Nikki's True Love

by Lesbiance

Set straight after the resilience camp episode. Nikki can't stop thinking about Lorraine even though she is with Vix. She has some big decisions to make but what will she do? And will this be the right thing? There may be some sexual scenes so please don't read this if you aren't comfortable with it. Reviews are really appreciated thanks x

2. Chapter 2

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Chapter 2

She had to quickly close her eyes as the brightness of the room made her head pound perilously whilst her stomach churned. Her head didn't normally feel like this. She frowned wondering what stupid mistake she'd made this time.

Her thoughts suddenly turned to Vix. She knew deep down that she didn't deserve Vix. There had always been sexual attraction with Vix. How couldn't you find her sexy, Nikki thought. Nikki thought that the real feelings would come with time and the sexual attraction on it's own would be enough. But it wasn't. She was in love with Lorraine and there was absolutely nothing she could do about that. Every time they made love she wished she was doing this with the blonde. When Vix brought her to the heights of orgasm, images of Lorraine's stunning beauty flashed in front of her eyes.

Again, her stomach churned, but this time with guilt. She loved Vix, she did. But just not in the same deep, passionate way as she had with the Lo, or anyone else for that matter. Lorraine was the one for her, she'd always known that. Her Lo. Not that she was her's anymore. If only she'd have told the blonde her true feelings towards her.

This is what really got to Nikki, how she couldn't even stay in a relationship for more than two weeks. Truthfully, she'd never been what you'd call brilliant at relationships. Her last serious one had been with Stuart and she'd just assumed it had never worked because she thought she was gay. In truth, she'd known from a young age but was reluctant to admit it to herself. She had always been a reserved and private person, she didn't like people, even someone as close as stuart, knowing her business. How would he understand all these feelings if she couldn't? Talk about a complicated life she thought.

Her stomach twisted again. A sick feeling rose up in her throat. Great, she thought. She rolled over, facing away from the window and the chair in a weak attempt to shield her eyes from the bright morning sunshine. She couldn't be doing with a headache this morning.

The movement of Nikki rolling over in bed caused Vix to start to wake next to her.

The only problem was that it wasn't Vix...