Is there still anyone reading this? Please I need comments,aside from complaints about my grammar hahhaha

Anyway..

"Its maybe for the reason of you being my assistant.."
It makes ..
"Yamato?"
"Nn..Ha?"
"You ok?"
I nod."Yeah just..Maybe the heat is just getting in me..haha"
Suddenly a hand laid in my forehead.
"You should drink more water then"sensei smiles.I wasnt able to say anything.
"After lunch,the planting will should eat a lot.I expect my assistant to be at his full potentials to help me,Im bad at waking early too."He chuckles and leave.I was left alone thinking.

After lunch we scattered and start planting at the provided had 25 each to plant before sun falls,aside dinner must be prepared didnt take long when were done and boys are told to look for firewoods while girls do the cooking,though ofcourse with few girls some boys help with them.
I look for firewoods together with my wasnt as easy as we thought,some are too new to be used as firewoods and some are way too big to camp are looking for woods too,its exciting how we adapt on things.

In the end there are enough for everybody but you just need to look harder.
Its dark made a bonfire and sorround it while waiting for quite cold,good thing I brought jacket.
Kakashi sensei opened a plastic of marshmallow and put some on stick and heat it in the fire melting its chocolate pass the plastic to me so I did the same and pass it to was girls saw us they scold us and even sensei for eating mallows was pretty common in our class already,Kakashi was the closest professor in our class.

So dinner was had chiken curry and sautee 'd are taken aside for the meantime.

Everyone are full,yet not of my classmate bring a guitar and start playing and sing The best song ever by one direction,we sang along another and another,they pass the guitar like a mike in videoke,it tense me if they pass it to me,Im no good in someone pass it to sensei.

Everyone is staring at sensei,theyre sigh in defeat and accept the strum he strings,once,twice,then he tap the guitar thinking hard what to pause for a minute then started strumming making a seemlike sound of an old country chuckles but others immediately hush him.

Sensei start with long look cooly playing guitar completely ignoring he sings..

You are my sunshine
my only sunshine
You make me happy
when skies are gray

Though in tune of country,sensei's voice wasnt the big whole kind like the normal country music sound simple yet of us was mesmerize not just with his voice but more on how he sing it..like singing it from his heart.

You'll never know dear
how much I love you
Please dont take my sunshine away..

Please dont take my sunshine awaayy~

Once again,he leave me breatheless.I thought to myself.
He finished singing and we gave him a round of applause.
"We better sleep already,we had to wake up early tomorrow"

-
Everyone got to thier tent shortly,and so do I.I bring out my sleeping bag then just dump myself came.I cant see his face,probably same for he light a flashlight blinding me.
"Whoops,sorry Yama"
He direct the light to the ground and sitted relaxing his back on tons of long and our eyes adjusted in dark a seems pretty tired.I sit properly and look at him.
"Would like if I massage your back for a bit?"I offer,trying to be sincere and not as akward as possible.
"I may not look like it but Im good at it"I smile,he probably thought some seconds before he turn back.
"Be gentle to me then"
I started to roam my fingers on his back feeling the details,the muscles,the bone,the neck,just simply easing,relaxing our first was hard considering there no light and he wears a shirt with thick had a hint about that and stop me.
" me undress my shirt"he said and i flustered.
"You didnt have fine"
"well,im planning to change anyway,I kinda smell"

The fact that we are alone together,silence overtaking and close enough to hear each's breath is something that made my heart skip,a very subtle sensation.
He was undress easily.
"You dont smell sensei."I kind of object.
He didnt just repositioned in way I could massage his fingers roam again on his bare back,it felt warm,or it could be just me who was warm,im not sure.I started giving force but surely making every part was was cold but I felt heated.I sweat but I simple contact ignite sensation is new to me,I started feeling in need of air,the urge to continue is strong but my mind was screaming to stop.
"There."I said,implying I was done.
"Thank you"sensei said and started to lit his flashlight again and scan his bag for shirt and sleeping bag.
We laid and silently apart,silence,what happen awhile ago?I cant sleep,I cant help thinking.

.

Crap,I think Im falling harder..

I badly wanted more to touch just beside me and !Thats wrong!I shouldnt think such things..I shouldnt think about my unrecruited feelings,were ..But..Still..I cant help..

I was like that for 2 whole Kakashi went out.I hope all I said was just inside my head and he never know Im awake all this didnt came back for some minutes,5,10,25 minutes have passed and he still hasnt came back,I started to worry.I went out too,looking for ever hes fine doing whatever whatnot his doing in middle of the forest,Im going back and say I just peed.I'll just check him.
Not faraway of walking and I saw was just standing below a tree,as I got near him I realize he was smoking.I run and take the piece in his mouth already lit and put it in my mouth and started smoking.I cough,he take the smoke and throw it.I was still coughing,i dont smoke,sensei pats my back and look worried in me.
"Why did you do that?"

I still coughs.
"How come you like it,it taste bad"i said.
He smiled,"why?"He ask.
"I..I care for you."
He look bewildered.
"Your my friend.I care for you is really bad."
He just stare then started messing my hair while laughing.
When he stop And let go..
"Thank you for caring for me"
It felt good when your feeling was recognize and appreciated,but knowing a word was misfit for my real feelings,it kinda hurt saying 'friend' when you feelings is far more than that.

Kakashi sensei was actually was almost done when I saw him,and was bout to get back to the back,we saw gesture to silence and walk Unrecngnizably as near we saw shape of persons,our curiosity gone higher.I started to felt nervous and we were dumbstruck realizing what or rather who it was.

It was Ari,one of my (female) classmate with his boyfriend who joined this event as well.
"Yamato!Sensei"she utter in embarassment as we caught them almost hooking saw them kissing,deep kiss,and touching too,and let just leave the other parts in your we caught them in action.A moment of silence for us was grinning,I look on the ground,the 2 must be doing the same too.
"Were my fault"Aris boyfriend told,he holds her hand all this time.
"No,its not"Ari about to fight whos fault was it and almorgt forget we still with them,then Sensei talk.
"No like I didnt do that"he smirk
"You mean sensei,you and Yamato.."Ari flustered even more
"No!No,were not!"I automatically object
"Yeah Ari,I meant when I was youre age.I am on patrol with my partner tonight"sensei tried not to chuckle
"Anyway,as I said I do undrstand but still,you two better get to your own tent already before other sees you"
And so the couple go.

We are left alone sensei is undoubtly laughing hard,I just sigh.
"Seriously sensei?You letting them go that easy?"
He brush away the tears of laughter in his eyes and stand formally"Sorry Yama,I cant help it"sensei still beaming at me.
My heart thuds with that simple mug face of happiness in he feels directly affect him like that is my treasure.
I stare at eye widened
"You ok?Yama"
"Huh?"I shake my head and nod."Yeah."
"Lets head back,we only had 3 hours to sleep"

Soon as we reach the tent we laid immediately,feeling now the exhaustion and sleepiness.
"I still dont understand you do that"I said sight already fading.
"come on Yama,everyone does be too hard on them."
I still listen but I didnt respond
"Lets say youre in my place,what would you do?Werent you just gonna scold them and yet let them go?You know its normal,thats why you'll forgive them."
I clearly see the point but I was too tired to agree or even open my eyes
"Yama?"I heard almost just an echo
"Goodnight"

-
The two days went by fast,we had a good bonding together in my the third and last day,we had a small program in the had few games and boodle fight for that ends the replanting actity,its time to bid goodbye to the place who taken us for two and a half remaining half day is meant for travelling back but some of my friends insist we go to a nearby beach is free and all we need are food and cottage to ask sensei to join too,he didnt refuse though was really force by my classmates.I felt indecisive but in the end I was facing the wide blue open water already.A total of 23 of us together with sensei came a treat Kakashi sensei paid for the whole expenses both for 3 cottage and food for the night,then again with bit force of my actually a bit glad,realizing Im short already.I sigh in relief.

Now off to sea!

So there you go!imnot sure where is this going but..i like it…I need your commentsssss so please lease some for me….