Hello all Crescendo here! How is everyone? Working late for your entertainment hehe! Listening to Gorillaz feel good inc and BloodHound Gang The bad Touch, Styx and Blue october Calling you/ Hate me love those two songs ummmm after that is Eagles Hotel California I love that song probably will listen to it like four or five times, Frankie goes to hollywood relax, Yellowcard City of Devils. So many songs on my playlist strange music playlist for writing I agree. (You don't have to come and confess, we gonna find you….) I'm dumb sorry. Okay so today's recommendation is My Dreams Start With You by PheonixDiamond of course! I love her work haven't I said that? Okay enough let's get to it shall we? Oh and bookworm4ever81 Please send me a message! Since you have read Lead me not into Temptation you get a one shot of your choosing (ANY PAIR IF I DON'T KNOW ANY OF THE CHARACTERS YOU CHOOSE I WILL DO EXTENSIVE RESEARCH DX) dedicated just for you!

*Kouga's pov*

"Dammit Inuyasha, where the fuck are you?" I hate when he teases me like this. Dind't he say he was almost home? Ugh this is torture, I haven't seen him all day, haven't been able to taste those luscious lips of his. It's been 15 minutes, he should have been on by now...unless he was primping for me.

"Hmmm." I like that idea, I lick my lips in anticipation, I can't wait to see what he has in store for me today. My lil rebel….maybe I should text him? Yes, I think I will. Grabbing my phone off my desk I type in my passcode (Our anniversary date if you must know) 0309.

{Inuyasha cmon babe i wanna see you.}

Growing uneasy, I try to laugh it off and decide to go and see what I have in the fridge. Making my way into the living room I wrinkle my nose, yep its definitely time for my Inu to come over...This place is a wreck.

Shaking my head I continue my path to the kitchen, it's just as much of a destruction as the living room….dear god's the smell of moldy pizza is strong! Inuyasha is going to beat the living shit out of me, but that's neither now or there.

Why hasn't he answered me back yet? It's been near 5 minutes, did something happen? No...I need to calm down...Dammit I just can't get over this feeling like he needs me. Slamming the refrigerator door I head back to my room.

He still isn't on...Damn I don't want to start a fight by calling him out on his bullshit, but fuck if I'm gonna sit around waiting. It says he received my text, then why isn't he answering? Perhaps I should call him...yeah that's what I'll do!

Grabbing my cigarettes I yank a stick out and place it between my lips lighting it before inhaling a lungful, the nicotine calms me as I click send. It's playback song starts up.

~ I see your soul, It's kind of gray

You see my heart, you look away

You see my wrist, I know your pain

I know your purpose on your plane

Don't say a last prayer

Because you could never find

What's this life for

But they ain't here anymore

Don't have to settle the score

Cause we all live

Under the reign of one king. ~

Hi you've reached Inuyasha I am unavailable right now leave a name and number and I'll be sure to give you a call back…*beep*

Oh that dick! Twitching I redial his number, I swear to the heaven's if he does-

"Inuyasha?"

"Kouga…" Somethings wrong, I can tell just by the way he said my name.

"Where are you?" I'm up and out of my chair in a flash as I reach out and snag my keys from beside the laptop.

"P-Park" A sob from his end of the phone tell's me he is crying, Just what in the hell is going on.

"I'll be there soon bae, just keep talking to me kay?"

" *sniffles* K-k-kay"

"Babe I said talk to me!" I rush out the room slamming my door closed, I don't even bother locking it.

"..." All he can do is sob, and it's breaking my heart.

"I love you."

"L-LOVE YOU TO!" I wince as he wails the words into my ear, I don't say anything as I slide into my car switching the phone to speakerphone. I want to ask him what has caused him such distress but I doubt he will tell me over the phone if he is this upset.

He didn't say which park he was at but i'm pretty sure I know which one it is. I push the gas pedal down, I'm to worried about him to abide by the traffic laws so I'm there in less than 15 minutes. He hasn't said a word the whole entire time, he chokes on his own sobs the whole entire time and I feel like I've let him down...I wasn't there to protect him when he needed me, that much is obvious.

I fling the door open and spot him not even 20 feet away from me, sitting on a swing seat facing me phone pressed to his ear and tears sliding down his face.

"INUYASHA!"

His head snaps up as I make my way towards him he stands and within minutes he's rushing towards me. He collides with my chest and our arms are soon wrapped about each other, tucking his head into my neck he continues with his heart wrenching cries and I just hold him until he ready to speak.

*Inuyasha pov*

KOUGA!

He came for me, my alpha came! I fling myself into him as hard as I can, I need him so bad and as his scent hits me full force I feel my pain kick up a notch. I dig my nails into his back to anchor myself to him, I try to speak but how can I when this sorrow has taken hold? It only adds to my tears.

I don't know how long we've been standing here, but when the tears finally stop he sweeps my legs out from under me- holding me closer as his long legs head for his car. God this man is so good to me!

"I'm taking you home baby."

That sentence renews my sobs, how can I go back to that place? I desperately claw at his face trying to get him to set me down, I won't go back.

"Inuyasha, hurt me all you want if that makes you feel better but please don't shut me out." He's stopped moving and his standing beside his passenger door. He turns back and head for a park bench sitting he cuddles me close to his heart.

"Baby talk to me, tell me what's don't want to go home fine, but I need to know why…"

"You don't want me?" I can't help but question is loyalty to me, how can I not? My fat- No that man hadn't said anything when they told him…told him THAT! Did that mean he didn't want me anymore? If so would Kouga not want me as well when he found out the truth?

Fear courses through my veins as the thought takes hold, my family was throwing me away, Kouga would to...What am I suppose to do? My chest hurts and I feel as if i'm drowning, I can honestly say I have never felt so much pain in my whole entire life.

"Inuyasha, love talk to me? I don't understand where this is all coming from! For you to ask such a question...it's absurd! I will always WANT YOU!" Kouga's hand is cupping my cheek and the warmth that envelops me from that single touch feels like its melting my insides.

He leans down touching our foreheads together, and I feel safe. Kouga if I tell you what will you do? Will you reject me to? That thought scares me more than I want to admit, I can't go back not now anyways.

"Kouga...take me home."

"What?"

"Take me home, I mean," My heart is racing for the words about to leave my mouth and, I know i'm running away and using Kouga as a mean of escape, but if he truly does love me he won't walk away when he learns the truth; At least if he does I will have these memories to sustain me, right? "your home...I don't want to go back to that place."

"Babe? Are you really okay with that?"

"Yeah, just get me away from here." I can't look him in the eyes, because it's a lie. It's not okay and might not ever be.

*Sesshomaru pov*

[You have your instructions Nira, This Sesshomaru will not repeat himself. I expect you to have things smoothed over by tomorrow evening.]

I don't wait for a reply as I hang up, eyes darting about I search for the "hanyou". Just where did he go? It shouldn't take that long for a restroom break! This Sesshomaru is already in a foul mood, that imbecile Nira...I mean really how hard is it to broker a deal?

My eyes narrow as I glance at the rolex on my wrist it's 11:20, he has been in there long enough and I am seriously starting to wonder if he has hurt himself. Just as This Sesshomaru is about to get up and go search for him he is stopped.

The neko demoness...Sango.

"Excuse me…"

I raise a brow staring at her as I cross my arms over my chest. She nervously bounces from one foot to the next, the girl obviously has something to say.

"I..I have to start closing up soon…" She nervously chews on her bottom lip while refusing to make eye contact.. Hn all the better if you ask me.

"I see. As soon as Inuyasha finishes in the restroom we shall take our leave."

"Ano...I mean didn't Inu already leave?"

"No."

"I don't mean to be rude but I'm pretty sure I saw him walk out the door…"

"Pray tell, why would he leave This Sesshomaru without a word." I am trying to keep the vexation out of my voice.

"...Well you were pretty rude."

"Excuse you?" My eyes narrow just who does this girl think she is talking to?

"Well...you ignored him when you got that phone call right? Ahh but don't worry he does that to Kouga when he ignores him like that as well." She tries to smile it off like it isn't a big deal, but obviously it is...that little brat left me stranded here, but that is neither here nor there what I truly desire to know…

"Who is Kouga?" The neko immediately stiffens and her cheeks flush as her eyes dart about the room as if looking for an escape.

"Well you see…" Her hands begin to twist and wring the wash cloth between them in a nervous fit. "Ano…"

"Sango! Get back here so we can finish up!" I'm assuming that that voice belongs to the woman who was clinging to Inuyasha earlier. It's displeasing to even think about the way she had her arms wrapped about him. The thought makes a black feeling arise in my chest and it makes me want to end her pathetic life.

"Ah! Bye!"

I don't take notice of her departure, i'm too busy struggling with this inane desire to flay the hide off of her sister with my poison whip. It takes several more minutes to contain myself, sighing I throw a 50 on the table and head out the door.

Fuck.

I have no clue how to get back...Well then this should prove to be an interesting conversation...Pulling out my phone I hit the number one and press send…

[Hello?] Father sounds as if he has been through hell and back.

[Father, I am in need of your assistance.]

[Oh? What seems to be to the problem?]

[I seem to be lost.]

[Where are you?]

[Cafe eighty-eight.]

[Stay there, I'll be along shortly.]

*Inu No Taisho Pov*

Hanging up the phone I look over to my mate who is looking out the window with such a lost look that it breaks my heart.

"Love?" She turns her head to look at me and gives a shaky smile that does nothing to hide the sorrow etched onto her face.

"I feel horrible for having to put that poor man through that...Toga what if that was us?" Her lower lip trembles as a frown replaces the smile.

"Mika...That isn't us and we have done nothing" I place my hands on her shoulders and try to rub them up and down soothingly "wrong. Listen to me love we have every right to claim to our son."

Her delicate hands come up to cup my face as she leans her forward into my chest, and lets out a shaky sigh.

"I know that, I do….who was that on the phone?"

"Sesshomaru it seems as if he got lost."

"Oh, Inuyasha doesn't know how to get them back?"

"Sesshomaru didn't say anything about about Inuyasha...he said he had gotten himself lost."

"Then where is Inuyasha?"

"I don't know, I guess we'll find out when I go pick Sesshomaru up."

"I'm going as well."

Sesshomaru folded himself into the car with little difficulty a sigh escaping his lips.

"Son." I inclined my head.

"Father…." I can practically feel his gaze boring into the back of my head, it seems like he's waiting for an answer to all the questions inside his head.

"Inuyasha...he is your brother…"

It took the duration of the ride to explain everything, although I did leave out the part about their engagement.

"I see…" His face was completely emotionless, nothing showed through his facade his mask was impenetrable.

"So where is Inuyasha?" Mikadzuki asked as she opened the door and entered out temporary home.

"He went home ahead of me."

Mika and myself shared a look, we were set to tell him tomorrow.

Tomorrow….everything would change.

Tbc….

This chapter was hard to get through it was like whattttttttt ugh! I kept getting distracted and then it just felt so tedious and boring and hard to write garjfh;kkajnkajnapifhpifhijnakjnaknakdjna;knaknaksn anyways good news im going to rewrite by the light of the lunar moon before finishing it! great right right. It's not even up to my standards of length :( oh well maybe next chapter is better I certainly hope so