagement ring on her finger, refusing to take it off.

Twisting the golden band, she is reminded of the boy who gave it to her when he asked her to marry him.

Deadlox was going to marry her in just a few weeks, but that one battle took him away from his little Star.

Awesomestar had gone dress-shopping with Dawn and Cupquake. The shimmering white dress lay in a box in her closet, never to be worn.

Deadlox had wanted to see Awesomestar walk down the aisle, to meet him and seal their love with a single kiss.

If only...

If only...

If only...

But fate had a cruel laugh at the duo's expense, taking the only thing that could possibly hurt Awesomestar, her other half.

It was no surprise to anyone when they heard the gunshot, they just wondered why it took her so long to do it.

They weren't prepared for what they saw when they opened the door to AS' room. She hung, a chair laying on the floor next to a bloodied gun, blood dripped from the hole in Awesomestar's head to the floor.

On her bed there was her suicide note. It read:

Dear Friends,

If you are reading this, that means I have taken my life. It must be pretty obvious why I did so, but allow me to clarify: Deadlox died.

You might not understand, so I'll paint you a picture. Imagine the person you love proposing to you, imagine making wedding plans and deciding the Best Man and the Maid of Honor, imagine being able to spend the rest of your life with your one true love.

That was supposed to happen to me. But, as the universe hates me, Deadlox's life ended just weeks before we were to be married.

I fucking loved him. He kept me sane, he helped me be strong. I never realized how weak I am without him. Too weak to move on.

I couldn't wait. I wanted to see him again. I'm sorry for any pain this causes you, but, it will get better. You'll move on.

Take care of Atlantis alright? I love you guys. I'll miss you.

-Awesomestar Bloodypaws.

"Awesomestar."

That voice made Awesomestar's now unbeating heart lurch.

"Deadlox."

The deceased male embraces her, crying slightly. "Why?"

"I-I couldn't live without you."

"Now you don't have to. My only regret is that we couldn't have lived just a little longer." Deadlox whispered. "Come on, there are some people who want to meet you."

Mossystone, in her human form cries out when she sees her adopted sister. "Awesomestar!" She rushes over, hugging her 'twin' tightly. "I've missed you! Oh my StarClan, I finally get to see you again."

Deadlox grasps his beloved's hand. "Come on, we have an Aether to explore. And our own infinity to do it."

Yeah this. Can you guys submit ideas? Please?