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Chapter Two: Relentless
"Oh my gosh! I'm gonna fail! I will not get into next years Newts and I will never get the job I want. I'll have to work with my parents… I'll have to be a muggle!
I'll-"
"Lily!"
We were hurrying down the busy hallway, shoving past rushing students with worried faces as they all tried to get to their last exams. The towering, golden pillars that were Hogwarts walls shimmered around me, as paintings yelled good lucks to all the students.
I was blocking it out. This, of course, was my pre-exam ritual. It always consisted of me freaking out, pondering on the meaning of my future life and somehow managing to erase all the things that I had studied from my mind.
Melody was biting a lock of her blond hair, squeezing through the people, and looking worried. "You're freaking me out! Stop!"
The crowd was getting tighter as people got closer to the Grand Hall where the Defense Against The Dark Arts exam was being held. I bit my lip. "I'm sorry," I said, apologetically. "I'm just really worried. You know me."
"I do, Lily, and I know that you'll do great," she huffed, shoving through the compact space. "What the hell is going on? It shouldn't be this packed!"
Just then a noise echoed through the hall. A voice. I knew that voice. "LEAVE ME ALONE, POTTER!"
Severus.
The crowd laughed at something and I grabbed Melody's hand and dragged her to the front of the commotion, trying to hear over the cacophony.
In front of me stood Potter, a smirk stamped on his face as he pointed his wand at Severus, who was doing the same in return. They were both poised and ready to chuck curses at each other.
"What's wrong, Snivellus? To scared to duel?" Potter laughed and so did lots of the crowd.
In the olden days, I would have intervened. I would have thrown myself in front of Severus and kicked Potter where the sun don't shine, but that was before. Before what Severus had done. He had promised that he wouldn't, always promised, but he had done it.
He had called me a Mudblood.
He had had the nerve to offend my family and told me that I was dirty: we were supposed to be friends. Best friends and he had done that to me. I would never forgive him. He was just as bad as Potter, and this? This just proved it.
"I'm not in the mood for this," I muttered. Clasping Mel's hand tighter, I pulled her through their inner circle.
"Evans!" Potter exclaimed. He sounded different, but I couldn't tell why. Really al I could her was the laughter in his voice. "Get out of here!"
Not looking at him, I carried on forward. "I plan to!" I yelled back.
Mel was stumbling behind me, but I didn't care, we were going to be late and I was not going to let Potter and Severus make my fail this exam.
"Lily!" I heard Sev yell, but I just kept walking. A path cleared for me as people stared. I rolled my eyes at them; didn't these people have better things to do? Like an exam maybe?
When we finally escaped, I released Mel's hand and she sighed in relief. "Really, Lily, I can walk on my own!"
"I know, but_"
The doors of the Great Hall were swinging shut. We ran through them just at the last second and were met by disapproving stares as we took a breath.
This was going to be a long day.
"Miss Evans," the examiner said, emotionless. She was an ugly women; I wasn't going to deny it. She had crooked nose, yellow teeth and wrinkles the length of my arm. It wasn't helping my focus. I almost laughed, thinking about walking closer to her and asking her to be more beautiful so I could pass my exam, like that was the worst disadvantage to her current condition. "Can you please cast a fully-fledged Patronus Charm, as your last test."
This was it. I shut my eyes for a second and remembered.
Tuney and me sat on my Fathers knee as we ate ice cream by the beach, laughing at my Mother as she pulled herself out from a giant hole we had dug. We had gone home that night to a power cut and played board games in candlelight, eating barbequed food and drinking soda.
Severus and I lay in the long grass, he was talking about Hogwarts and I was breathing in every word of it. My future. My letter had then come the next day in, taken by an owl. I was going to Hogwarts.
My face broke into a smile and in response a Doe pounced out of my wand, prancing around the room elegantly. I watched as the examiner nodded in approval and dotted down some notes on her paper.
'You may leave now, Miss Evans."
Breathing a sigh of relief, I quickly made my way out of the Hall. Mel was waiting for me in the corridor. She smiled when she say my happy face. "It went well?"
"I think so, I managed to pull of the Patronus Charm."
"I told you so," she sung, smug. " I did okay, too. Now lets get some lunch."
I frowned. "I think I'm going to head back to the Common Room," I said. " I'm not hungry. Remember that lunch is in the Charms room for us today though."
"Okay," she bounced down the corridor happily. "See you later!"
I laughed at her bubbliness and headed to the Common Room. After the exam I felt knackered and my stomach suddenly felt empty, but I wasn't hungry. Thinking of eating mad me feel ill.
Turning a corner, I wondered what we would be doing in classes now that exams were over and hoped that all the hard work was over for the last week of school. I was looking forward to a relaxing holiday.
"Lily!" I heard someone shout form behind me and immediately knew who it was.
Groaning, I turned around to see Severus running towards me eagerly, his slick black hair falling over his eyes like curtains and his robes ruffled in the breeze. I hated to see him; he just reminded me of our previous friendship and then what he had done.
"What do you want, Severus?" I asked, coldly. "I'm not in the mood for this right now."
"I-I wanted to apologise for what you saw this morning,' he stammered, reaching me he clasped his hands behind his back. "Potter was just being an ass. I had to stop him. He was-"
I cut him off, crossing my arms. "I don't care, Severus. I know Potter is an ass, but it doesn't mean that you have to be one too!"
He perked up a little when I called Potter a name. "I was just defending myself, Lily. I'm really sorry."
"Well, I forgive you." I turned and began to walk down the hall.
"Wait!" He called and sprinted so that he stood in front of me. He looked desperate; it made my heart ache. I reminded myself what he had done. "I don't want us to be like this anymore! I want to be friends again! To hang out again!"
Anger bubbled inside me. "Then why the hell did you call me what you did?" I snapped and he winced. "You promised you never would, that it never mattered to you!"
"I didn't- it doesn't… It just came out!"
"Oh, I knew exactly what happened!" I yelled. Did he think I was stupid? "You started hanging out with those Slytherin boys, that's what happened! You know that they think I'm a worthless, dirty, piece of trash! They're all for the Dark Arts, Severus, I warned you about them, but you didn't listen!"
"Lily," he gripped my hand. I tried to yank it back, but his grip was too strong.
"Let me go!"
"YOU HEARD HER!" A voice boomed down the hall. "LET HER GO, YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT!"
Severus let my hand go in shock and we both turned to see Potter storming down the hall. He looked furious.
Severus snarled. "This has nothing to do with you, Potter, back off!"
Potter pulled out his wand and circled Sev who had done the same in reply. He reached me and looked down at my hand briefly. It had a thin red line where I had twisted it. He rubbed his finger across it, making it tingle. " Are you okay?" He asked, glancing at me. He sounded… His voice sounded soft and caring.
"Y- yeah," I muttered in shock, staring at my hand, not wanting to look at him.
"Stay away from her, Potter!" Sev yelled. I glanced at him to see he was red in the face. "Don't touch her!"
Potter laughed, there was no humor in it. "That's exactly what she said to you but you couldn't keep your creep hand off her!"
Sev stepped forward. "Don't talk about me like that!"
They starred daggers at each other and I just stood there, holding my wrist.
"I'll stop saying things about you, when they stop being true!" Potter wouldn't just stop. He was so relentless. His knuckles were white.
"How dare y-" He began to step forward.
I did the first thing that I could think of doing: I jumped between them. He came to an abrupt stop. He looked slightly hurt. This had to stop.
"Stop it! Do you hear me? Leave me alone and leave each other alone. Neither of you need to protect me because neither of you are coming near me! If I so much as hear of you, I will jinx you till you don't know who you are! Do I make myself clear?"
They both stood in silent shock.
"Do I make myself clear?"
They both nodded and I turned and ran down the hall, only breaking down when I was completely out of sight.
