Friday 10th, February, 2012
The day in McKinley high was a Gloomy, blue day for Quinn Fabray. Ever since Tuesday when Kurt get angry at her and possibly had break up with her she has been feeling extremely woeful, she have broken the heart of the most fragile person she has ever met. For the hold week whenever she walks through the halls of the school and she sees Kurt by his locker packing books in his bag for the next subject or fixing his hair and if his eyes meet contact with hers, his face that was looking like if he was grieving would then stop what he's doing closing back his locker and walk away in other direction. Every time she saw him like that would make her feel like she's the devil that have taken way the soul of an innocent being and that made her wanna break down in tears in the middle of the hallway.
It's club period and Quinn was sitting in the Glee club next to Mercedes who's talking to Tina about the outfit she have buy to wear at Sugar's party was dehydrated and sore from crying but managed to cover it up a little so Mercedes wouldn't think something was up. Tina's eyes then look up in the upper right corner of the Glee club as she saw Kurt who look like he have the world of depression sitting alone and way from the others made Tina want to know what's wrong with him.
"Um Mercedes what's wrong with Kurt?" Tina asked as Mercedes follow her eyes and look up at Kurt as her face turn serious once it's Kurt she turns like a Mother who's worried for her kid and would want to kill whoever did him anything.
"I don't know" Mercedes answered as her eyes look down at Quinn who's looking almost the same as she raise an eyebrow.
"Quinn" Mercedes called as she looks at her.
"Yes" Quinn answered.
"What is wrong with you and Kurt?" Mercedes asked taking Kurt's attention as he looks at them.
"Um nothing why asked?" Quinn says as his face turn annoyed rolling his eyes towards her she's still keeping their former love life on the Down low.
"Because you too look like... never mind but if I find out what's really up with too I'll be on both you'll case okay" Mercedes hissed as she turn back and talked to Tina making Quinn gulp hard.
"Mr shu" A voice that wasn't heard for period said.
"Yes Kurt" Mr shu answered as Quinn look up at him Kurt who's hand was up in the air.
"Can I sing something?" Kurt asked taking everyone attention.
"Okay you have the floor" Mr shu says as Kurt get up and walks down the steps and stand in front of everyone.
"This song goes to a certain person in this very room and that person knows who their selves are and I suggest that the person_as Kurt look at Quinn_listen to the lyrics carefully" Kurt says making Quinn feel more bad.
Kurt then nod at Brad as he begin the intro for "Robin Thicke Can you believe"
"Nothing can make you high."
"Or put fire in your eyes."
"Or give you a chance to fly."
"When you need the wings. When all that you've got is Doubt."
As he look at Quinn who's staring at him with sad eyes.
"And nothing can stop you from feeling down."
"But oh I know, I know exactly how you feel."
"But can you believe now."
"when you're on your knees now."
"begging and pleading now."
"Can you believe?"
"When all that you've got is Doubt."
"And no one to pull you out."
"When your heart is slowing down."
"Can you believe?"
Everyone else in the room soon realise who the person is as all of them look at Quinn while she listen with tears filling up in her eye lids hearing him sing with pain in his voice. Kurt then looks at Blaine who's sitting in the second row next to Sam as he smiles thinking Kurt's singing the song towards him.
"See the person I love the most..."
As he look back at Quinn.
"...Is so far away tonight."
Making Blaine frown and look at her.
"And no other medicine or promise is."
"Gonna heal me up right."
"But I got to believe. The hurry, be, will be together."
"Cause that's all I got"
" And oh, I know. When your down at the bottom"
"Can you believe?"
Mercedes then look at blonde next to her who's breathing heavy with glisten eyes lock at Kurt, then at him who's staring directly back at Quinn as her face squinted realising what's going on.
"Can you believe it now."
"when all hope seems gone".
"When your Mother and Father can't keep you safe from harm."
As his eyes get soft and his voice pitch more higher.
"Can you forgive in your heart?"
"Can you ask for forgiveness?"
"When your down at the bottom Can you be free?"
"Can you believe in yourself?"
Seeing her with a grieving look on her face as his voice get back lower the way it was and his face kinda angry looking. Greg who's playing the guitar then play the solo. Quinn looking at him frozen in her seat then begins to sniffle as Rachel and Finn look at her with concerned faces.
"Can you believe?"
"When all that you've got is Doubt."
"And no one to pull you out."
"And your heart is slowing down."
"Can you believe?"
Quinn tears then fall as Kurt starts to feel bad but he ignored it and continued to sing.
"If nobody's watching you will never know"
"If somebody's watching you will never know"
"If nobody's watching you will never know"
"If somebody's watching you will never know"
"If nobody's watching you will never know"
"if somebody's watching you will never know"
As he take a step forward towards to her.
"Can you believe"
"When you're on your knees now?"
"Begging and pleading now. And your heart is slowing down."
"Can you Believe?"
The song then finished and the room then get silent as Kurt take in deep breath and everyone stare with their mouths open.
"I'm so sorry" Quinn said as Kurt look away from her and step back.
Quinn then couldn't stay there anymore and get up walking out the room sobbing while everyone watch confused except Mercedes who's furious.
"What the hell is wrong with Quinn?" Mercedes asked.
"If you wanna know what's wrong, just go and ask her" Kurt says in a low bitter voice and walks back up to his seat and sits down.
Mercedes then got up in front of everyone and look at him.
"I don't know what in world happen between you and Quinn, but there's one thing I Know Hummel and is that you are acting like a complete Dickward!" Mercedes exclaimed as Kurt shrugs and look at the floor making Mercedes scoffs and head outside to find Quinn.
While Kurt look at her storming out the room then feel very bad inside, although he's angry at her he doesn't like to see her like that sobbing and crying it makes his heart wrench although all of it is her fault but he think he have overdo it with that song.
"Quinn!" Mercedes shouts running down the halls but soon stop and think: 'Girl's bathroom' then continued down the halls.
In the bathroom Quinn was blowing her nose into some toilet paper which is not good because of "GERMS" as she shrieks tossing away the paper and start wash her nose in the sink. Mercedes then came bursting thru the door startling Quinn.
"I'm going to ask again what is wrong with you and Kurt!" Mercedes shouts closing the door behind her.
"Okay okay" Quinn plead as she take in a deep breath and run her fingers thru her hair leaning back against the sink and look at Mercedes again.
Quinn then tell Mercedes about her and Kurt from the beginning to the end as she take in a deep breath again look at the shock Diva next to her with her mouth open.
"Oh my god" Mercedes says making Quinn begin to Quiver again, "You and Kurt was dating...And you guys didn't even tell me!" Mercedes exclaimed.
"It all happen so fast, I'm sorry" Quinn says looking at floor as her eyes water again making Mercedes calm down. Kurt who was walking down the hallways looking for Mercedes and Quinn then heard familiar voices coming out the Girls bathroom as he stop and listen as he heard Quinn voice.
"What was I thinking, Kurt a cheater he's not Noah he's fucking Kurt Hummel the kindest sweetest lovable person I've ever met..." Kurt then begins to feel bad he didn't know he just let out his hidden Blaine rage at her.
"... I mean I'm not something to love I have broken 2 innocent hearts I got pregnant for a douchebag, make a beautiful baby girl I left her there to get a good home, she did then me being an selfish Bitch that I am I tried to get child protection services on Shelby. I made her so angry I can't even see Beth again! Every time I see that little face all I see is me obviously she even have my Bitch face worked out already" Quinn said as tears fall down her face again as her voice breaks.
Kurt outside then begin to cry leaning his head on the door letting it make a soft thud.
"But hear again someone loves me again, he have done everything just for me to love him back he turn from a uptight fashionista to an mellow lovable extremely hot straight guy" She then chuckle faintly as she turn and look at herself in the mirror. " He even give away his virginity to me"
"Wait you had sex with him already?" Mercedes says with wide eyes.
"Yea I did, I kinda skipped out that part" Quinn says as she starts to sniffle again, Mercedes then walk to her and pulled her into a hug.
"It's ok" Mercedes says in a calming voice
"No its not ok, I let my pathetic insecurities get in between me and Kurt" Quinn sobbed
"Don't worry, just give him some time ok" Mercedes said
Kurt unstuck his head away from the door as he open it slowly taking Quinn and Mercedes notice, Kurt then look at the sobbing Blonde as his eyes get soft and he start to walk up them. Mercedes then put a hand out to stop him.
"Don't come any closer, I can't believe you act like a complete asshole back in Glee club" Mercedes says.
"I know and I'm truly sorry—", Kurt apologized as Mercedes scoffs.
"Oh save it Hummel, you know what Quinn went thru and her insecurities but you couldn't see that because of what happen to you and that 'Blade' guy" Mercedes hissed as Quinn look up at him.
"It isn't his fault, it's mine I should have never even thought about him as a not faithful person" Quinn says softly as Kurt look at her in astonishment.
"Quinn", Kurt said with a warm heart as he move closer to them.
"But Kurt" Quinn begins stopping him from coming any closer to her and Mercedes. "That doesn't mean I forgive you for the way acted to me" Quinn finished as he frown and his heart returned to hurt him again. "Mercedes was right you know I have my insecurities an instead you sing that song and made me like an she devil".
"Quinn I'm sorry..I...I" Kurt stammered.
Quinn and Mercedes then walk pass him heading out the bathroom, while Kurt turn watching them walk away, he walked up the bathroom and look at them as Quinn look up at him giving him a faint smile and then turn back her head and continued to walk out the doors of McKinle
leaving Kurt feeling like an Giant ass as he continue to cry silently.
Saturday 11th February 2012
Kurt needed to apologize to Quinn after yesterday little "Song fiasco" and the way he acted to her was very pathetic and low of him. And the most important thing is he misses her, he misses her a lot. Because just laying in his bed all that is missing is his Quinny, lying his head on a pillow while he face the empty space for a second he think he was hallucinating because he think she was right next to him. Her face as it always is when she's with him pink, smiling, giggling, and the way her eyes sparkle when he calls her Quinny.
"I love you my Kurtsie" Kurt heard her say making him blink and rub his eyes and soon frown seeing nothing next to him.
He then rises up from his bed with tussled hair, messy clothes and jittering attitude.
"I seriously need my Quinny back" Kurt says to himself as he takes his wallet of the dresser and head downstairs. Walking into the living room to get his car keys his eyes then look at wall next to stairs to go down to basement as he start to hallucinate again seeing himself having Quinn backed up against the wall both of them in their sleepwear as he hear himself sing:
"What if I kissed you right now?"
He then see him lifting Quinn chin up as he take her into kiss, Kurt eyes then widen as he blink again and starts to sweat a little.
"Kurt?" A familiar heavy voice says "Hey Kurt"
Kurt rub his eyes again as he see a worried father with a beer in his hand standing by the same wall.
"Are you ok son, you look sick?" Burt asked as Kurt blink again.
"Uh yes I'm fine just, going to head out for a while" Kurt says picking up the car keys off the coffee table and head to door leaving his father confused.
Kurt pulled up at Wal-Mart without any remembrance of the drive to there as he came out his car locking it and went inside, he then head to the gift store section; the first person he went by was his brunette friend Regina who helped him every time he comes in to shop for gifts. It wasn't hard to look for her because she was the only who dresses neatly and she's the only one that's around his age everyone else look like hags who's in their 30's.
"Hello Regina" Kurt says standing behind her who's packing some anniversary cards in the "Happy Anniversary" section.
She then turns around facing him as her eyes widen.
"Hey Kurt wow you look different, your Dad finally burned all your clothes and closed your credit card" She teased as Kurt groans.
"No he hasn't I just like dressing like this now" Kurt answered.
"Okay... how I may help you then" Regina asked as Kurt sighs.
"I need cards, balloons, toys, roses everything with "I'm sorry" written all over it." Kurt said as Regina chuckled.
"Wow you finally get fed up of that Berry girl didn't you?" Regina asked as Kurt groaned again.
"No it's for my girlfriend who's probably my ex now" Kurt says looking at the ground sadly.
"Okay wait you... have a girlfriend you probably mean Boyfriend" Regina teased again.
Kurt then muttered angrily as he digs into his back pocket taking out his phone and begins digging in it.
"Here" Kurt says handing her it "Click play" He ordered.
She then pressed play as the video play she then see a red laughing Blonde.
"I kinda video tape her while I try to make her say..." Kurt say as he start to blush and then soon hear:
"I love you Kurty" From the phone making him blush harder, the video then ended as she hand him back the phone.
"Wow she's a very pretty one though...wait oh my god your straight!" Regina shrieks as Kurt try silencing her by covering her mouth.
"Shh" Kurt says as she calm down making him remove his hand.
"Ooh so you tapped it yet" Regina says softly with a devilish grin on her face making him turned crimson red.
"Dammit can't you stop thinking about something sexually for once" Kurt giggled as she frowns. "Don't worry I like that about you" Kurt finished making her blush as she walk away while he followed going into the next aisles.
"Okay choice whatever you want" Regina said as Kurt eyes start to watch them.
"Do they have ones for when you make someone cry and they will never forgive for what you did?" Kurt asked as she blinks dumbly at him.
"Okay... well everything here concerns that very same thing you're talking about" Regina says as she begins to take some things of the shelves.
"I want flowers, a card and that cute little pink teddy bear over there" Kurt says as she looks at him. "And I want all ship to 4423 Dudley road" He finished.
"Sure lover boy, just come with me" she says as he follow her to the cash register.
"Aren't there someone here to cash" Kurt asked
"Yea Carlotta, she was preggers and her water broke so she's in the hospital" Regina says going behind the counter.
"Okayy" Kurt said kinda freaked out.
"Hold on a sec" She says as he walk over to the employer only door and open it. "Jerry you have shipment to make so get up!" She shouts closing back the door and walk back over to counter.
"So... you must be really like this girl" Regina says as Kurt hand her his credit card.
"Quinn, yea I do a lot" Kurt answered as she freeze.
"Oh my god", Regina says as Kurt look at her with a worried look thinking something's wrong with his card.
"You are dating Quinn Fabray?" She asked making him sigh in relief.
"Yes I am, why?" He answered.
"Nothing is just, you're dating Quinn Fabray" She says with surprised still in her voice.
"Yes...I am why that sooo is shocking for you" Kurt says as she chuckle.
"Because she is the most beautiful popular girl at McKinley high, and she fell for an ex uptight homo, she must have really like you." Regina says handing him back his credit card as he rolls his eyes.
"Whatever, now when is my shipment is going to make?" Kurt asked as a messy hairy guy came walking up to them as Regina eyes widen
"Hold up Jerry forget the delivery because you might give the girl a scare, so just go back and increase your way of getting fired by sleeping" Regina hissed as he groaned and walk away.
"Just a sec" She said to him
As come out from behind the register and walk up to the guy who's talking to some girl by the Valentine's Day section.
Kurt then looks at the Valentine's Day poster on the wall behind the counter seeing a couple as it remind himself of him and Quinn, obviously because the guy is a brunette and the girl is a sandy blonde. He then sigh sadly as Regina came back with the guy.
"Hey Kurt this is Eric, he will be doing your shipment." Regina said as he groaned, "He will be make the delivery at 1:00" She finished as Kurt sigh in relief.
"Thanks alot Regina and Eric" Kurt said.
"Your welcome, um I should go and deal with another customer when things work out with you and Quinn just visit me here okay, and don't worry I'll sign them" She said
"Okay, see you later" Kurt says as she and Eric walk off.
Kurt then sigh and he starts to make his way out Wal-Mart.
An hour later Quinn and Mercedes is in Quinn's bedroom where they are watching this Lifetime movie a sad one. Quinn who's still gloomy fighting back tears from watching the movie, then something like a doorbell taking her attention.
"Did you hear that?" Quinn asked Mercedes
"No, what you heard" Mercedes says low-ing down the volume on the TV as they heard a doorbell.
Quinn then hurried getting off the bed as head downstairs.
"Coming!" she shouted as she open the door to see a Wal-Mart delivery guy with a bouquet of roses, a card and a teddy in his hands.
"Um are you Quinn Fabray?" He asked
"Yes I am" She answered
He then hand her everything that was in his hand.
"Uh thanks" Quinn says.
"You're welcome" He said walking off.
"Wait who this is from?" Quinn ask
"The name is on the gifts" He called out as he hops back in his truck.
Quinn then head back inside closing the door behind and walks back upstairs, she then enter her room walking over to Mercedes.
"Hmm who's this from?" Mercedes ask teddy bear away from her.
"I don't know everything just have I'm sorry written all over it" Quinn answered.
"Oh here's a note" Mercedes says as read it and soon sighed. "I think you should read this" she said as she hands her it.
Quinn then begin to read seeing "I'm sorry for what I've done, Love Kurt". Her eyes then got soft as she sighs sadly inhaling the flowers scent as she read the card while Mercedes look at her. Quinn face who then turn red as she look at Mercedes with glisten eyes.
"I miss him" Quinn said as Mercedes sigh and move closer to her.
"Then what you wanna do" She asked as a Quinn phone on the bed starts to ring knowing its him and froze herself. "Well aren't you gonna answer that" Mercedes asked
"I don't know" Quinn answered softly as the phone stop ringing.
Kurt in his room trying to call Quinn as he realize she's not answering as his eyes starts to water as he dial her house phone number.
Mercedes and Quinn then heard the phone downstairs as she hurried putting down the flowers and the card on her study and head downstairs. As they heading into the living as they both froze in front phone till it stop.
Kurt then soon heard the voicemail making his tears fall.
Mercedes and Quinn soon heard the beep as they heard the voicemail.
"Quinn it's Kurt, I'm just calling to ask if you like the flowers and teddy bear I've send you I wanted to send more but..." as they heard sniffle making Quinn know he's crying as her heart winched and her tears start to fall making Mercedes feel sad for them. "What I'm trying to say is that...I love you Quinn I really love you I miss you I can't even sleep because everytime I close my eyes all I see is a beautiful sandyblonde who I shouted at and made cry. "I really miss you Quinn I miss you here with me, I miss hearing your voice I just miss you please tell me what I have to do to get my Quinny back please, I would understand if you don't forgive but that wouldn't make me stop loving you" The message then ended as Quinn look at Mercedes again.
"What should I do?" Quinn asked as Mercedes look back at her.
"You should listen to your heart" Mercedes says tapping her on the shoulder as she walk back upstairs.
Quinn then look back at phone debating with herself if to call or not, while Quinn is debating Kurt was holding his phone watching the videotape of her he showed Regina seeing her smiling and laughing as he sighs with soft eyes as he hear the part he loves the most "I love you Kurty" making him smile thru running tears as he plop himself back on the bed closing his eyes as he try to go to sleep but once again he sees Quinn but this time she it's from when he encountered her and Mercedes when she said "I can't forgive you" as he groaned opening back his eyes and just stayed there with his eyes open and continued crying pulling a pillow over his face.